Hiii!! Would I be able to request childhood friends trope with John Logan :) I was thinking being a year or two younger than him and by the time u get to Briar you realize how much he has changed compared to how he was back home. Maybe even unrequited love in there, the more heartbreak the better!! I have loved all ur fics so far omg <3
oh em gee I LOVE THIS IDEA!! iβm gonna start plotting and planning for this rn! thank u sm for this request !
itβs a sunday evening in late november , your in new york on thanksgiving break where your supposed to be βstaying with your familyβ but instead , your at deans parents place , itβs just you two there and your laying down on the couch together cuddled up together . heβs on his phone watching something on instagram while your reading your book youβve been reading on and off for a few days . the rain is heavy pouring against the windows , hearing from time to time a loud thunder in the distance . deans laugh breaks through the silence between you two and you turn to look at him smiling at his laugh . you put your bookmark in the book and you close it , now paying attention to whatever heβs watching on his phone . βyour such a reels guy..β laughing softly at him . βhey i like my instagram reels!β he argues back . βokay grandpa..β you giggle softly resting your head on his shoulder watching reels with him . βthis is really nice yk.β you murmur . βyea..it is. canβt remember the last time iβve actually relaxed.β he looks away from his phone , looking at you for a second before turning to face you . you sit up a bit facing him now βi donβt doubt it..jensenβs been all on your asses these past few weeks.β you put your bookmark down on the coffee table putting your focus only on him . βand we still have practice on friday like we didnβt just have it monday..just canβt seem to catch a break.β he sighs softly running his hands through his hair . βyea at least you have this time to relax though..β you gently take one of his hands smiling softly as you rub your thumb against his knuckles . he smiles softly down at your hand and nods . βyea i needed this..β he whispers βcmere..β you tug at his hand . he moves over and he lays his back against your chest and he rests his head on your shoulder . you smile softly before you slowly massage his shoulders , feeling how tense they are . he moans faintly , feeling the tension slowly dissipate . βdoes that help a little?β your murmur against his ear . he nods faintly βmm youβve always been good with your hands..β he smirks softly . you gasp softly and you hit his arm βdean!β you laugh softly at his confession . βow! hey iβm just telling the truth!β he laughs . βyea? well keep your dirty thoughts for later..β he opens his eyes at your confession and looks back at you . βoh is that so?β he flips himself over hovering over you smirking down at you . βmhm~β you look up at him blushing faint at his actions . his smirk grows wider at the sight of your blush , he buries his face into your neck placing light teasing kisses against it . you giggle loudly and you run your hands through the back of his hair , his lips tickling you . he laughs softly at your reaction before he hooks his arm under you pulling him up and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist . βeager arenβt we?β you tease him as you see his eyes slowly growing darker , filling with lust . βalways am for you baby .β he smirks . you giggle softly at his response as you both start heading to the bedroom for a longgg night .
notes α΅α΅ : this was so fun to makeeee oh em gee!!
itβs the end of finals week at briar university , which means a party to celebrate being done with finals . the hockey boys are hosting the party tonight . your standing in the kitchen with your boyfriend and all of his friends , having drinks together and having a good time. you turn to look at your boyfriend , seeing his shoulders looking tense so you gently take his hand and you see his shoulders relax suddenly . he turns his head to look at you , giving you a soft smile . βyou okay?β you mouth to him . he nods softly before leaning down and kissing you gently . you smile against his lips cupping his cheeks gently before pulling away and looking up at him . βyou sure your alright?β βyea mβ just exhausted from exams..β he murmurs . you nod softly , pulling your hands away from, his face and taking one my his hands again in mine, intertwining your finger together . he smiles softly and places a light kiss to your knuckles .
itβs later into the night , you , allie , beau , and dean are all taking shots together , loosening yourself up . your laughing at something allie said and you look around the room at your surroundings and you see logan talking to garrett , tucker , and hannah . his jaw is clenched tight and he just looks overall exhausted . you frown faintly before saying to allie and them βiβll be right back.β . you move away from the group and you walk over to logan and everyone else . you wrap your arm around his waist , you feel a shiver run down his spine and he looks down and sees you . βhi baby~β he murmurs smiling down at you . βhi honey..β you smile back at him . he turns back to the conversation wrapping his arm around your lower waist , his thumb brushing lightly against the fabric of your top . you loosely listen to the conversation but your mind is only focusing on his touch and the way he seemed before you walked over .
its near 2 am , you and logan finally decided to call it a night so you both say goodnight to your friends before walking upstairs and going into his bedroom . you both finally get into his room and he collapses onto the bed , you grab one of his shirts from his dresser and you change out of your clothes and into the shirt and a pair of basketball shorts off the floor . you lay down next to him and he wraps his arms around you , pulling you closer to him . βthis week bout fucking killed me..β he murmurs in annoyance . βyea?β βmhmm..this whole week has just been exhausting.β sighing softly . βmβ sorry i couldnβt come over much this week..i really did want to.β he confessed . βhey itβs okay..i get it.β you gently cup his cheek smiling softly at him . βi was so stressed out this week and i was being a complete asshole to everyone.β βwell i think theyβll understand why..i mean i think everyone gets this way during finals..β you laugh softly . βyea its just..you calm me down you help me relax..β he whispers faintly , feeling embarrassed at the confession . βawhh babyyy.β you giggle softly before wrapping your arms around him . βoh hushh.β he murmurs against you . βyouβre such a sap john..β you place a kiss against his hair burying your face into it . βmm whateverβ¦i love you.β he whispers . βi love you too baby..night.β you whisper back . βnight.β he replies . you both close your eyes and fall asleep into each others arms .
notes α΅α΅ : iβm sorry this kinda sucks been struggling on how to write this
not because he knows it makes you flustered, but because he genuinely thinks there's nothing prettier than looking at you while you're talking. if you're telling him about your day, rambling about a class, or explaining something you're excited about, he's completely focused on you. his eyes never leave yours, and somehow that only makes you more nervous.
you've always been a little shy.
even now, almost a year into your relationship, you still struggle to hold his gaze for more than a few seconds before you're looking down at your lap with a little smile tugging at your lips.
the first time he noticed, he honestly thought it was adorable. "baby."
you looked up from your coffee with a quiet hum. the second your eyes met his, your cheeks started warming.
he smiled to himself. "ah, there she is."
"what?" you asked quietly, your eyes looking away, then back at him. "just wanted you to look at meβ he smiles.
you let out a giggle before looking back down at your cup. "you're so weird."
he leaned his elbows onto the table, resting his chin in his hand as he continued smiling at you. "you're just really pretty."
your face only got warmer. "john.."
"what?" he asked innocently, his eyes big as he looked at you. "i'm being serious, honey."
you shook your head, looking down to hide your little smile, while he laughed softly to himself. after that, it became something he noticed all the time.
whenever the two of you were sitting together, he'd catch himself watching you instead of whatever movie or show was playing in the background. if you looked over and caught him, he'd never look away. he'd just smile that pretty smile that made your stomach flip every single time. "why are you looking at me like that?"
"'cause i love looking at you, duh" he said so casually.
"you're making me feel nervous, john." you barely got out as you became flustered.
"good thing i'm not planning on stopping."
there was one specific evening, the two of you were curled up on his bed after dinner, your head resting against his shoulder while he played with your hand, the tips of fingers running over your freshly done nails. you looked up to tell him something, only to find him already looking down at you.
not saying anything. just..looking. his thumb kept slowly rubbing over the back of your hand while his eyes stayed on yours. he seemed so serious about it too.
"what is it?" you whispered.
he smiled widely. "nothin, baby'."
"then why are you staring at me?"
he shrugged a little, brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear. "because i missed you today. like a lot. i literally could not stop thinking about you for even a minute."
you felt your heart melt, this boy literally had you down bad for him, "you saw me this morning."
"yeah," he murmured, still smiling, "and then i had to wait a six whole hours to see you again."
you laughed quietly, shaking your head. "you're literally so dramatic."
he reached up, gently tilting your chin with two fingers when you instinctively looked away again. his finger traced your cheek, he mumbled under his breath quietly, βso fucking pretty.β
your eyes slowly found his once more. you tried so hard to keep looking at him, but after a few seconds you couldn't help smiling and dropping your gaze again.
he laughed under his breath before leaning down to press the softest kiss against your forehead.
"you know," he whispered, "one day you're actually gonna look at me for longer than five seconds."
you smiled into his hoodie. "don't get your hopes up, johnny."
he wrapped both arms around you, pulling you impossibly closer until your cheek was tucked against his chest. "i've got forever to wait, sweetheart."
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based off this request! i literally love writing john logan fluff sooo much π₯Ίπ₯°
deans been your best friend since the beginning of freshman year , you and dean have been hooking up for three months now , nobody knows about you two except for beau , hannah , and allie . youβre all at malones right now sitting all in different spots . you , dean , allie , and beau are sitting in a booth near the corner . garrett , hannah , logan , and tucker are sitting at the bar together .
your all just having a good time , from time to time you catch beau and allie giving each other knowing looks about the both of your and glare at them both in annoyance . slowly throughout the night the bar starts slowing down and itβs getting more calmer . you can tell deans getting just a little more tipsy by the minute . βdean maybe you should start slowing down on the drinks..β you say gently taking away the. beer from his hand placing it away from his reach . βcmonnn iβm fine..β he groans softly . βokay yea your definitely not..cmon letβs get you home~β you start dragging him out of the booth letting him lean on me . βlook ima take blondie home and iβm gonna call it a night.. iβll see you guys tomorrow~β you say bye to beau and allie before helping dean walk out of malones to your car . you help him get in the passenger and he has a lazy smile on his face . βwhatβs that smile for?β you laugh softly . βmm nothing..itβs nothing..β he murmurs . you nod closing the door and rounding over to the driver side getting inside and starting the engine before pulling away from malones and heading over to the hockey house . βbaby..β he whispers putting his hand on your thigh . βyea? you okay?β βmhm yea..donβt go to the house..i wanna go to yours.β you look over at him surprised . βyou wanna stay at mine tonight?β you ask . he nods softly βokay yea we can go to mine.β you smile softly before looking around and making a u turn in the road , starting to head to my apartment .
you get to your apartment door , fumbling with your keys and opening your door helping him inside and leading him to your room . you gently lay him down on the bed before you go through your nightstand grabbing some of the clothes you βborrowedβ from him . βhere..change into these.β you hand him the clothes before going through your drawers grabbing a t-shirt and changing into it . you lay back on the bed watching him struggle to change into the clothes . he finally changes and lays back on the best against you , he rested his head against your chest wrapping his arms tightly around you . you smile down at him and you slowly run your hands through his hair . βyou good?β you ask whispering softly . βmhm iβm perfect..β he smiles softly . βyou want me to get you some water? maybe some food?β you suggest sitting up a little . βhey no just stay with me..just stay right here.β he drags you back down clinging onto you . you laugh softly at the action . βyour clingy tonight..β you murmur laying back down smiling at him . βonly with you..β he whispers placing a light kiss on your collarbone . you feel a shiver run down your spine and you gently cup his cheek . βyea?β you ask . βmhmβ¦nobody else.β he confesses leaning into your touch heavily . βdean..β. you whisper softly β i mean it..your my best friend..your the only person who can make me this calm..feel like myself.β he closes his eyes squeezing you a bit . you sigh softly at his confession before placing a light kiss to his hair βget some sleep dean..β you murmur against his forehead before you slowly run your hands through his hair . he nods faintly before burying your face into your chest . you absentmindedly play with his hair while you stare up at the ceiling replaying his words in your, knowing he wonβt remember them in the morning . you lean a bit over to the nightstand , turning off your lamp and closing your eyes trying to go to sleep but your mind doesnβt shut up for hours , finally going to sleep at 3am .
notes α΅α΅ : i honestly loved making this !! thank u sm for the request!
itβs 8 am on a saturday, you just got back from pilates and you just walked inside the hockey house hearing some of the boys being loud in the kitchen you roll your eyes playfully as you see dean and tucker arguing about the orange juice . you walk upstairs and down the hallway to the last door on the left which is your boyfriends room . you slowly open it seeing him still asleep , you smile softly placing your yoga mat next to the door . you decide to take a shower so you open his drawers slowly trying to get a pair of clothes and not to wake him up . behind you you can slowly hear shuffling and you look back at him seeing him slowly wake up . βmorning baby..i didnβt mean to wake you up~β you smile softly . βmm no itβs okay..β logan murmurs getting out of bed walking towards you and wrapping his arms around your waist . βyou look really good in this set..β he murmurs before placing a light kiss on your jaw . you feel yourself shiver slightly at the contact before you turn your head to look at him . βthank you sweetie..β βyk some day you should come to pilates with me..itβd be fun~β you smile softly at him . βmm i donβt think iβm nearly as flexible as you are baby..and i donβt think iβd be able to get up at 5:30 am for it..but maybe one day~β βreally?β you say your eyes beaming with joy . βmhm..iβll go with you someday..just gotta mentally prepare myself.β he laughs softly. you nod softly βhey you should get some more sleep..itβs too early and i know you treasure your sleep.β you whisper . βmm come join me then..β βbaby i gotta take a shower i feel gross and sweaty..β βmm fine..but come lay with me after?β he asks . βmaybe..now go back to sleep baby..β you say turning around and kissing him softly before walking out his room to the bathroom to take a shower .
after a bit , you walk out the bathroom drying your hair off with a towel wearing a pair of loganβs boxers and one of his shirts . you hear your stomach growl so you walk downstairs to see dean , tucker , and garrett all sitting in the kitchen just talking . βmornin boys~β you say as you walk into the kitchen βmorning doll~β dean says giving you signature smirk while the others say hi . βlogan still asleep?β garrett asks and you nod . you engage into conversation while you start making french toast for you and logan . βoh my god are you making french toast?? can you make me some yk your such an amazing cook when it comes to breakfast.β dean pleads . βwhy donβt you ask tucker to make you some? heβs the cook of the house~β you reply βhis french toast isnβt as good!β dean says . βhey! my french toast is good thank you very much.β tucker fights back . dean and tucker start bickering back and forth about food as you finish up making the french toast for you and logan. βgarrett you want a slice of french toast?β you look over at garrett scrolling through his phone . βno mβ good iβve got my smoothie..β βyou sure? it wonβt kill you to eat something sweet.β you laugh softly . βitβs okay really.. thanks though..β he smiles faint . βyea course..β you smile back and you watch him walk out the kitchen up the stairs to his room . βseriously? youβd offer him some but not me??β dean says pouting . βfine..take this..β you place a piece of french toast on a paper plate before handing it over to him. βthank youuu~β he smiles big at you before grabbing the syrup and drenching his french toast in it . βwould you like one tucker?β you turn to look at him . βif you donβt mind..β he says his southern accent drawling out a bit . you nod softly putting a piece on another paper plate and handing it to him . βthank you maβam~β tucker says smiling before sitting down next to dean . you giggles softly before making two more pieces for you and logan .
you finally finished making the french toast so you starting upstairs with the plate of french toast in one hand and in the other a cup of coffee. you open the door slowly and you walk over to his side of the bed and you place the plate and mug on his nightstand before you place a kiss on his forehead . βbaby wake up..β you whisper softly in his ear . logan slowly sits up and smiles at the sigh of you before looking over at the nightstand seeing the food and coffee . βyou made me breakfast?β he says sitting up slowly . βyea i made you some french toast..which your sharing with me because iβm starving~β you state as you sit down next to him on the bed . he laughs softly at your comment and nods softly . βmm okay baby..β he says leaning in and kissing you gently before pulling away to put the plate on the bed and start digging in . you both eat together just enjoying the food and the company not needing anything more than each other .
notes α΅α΅ : this is so cutie i love this!! hope you like this as much as i do !!
βdean cmon you gotta lay down your sick!β you yell as you walk over to your boyfriend handing him his coffee (with a little bit of nyquil in it) . βbaby i am fine itβs just a cold iβm not gonna die.β he groans in annoyance as you push him back onto the bed . βdean you literally have a 101 fever youβre not fine.β you look down at him with a stern face . βso? cmon iβm fine-β he cuts himself off with a raspy cough . βoh really? that doesnβt fine.β βcmon iβm bored out of my mind just let me do something!β he groans out of frustration . βall you need to be doing is resting youβve been working yourself to death you never give yourself a break. just drink some of your coffee.β βyour so bossy.β he mutters under his breath taking a sip of his coffee . βyea? well your a stubborn ass.β βsamβs probably gonna need some help on the hunt so just let me go and catch up to him!β βno dean your too damn sick.β βbut sam-β. βsam can take care of himself dean heβs done many hunts without you heβs got this one..just worry about yourself for once..please.β βi donβt need to when you do enough worrying for the both of us.β βoh donβt gimme that bullshit i canβt help it i worry!β βyea? well you shouldnβt.β the room goes silent for a second his words hitting a little too harder than they shouldβve . βdean iβm just asking you to worry about yourself for a change.β βitβs hard to..after everything.β he murmurs closing his eyes . βi know baby..just let me take care of you for once? hm?β you gently cup his cheek brushing your thumb along it. he leans into your teach turning into your hand placing a kiss on your palm. βokay..β he whispers . βokay?β βokay.β you smile at him before pulling him closer to you laying back against the bed. he follows , laying his head on your chest wrapping his arms around your waist and you absentmindedly run your hands through his hair . he buries his face into your neck and you both just stay there for a bit in silence . βyour too good to me..β he murmurs against you, the drowsiness prominent in his voice . βoh hush..just get some sleep..β you smile softly at his comment . βmmkay baby..i love you..β squeezing you a bit . you stiffen for a second at the confession before pressing a kiss to his forehead . βi love you too dean..β you slowly close your eyes feeling yourself drift into sleep .
notes α΅α΅ : this is kinda cheesy but yk i hope you like it !!
youβre standing in the kitchen next to the stove , checking on the pasta youβre making for tonight . you hear a knock on the door ,already knowing who it is you walk over to the front door and opening it , seeing garret graham with a bouquet of white and pink roses and a bottle of red wine in the other hand . βhi sweetheart..β he says smiling softly down at you . βhi baby.β smiling back up at him you take the bouquet and the wine from his hands putting them down on the counter behind me . βthe flowers are beautifulβ¦thank you.β βof course..β he leans down kissing you softly cupping your cheeks . you smile into the kiss before pulling away and moving out the way to let him inside . βmm whatβre you making?β βwell i remembered you telling me once or twice one of your favorite meals was chicken parmesan pasta.β smiling softly at him as you grab a vase and filling it up with water before putting the roses inside . βyou remember that?β smirking softly moving to stand behind you , putting his hands on your waist . you turn your head to look up at him βyea course i always remember the stuff you tell me..β βhowβd i get so lucky? hm?β leaning down closer to you , mere inches from your face . βi donβt know.. you tell me.β you giggle softly before placing a light kiss on his lips βnow go sit down.. food should be done in a few minutes.β βyes maβamβ laughing softly at your bossiness before sitting on the couch looking around at your apartment , looking at the small details . the bookshelf is covered with yours and your roommates favorite books with little trinkets of your favorite things and more . βso..uhm whereβs your roommate?β clearing his throat briefly . βoh sheβs staying at her boys friends i think she wonβt be back till probably tomorrow night..β you look back at him on the couch before back ahead . βoh really?β βyea i uhm told her you were coming over..she said she wanted to leave us be~β laughing softly under your breath . you turn off the stove placing the pot and pan off the burners before you open the oven taking out the garlic bread and placing it on the counter . you make you both plates of the chicken parm pasta and you walk over to the couch , placing the plates on the coffee table before grabbing two wine glasses from the cabinet and grabbing the wine bottle , placing the bottle and glasses in front of him before you sit down next to him on the couch . βhope this is okay i donβt really cook much..β you say softly pouring you both glasses of wine . βno itβs perfect.. this is perfect..β he smiles softly before taking a bite of the food and groaning . βholy shit.. sweetheart this is delicious. are you sure you donβt cook much?β laughing softly before taking another bite . βyea iβm not really much of a cook i just bake mostly.β smiling at him putting some of the pasta on the garlic bread and taking a bite . βwell thank you.. for this.β he whispers softly taking a sip of the wine . βof course mβglad you like it.β smiling back at him you kiss his cheek before scooting over closer to him .
the sun is slowly peeking through the curtains of the motel room and you feel yourself slowly stirring awake. you blink softly and you look over to see dean deeply in sleep with his arm behind your head , letting you use his bicep as a pillow , his face buried into your shoulder . you look around the room seeing samβs not in his bed , you slowly shift trying to get up to use the bathroom when you feel a strong arm around your waist pulling you back against his chest m burying his face into your neck. βmm stay with me sweetheart..β murmuring softly , against your neck sending shivers down your spine . βhoneyβ¦i gotta use the bathroomβ¦β βstay with me a little longer angel..β places a light kiss against your neck . βdeann your being unfair..β whining softly turning on my other side to face him . he opens his eyes and smiles sleepily at you βi canβt help it.. just never get enough time alone with you..β βi know..youβre right..β smiling back at him placing a light kiss against his nose . his smile grows bigger before he flips on top of you , you giggle softly out of shock before wrapping my arms around his neck gently scratching the back of his hair . βyour so pretty sweetheart..β whispering softly brushing his thumb over your bottom lip before brushing it over your cheek . you pull him closer down to your face , yours eyes going back and forth from his lips and re you lean up to kiss him softly . he groans softly into the kiss slowly moving against your lips cupping your face . you smile against his lips before slowly pulling away and looking up into his eyes βwe should probably get up honey..β you whisper softly moving your hands to cup his face . he pouts softly as you pull away wanting more of the contact βcmon..itβs early we donβt have to go research immediatelyβ¦β he murmurs leaning down to try and kiss you again. then , you hear the door open and you both look over to see sam walking in with three coffees and he stops for a second before laughing softly βam i interrupting something?β sam says placing the coffees on the table. you and dean both say at the same time βno.β βyes.β you both look at each other before he rolls his eyes and crawling off you and sighing to himself muttering under his. βbuzzkill.β you stand up out of bed , getting your coffee and thanking sam before sitting at the table. dean gets up short after you grabbing his coffee and walks over to the table , placing a light kiss to the top of your head and sitting down next to you putting one of his hands on your thigh. sam sit downs across from the two of you talking about what he found out about the case , you both listen to him intently and after a bit of waking up , you both starting getting back to researching .
notes α΅α΅ : AHHH MY FIRST DRABBLE !!! itβs been yearssss since iβve written and i really hope yβall like it!!!