I need you

Like the flower needs the rain [di-stri-ai's vent blog // viewable ooc only unless given ic (though ooc viewing is encouraged)]

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Do you know what it's like to not know if your literal only friend in the world - the only other person in the world - survived the night because she got blackout drunk again and you can't be there to make sure she didn't take it just a little too far this time or choke on her own vomit?

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You don’t fucking get to talk to them like that, drunk or not.

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I mean... She’s right here. But she really isn’t. And even if she was, I’m not him, so she wouldn’t care.

No one understood what he went through like her.

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Somehow I’m almost more embarrassed now...

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Am I trying to prove my relationship to him? What am I doing? Why am I trying to convince him that I’m doing well?

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Oh, so that's what I did wrong.

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Yeah. I didn't think so.

But I'm over it now.

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How unexpected.

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Certain moments I am reminded of how completely in love with you I am and it takes my breath away

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Could I forgive her if she said I don't regret anything, but I'll stop for you?