bad luck

took a picture of all my flaws or you can take a video on your phone and you know that I would talk but I'm too afraid to pick you up and go home I'm feeling D A Z E D like a magazine finding my own sanity wishing it'll all go away now we're smoking off the balcony you're telling me profanities . . . maybe it was never okay.

[fmdjinsun]

fmdxdeity‌:

yoona found herself rolling her eyes after catching his last rushed statement before she hung up the phone, though there wasn’t any true malice or annoyance behind the action. it probably looked as though there was, especially the second time she was rolling her eyes after making her way outside. “not my fault you suddenly decided we needed to go out at this time of the night, when most of us are in bed,” she pointed out to him though she knew that he really hadn’t waited quite that long.

“personally i think you’re the dramatic one,” she joked. even if yoona enjoyed giving jinsun a hard time sometimes, he was her friend and she did enjoy his presence. her eye brow raised a bit as she gave him an amused look as he pulled her hood onto her head. “thanks. my ears are toasty already.”

“i am willing to settle for food,” yoona confirmed as she fell in step next to him, glad he wasn’t making her jog to keep up. “don’t want hanbyul to end your life over broken knees, but the food better be good.”

jinsun grinned at her, simply offering a shrug of his shoulders. “were you asleep, though?” the question was mostly rhetorical — he knew she had trouble sleeping as much as he did. he was up until all hours of the night, and he could usually count on her to keep a similar schedule, if nothing else. “in bed doesn’t count, you know,” he added, quickly so she couldn’t argue the semantics of her statement. 

“clearly.” his voice was deadpan, though the look on his face suggested anything other than annoyance. “i should’ve been the actor of the group, i guess.” he was sure his ears were a little pink at her teasing, though, and he tried his best to keep a straight enough face to not reveal more than he wanted to. “you can take my sweatshirt if you’re still cold, too.” the offer was a little awkward, hesitant, but he did drag her out, after all. it was the least he could do. 

“great, what are you in the mood for? chicken?” he asked, feeling at ease once more. “all for the best, i’m no use to anyone with broken knees.” 

[fmdjinsun]

kitfmd‌:

( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — ah yes thank you this was what my shrivelled up soul needed to hear ( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — sucks for you, though, man. sorry to hear. ( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — THOUGH. i have sources and sources say you guys got a flamethrower-wielding hottie on the 31st. would’ve loved to see that ( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — and by sources i mean said flamethrower-wielding hottie but also how weren’t you jealous?? ( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — now i want a flamethrower. ( to: junjun’s babysitter ) — you think bc would ever let us do that? have flamethrowers? for a mv or something?

[ jinsun → knight’s kit ] glad to be of service i guess      [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] do you mean aidynn????     [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] gross    [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] also somehow i get the feeling that’d be a worse idea then letting aidynn have it  [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] to be honest though yeah bc has done much worse 

[fmdjinsun]

fmdryuna‌:

[ sent  @  0526  pm ]    ✉️   bible  thumper  🤠   ➳     why  not  ?  are  you  not  my  daddy  ??  who  is  my  father  then

[ sent  @  0526  pm ]    ✉️   bible  thumper  🤠   ➳     too  bad  i’m  already  in  ur  good  christian  home

[ sent  @  0528  pm ]    ✉️   bible  thumper  🤠   ➳     wtf  what  if  my  future  wife  is  a  demon  sunny  -_-

[ sent  @  0530  pm ]    ✉️   bible  thumper  🤠   ➳     you  aren’t  allowed  to  our  wedding  then

[ sent  @  0528  pm ]    ✉️   she devil   ➳     do i look like a dad to you  [ sent  @  0528  pm ]    ✉️   she devil   ➳     i’m genuinely going to call a priest this time. [ sent  @  0528  pm ]    ✉️   she devil   ➳     can’t wait to find out you’re actually the demon and i can’t get rid of you then

[fmdjinsun]

kitfmd‌:

( to: [redacted number] ) — so… tell me how much the gayos sucked so i can feel better about how knight didn’t attend ( to: [redacted number] ) — and tell me it was clearly because we weren’t there lmao ( to: [redacted number] ) — (ok so maybe i’m joking. a bit. but i can’t sleep so… care to humour me?)

[ jinsun → knight’s kit ] boring as hell    [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] really you did not miss a thing  [ jinsun → knight’s kit ] idk if knight being there would’ve made it better but it definitely wouldn’t have been worse 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 + what would you like to grow in your garden at your farmhouse in the future?

“herbs. coriander and parsley and mint and things. they’re probably pretty low maintenance and i don’t think anyone could make fun of me for them.” 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 + what would you do, if bc one day told you they were disbanding charm and giving you, and only you, a solo career?

👀 + what would you do, if bc one day told you they were disbanding charm and giving you, and only you, a solo career?

“tell them to go fuck themselves and hire a lawyer to get out of the contract. if that doesn’t work, i guess i could try to cause some scandals for myself so they won’t want to promote me.”

[fmdjinsun]

fmdxdeity‌:

jinsun was her friend, despite her frequent threats to break his knee caps. he was her friend, she didn’t hate his presence, but he was sometimes annoying. yoona hadn’t expected for the returning text to be him informing her that he was on his way, causing yoona to pry herself from the warmth her bed provided and pull on something other than sleeping shorts and a t-shirt, happy her roommate wasn’t around currently to be disturbed. 

her leggings and sweatshirt had only just finished being pulled on when her phone was ringing once again with an incoming call from the older. “i do, you deserve it,” she answered him, grabbing her keys and wallet, stuffing those in the pocket of her oversized sweatshirt, “i’ll be down in a minute.” with that, yoona hung up her phone and pout that in her pocket as well before grabbing a cap and pulling it on, and making her way from the femme fatale dorms and downstairs.

upon exiting the building, she glanced around, locating jinsun easily, he wasn’t exactly easy to miss. “i should break you knee caps for making me come out in the cold, alone.”

“just hurry up,” he said quickly into the phone, trying to catch her before she hung it up, as he waited downstairs with some impatience, itching to move, do anything to be active. and once the femme fatale member appeared, so did the smirk that was omnipresent when she was around. “took you long enough. been waiting a whole five minutes.” despite the age difference, she truly was one of his closest friends, and never failed to bring a grin to his face, despite her constant threats to smack him — she rarely got the chance with how quick he moved out of the way, anyways.

“oh, don’t be a drama queen,” he scoffed, tucking his hands in his pockets. though, shifting his weight, a flash of genuine concern appeared on his features briefly, brows furrowing together, before he lifted her hood, pulling it over her cap and neck. “there. extra protection from the elements.” 

the smile reappeared with no small amount of satisfaction, broadening at the site as he started to walk, careful to keep his pace slow enough that she could easily keep up. “how about i buy some food instead? i think hanbyul would kill me if i let you break my knees.” 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 + what do your charm members mean to you? 👀 + if you had to do one concept for the rest of your career, what would it be? 👀 + most embarrassing memory you can think of?

👀 + what do your charm members mean to you?

“they mean a lot to me. shit with the company and career aside, those boys really work so fucking hard and if i had to trust one of them, i feel like i could, for the most part.” 

👀 + if you had to do one concept for the rest of your career, what would it be? 

“i’d love to do the shit we’re doing for charm u, frankly. the song’s ridiculous, but it’s a hell of a lot of fun to perform.” 

👀 + most embarrassing memory you can think of?

“i pissed my pants in a kindergarten pageant because i had such bad stage fright. never gonna live that one down in the choi household.” 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 what do you miss the most from home?

“being away from my sisters is hard. i definitely wasn’t the best brother growing up, so it sucks not being able to make it up to them now that i’m ... old enough to, i guess. i also really miss mexican food, man. i just want a tamale, is that so much to ask for?” 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 does being a part of a group as big as charm affect the way you see yourself and your importance as a human being? 👀 what's your favorite charm comeback? 👀 if you could keep living with a couple of your members, who would they be?

👀 does being a part of a group as big as charm affect the way you see yourself and your importance as a human being?

“for sure. i’m pretty insignificant as far as human beings go, right? i’m really average, if not kind of a douche. but i think being in charm really inflated my ego there for a bit. it’s hard for it not to when you’re apart of a pretty big deal of a group, right? but we all are painfully human, which dashes that pretty quick.” 

👀 what's your favorite charm comeback?

“oof. probably hit. hated my lines, but the overall song itself was fun and the choreography was some of my best work, i think.”

👀 if you could keep living with a couple of your members, who would they be?

“none of them? don’t get me wrong, i love them, but good god they’re fucking loud. joohyung’s alright, i think i’d keep him on.” 

[fmdjinsun]

👀 any personal goals for 2020? 👀 after getting some solo work with shared house, do you hope bc gives you mean stuff away from charm? 👀favorite thing about yoona? :))

👀 any personal goals for 2020? 

“escape management’s attention unscathed. i would love a peaceful year of choreographing and promotions with nothing extra sprung at me.” 

👀 after getting some solo work with shared house, do you hope bc gives you mean stuff away from charm?

“nah. if anything, i hope this has made them realize what a bad decision giving me anything on my own is. i’d love nothing more than to fly under the radar until disbandment, where i can retire to a nice farmhouse and just grow some herbs.”

👀favorite thing about yoona? :))

“jesus christ. i don’t have one favorite thing about her. i guess if i had to answer, i’d say how kind she is while still not putting up with any bullshit — really, she’s just too smart to put up with any shit, especially from me, but it’s still admirable. i think she has more talent in her pinky than i have in my entire body, too. which is especially impressive considering how small she is, y’know?”

[rprnemes]

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!

[fmdjinsun]

fmdinsik‌:

If there was one thing he needed, it was to simply rest and be himself for a moment’s time without cameras in his face. Sure, he’d been used to it for plenty of years, but there was something about the holiday season that seemed to make such circumstances far more suffocating than possible anticipated. In this moment, this sliver of time, he found himself staring at an array of ceramic pots from behind blue color contacts, his vision blurry from staring too long.

A cough sounded somewhere in the distance, and the young man blinked thrice, vision corrected and as a nearly crooked smile paraded across otherwise uneasy features.

“What do you think?” he began, briefly glancing at the other before reaching for a small potted plant, “House plants for our staff? Is that an acceptable ‘thank you’ gift?”

it hadn’t taken long, but he was sick of cameras again. they hardly ever had activities, he especially didn’t, but after a few weeks with a camera following him around, filming moments he didn’t necessarily even want to be there for, he was hoping for a break, to sleep easier and go back to being one of the less visible members in his group and company. it was tempting to not get his managers anything for the holiday after they had done this to him, but he knew better than that. 

“they’re nice.” jinsun shrugged, tilting his head at the plants as he studied them. “i got mine candles,” he offered, unhelpfully, adjusting the bag he held to lift up one of the plants with some scrutiny. typically, he opted for the least stressful gift he could think of with his managers. 

his forehead creased with confusion as he rotated the pot he held, looking for more information on the small flowering plant. “are these difficult to kill, do you think?” 

[fmdjinsun]

fmdpyung‌:

[ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ] 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ] 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ] 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ] 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ] 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵

[ jinsun → hwapyung ] now that’s the kinda support i like to hear  [ jinsun → hwapyung ] i should come to you first with these things all the time  [ jinsun → hwapyung ] it’ll be fine it’s a great idea i just need a razor, do you have one?  

[fmdjinsun]

@real_cjinsun posted a new photo !

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@sunnyakgae omg we finally get a solo instagram from sunny ?   @joosunbestboys wow christmas came early huh   @sunnydais please just choke me with your beautiful hands let me die a happy woman  @ryunasgf omg ... eres el postre perfecto para una cena romántica      ↪ @real_cjinsun you’re too much 😅 @siriusly jinsun sweetie who did your makeup i am so sorry  

[fmdjinsun]

Jinsun: [reading an online quiz] you get $50,000 but the person you hate most gets $100,000. Are you taking it?

Jinsun: [under his breath] yes, why wouldn't I want $150,000?

[fmdjinsun]

fmdkisol‌:

“you bring up a good point,” he agrees vapidly, enjoying the shot gun grins but otherwise sleepy, unapproachable nature of jinsun. “if i warmed up i’d blind everyone with my sparkling talent, i’m already warm enough.” stretching out he can’t stop but feel content. it’s not everyone who gets to talk to freely with jinsun, and it’s not everyone who tolerates kisol’s cheesy brand of madness quite so effectively. maybe it’s the glittering madness in his eyes, like he’s a firework about to shoot off at any moment, and in looking away you’ll miss the show. kisol thinks, jinsun seems to look at him alot. maybe that’s a good thing. he doesn’t know for sure, but he shares the sentiment, regardless. “oh you’re on. hope your pockets can handle how much my stomach can.” he jokes.

and really, as much as he seems like an idiot (he is), or wild and ill-prepared (usually also is), maybe even self-destructive and never likely to debut (that part, unfortunately also true, though he hopes not), he knows his stuff. dancing is to kisol what the sun is to the sky and decipher is a group he studied so well. joined bc because of, if it’s honest. living the fanboys dream. he waited for the song to repeat on the speaker box across the room, and went through the ‘lucifer’ choreo just like he had a hundred times before, taking the main dancer point as though it were his own. maybe he should have messed it up, give jinsun the chance to gloat, or maybe wink back and smile: i’ll buy lunch instead. but he’s kim kisol and he doesn’t lose. it just so happens that dance is the only trap he won’t fall into. the only talent he has that maybe he can actually succeed at. he performs proficiently, not perfect necessarily, the choreo is performed a little sleepily, lazily, but every single beat is timed, the moves are well-remembered and rehearsed. he’s a bit out of breath afterwards but he gives jinsun a mischevious grin. “how’s that coach?”

a snicker escaped him, abrupt and disappearing quickly, a cautious glance over his shoulder to make sure no one thought he was messing around too much. “your sparkling talent would wow more people if you’d actually use it, huh?” he teased, letting himself fall backwards to the floor to watch with some patience as the other prepped, picking at his nails with some nervous energy. though he should be more competitive with him, he just couldn’t bring himself to make the comparisons he did with others. kisol sparked brightly enough that even jinsun had trouble looking away at times, not that he ever really wanted to. “i never said it would be endless,” he protested quickly, sitting more upright with some indignation. 

perfectly executed and jinsun could only really shake his head, a slow lazy clap to go along with it, mildly annoyed but mostly just impressed at the other’s level of skill and the ease with which he moved. he thought he had natural ability, but the other’s practically dwarfed his — motivation to work harder, maybe. when they debuted, he was sure kisol would get the main dancer spot, with him as a lead if he was lucky. and so he was on the hook for lunch, not that he really minded. “sloppy, for you.” his words were joking, light and easy. “looks like i’m buying, then,” he added, at a mumble, only a tinge of nerves to his voice, coloring the words with a slight shyness. being alone with kisol was always a little rougher, as easy as it was, because he didn’t know what they were, exactly, and this didn’t exactly give him a clearer image.