i must live with my quiet rage

Whitney, 23, TN I don't live here anymore. Try this blog.

[flowerishboom]

my about me on this blog still says i'm 21 lol

[flowerishboom]

[sirmorgan]

“In one sentence, how would you describe this series?”

[mypoorsoul]

ABC has officially picked up Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

[baptised-in-vodka]

Ok like I’ve never read The Fault In Our Stars but I see it every where on this site and I want to.

Is it any good??

[fishingboatproceeds]

It’s okay.

[twinkcester-deactivated20131231]

GODDAMNIT JOHN GREEN

[tardis-impala]

[x]

[flowerishboom]

I just made a cheese & bacon stuff burger with pepper jack cheese and ranch on a toasted bun.

It's pretty much the absolute single best thing I've ever made oh my GOD.

[chiliconsharls]

“Rhodes is worried” clip (x)

[cortue]

#oh tony #i can’t get over how this movie portrayed his ptsd/anxiety #he builds almost 40 suits in the year after new york #he wants to cling to pepper like a liferaft but is always wary of the burden that would place on her #he signs a kid’s drawing #a drawing that’s depicing the very moment he’s afraid of #he writes ‘erin help me’ on it because that’s something she would treasure: #to have a superhero ask for her help as if she was a superhero too #he can’t look rhodey in the eyes when he mentions new york and superheroes #when another little kid sets off his panic attacks #tony teaches him to stand up to bullies #tony stark feelings #all day all the time #i’m so sorry for the tags #iron man #tony stark #james rhodes  (dee-lirious)

[errantharlot-deactivated2018090]

I before E

except when you run a feisty heist on a weird beige foreign neighbour

[trashculinity]

#and caffeine-strung atheists reinventing protein at their leisure #plebeians may deign to forfeit #either that or seize the language and reinvent it

[thricetoldfilms-archived]

fuck the english language

[snowgwarts]

[myidealhome]

workspace in a nook with chalkboard wall (via apartment therapy)

[mandreflower]

get over shit - listen | download

01. be okay - ingrid michaelson; 02. after the storm - mumford & sons; 03. always look on the bright side of life - monty python; 04. happiness - the weepies; 05. see the world - gomez; 06. it’s time - imagine dragons; 07. the painter - i’m from barcelona; 08. skinny love - bon iver; 09. shake it out - florence + the machine

[snowgwarts]

So these are a few of the photos I took of Colin last night. Feel free to use them if you want, but it’d be nice if you credited me.

[bertinelli]

[flowerishboom]

Not in a good place tonight. I did something I haven't done in over 2 years. You were supposed to be my anchor, goddamnit. Right now, I've moved past the point of caring or feeling and straight to 'what's the fucking point?' It's much easier.

Bedtime, methinks.

[flowerishboom]

fuck

you

dean

fucking

winchester

you

fucking

little

shit

[flowerishboom]

ok so how do you go about finding a ~crazy doctor? like idk if I need to see a psychiatrist or a psychologist or if I should go to my family doctor or what

but seriously I can't keep going like this

the breaks in between my ~breakdowns don't make up for how bad it is when they happen

and like now

I'm so emotionally and mentally exhausted because my brain won't calm down

idk does that make sense?

I know people think constantly and everything but this is terrible it feels like I have no control over my thoughts or emotions and it's so fucking exhausting

part of me feels like I'm just over exaggerating but if you've followed this blog for any length of time you know how bad it can get

so yeah I genuinely don't know where to start and I don't feel comfortable asking anyone in real life help me out?