Enigma Express

Came here to vent my frantic thoughts and frisky poems *shame not included

[flylilpisces]

Living in the US feels like being on a rapidly sinking ship .

[manincaffeine]

Texting isn’t enough…i want a morning where you wake up on my lap, hair a mess, eyes still dreamy, and i’m kissing you slow , your neck, your lips while your arms wrap around me. Sunlight, warm breaths, soft touches… that kind of sensual morning where we dont even think about getting out of bed.

[flylilpisces]

My feelings always bleed onto my days , and every New Romantic connection is a test of my ability to control my intensity :(

[flylilpisces]

Music sounds a bit different without you

[flylilpisces]

This one is dedicated to the energy between us .

It’s pretty crazy that you had such a strong hold on my

Body like you did .

When I had you in front of me all I wanted to do was eat you alive .

I wanted to make you squirm , and quiver at my

Touch .

You were such a good boy for me ..

So willing to be defiled by me .

Too bad you got scared of what we created .

It became too real for you.

But I won’t forget how you made me feel ,

Even if it was fleeting ..

You made me feel like a feminine force ,

At least for a while you did .

The power I felt when you would submit to me ..

Is something I’ll need to keep feeling with any partner I’m with .

You allowed me to explore my dominant side ,

And damn did your subby side turn me on!!

What brings me comfort in all this ,

Is knowing I left my mark on you ..

You’ll never be the same , just like I’ll never be the same .

You’re a freaky little thing ,

And you need to be punished …

You don’t deserve to cum ,

Unless it’s for me .

[flylilpisces]

It’s past one AM and I’m thinking of you again .

Found out another reason why I burn so intensely and so fast ,

I’m a Leo rising not a Virgo rising like I’ve been thinking this whole time due to my mom giving me the wrong birth time 🫠

I’m all water and fire lol

I miss you btw.

I’m thinking about why it’s been kinda hard to not think about you ,

And the answer is simple .

You made it feel safe to open my heart .

You told me it was okay to bare my soul out to you , and because I’ve known you for 11 years of my life

I figured my heart would be in safe hands finally .

I think about your taste as well.

Don’t even get me started on what I think about us doing .

We touched on things we both didn’t know we even liked .

I thought you were my good boy ..

But I’ll save that for another note——-

[flylilpisces]

Oof you cross my mind often.

you definitely don’t look both ways before you cross my mind .

You cross my mind like a person crossing a busy intersection, reckless with abandon ..

You pop up in my dreams a lot too ,

My dreams always tell on people for me 😭

My intuition is ruthless and never holds her tongue ..

I’m letting go ,

This space has been the end of us .

By the time you decide to circle back ,

I’ll be gone into the horizon .

Time has been the end of us,

But boy did it feel sweet .

[flylilpisces]

Going into this saturn retrograde in pisces like

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Honestly, it felt nice to love again.

You reminded me that once again I’m able to love at full capacity.

I thought you would be easy to get over ,

As I am now adept at letting lovers go .

But you felt special ,

But maybe in a way that whatever special you felt, Was actually how special I felt .

Like the magic wasn’t in you ,

But inside me .

The lover in me was set free for a bit ,

Just a taste of it.

My body remembers how it felt to open the flood gates .

Writing this makes me sad ,

Because I’m admitting that I still feel all of

THis so deeply .

You are not easy to forget .

You were my best friend so I also grieve a friend, who is still alive .

My heart feels like you’re still there .

It feels like you ended your lease on my heart early ,

But you left your things behind.

I burn bright , with all my hearts fury ..

I thought you air signs liked fire

P.s I knew this song would hit when you broke my heart

[flylilpisces]

This manga is crazy lol

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Another ex blocked *

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Need to leave this wasteland of a country.

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Nights like these ✨

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Now if only I could just sit back and enjoy the ride , while still protecting my space

That would be great 👍

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After everything it’s still you .

Please make it stop ..

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I get so cold when I don’t care anymore,

It’s sort of freeing when my evil side shines through .

Im both a saint and sinner baby