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What addicts want normal people and those who love us to know

1. We are not stupid, we’re well aware of the damage. We know that what we are doing is killing us. We know that we are hurting people. We are aware of how society sees us. We know.

2. ADDICTION IS NOT ENJOYABLE. We are not “partying” or having a good time. The party ended a long time ago. We’re fucking miserable. Many of these drugs were never party drugs to begin with. It might seem fun and exciting the first week or month, but it quickly becomes a chore.

3. We don’t keep using just because we want to get high all the time. We use to not get sick and just to function normally in our daily lives. After awhile, we’re not thinking “how am I going to get high today?” We’re thinking “how will I be able to get to work today?” And then the reason we relapse is because we can’t remember surviving without it.

4. We have massive amounts of guilt, shame, and low self-esteem. We don’t need to be called “pieces of shit” and “scum junkies” because we already feel that way about ourselves every day!! The disease tells us not to care when we lie to and steal from friends and family. The disease makes us selfish. But we are human and we feel terrible about it. We aren’t psychopaths and are more than capable of feeling remorse. The more selfish acts we engage in, the worse we feel about ourselves. But we compulsively keep dragging ourselves through dirt.

5. It has absolutely nothing to do with you or anyone else. You didn’t cause it, you can’t control it, and you can’t cure it. It is no one’s fault and you did not fail as a sister/brother/mother/father/aunt/grandpa/best friend. When we lie to or steal from you or choose drugs over you, it is nothing personal. It does not mean we don’t still love you. When the disease takes over, it doesn’t necessarily want to hurt you. It just assigns everyone the same value so they are neutral/irrelevant. Someone in active addiction is stuck in a completely internal thought process that completely blocks out the existence of other people.

6. The drug is stronger than love and values like family and friendship and that’s why we’ve chosen it over you. That is the unfortunate truth. That’s why we find a higher power in recovery, because no human power or emotion can fight off the drug on its own.

7. While addiction makes us choose the drug, we NEVER chose the addiction over you. Addiction is miserable and we don’t want it. The addiction chose us.

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I didn’t want to believe this was true, yesterday I was in shock.. A Beast on the Court and a Father off, bro was always a huge motivation. Even up to now he always reached out supported my grind and dropped words of wisdom when needed most... you will be missed but never forgotten ✊🏾 Rest In Peace B

Today is my bday but I have a gift for everyone.. Here is my album artwork and first single.. Thank you @soundslikerae for blessing this song...Repost, Like, And if you’re excited for the album drop some 🔥🔥🔥 below.

I know this might be my 4th maybe 5th time telling you this, but you know I need to show you off to the world so here it goes again 😊 Happy Birthday mom!!! I love you so much , Another year for you to keep changing lives with your beautiful smile! Uplifting spirits with your loving voice, continuously pouring wisdom on me and Ebanie so we can be the best parents we can ever be for our Kids. Again I love you I love you I love you, & make the day your best one yet, this entire weekend, this entire month, this entire year is all about you. Keep your head up keep shining and keep inspiring! Hey Beautiful , Happy Birthday 😘🤟🏾🎂❤️💕🎉🎊 Everyone stop what you doing and wish my mom a Happy Birthday!! #goshawtyitsyourbirthday #JJontheslay #sheneedsherownsong #YayaWay #ExtraLikeTok #bestmamaintheworld #MamaFlight

#mamaflight #bestmamaintheworld #sheneedsherownsong #extraliketok #yayaway #jjontheslay #goshawtyitsyourbirthday

if you sensitive, you won’t get it.

J Cole is doing what I’ve been trying to do my entire life.. spread awareness and wake people tf up. I love this album Bc it opens the door for artists like myself to prosper. #9ine2wo out now, really listen to it .. #linkinbio #theflightway coming soon... 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸

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Am I the reason why you fix your hair? Can I get a lap dance when I’m in that chair? All my bars be like truth or dare - Le Parc Suites

We live , what’s your favorite track ? Comment below 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸 #linkinbio #flightway

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Out now on all platforms... #9ine2wo #flightway #DRTYDVSN 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸

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New Project out 9ine2wo.. comment your favorite tracks below show support.. Lmk if y’all rocking with me.. #flightway 🤘🏾💪🏾🇺🇸

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9ine2wo now on Apple Music & iTunes.. link in bio. Repost if you support #flightway #DIRTYDVSN

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9ine2wo out now exclusively on Tidal!! For those of you who don’t have it.. Don’t worry Apple Music is coming soon ! Link in bio, if you’re one of the lucky few to have Tidal.. #flightway 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸

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Tracklisting for #9ine2wo #flightway #DRTYDVSN Dropping soon, check put the intro in my bio! 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸

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Before I release my project tomorrow check out the intro, The Story of Flight!!! Link in my@bio, run it up 🤘🏾✈️🇺🇸

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