f a n t a s c i l

kami adalah satu hati yang berserak; di jogja, di bandung, dan di surabaya. kami adalah sekumpulan manusia yang sangat bersyukur untuk memiliki satu sama lain.

[forchili]

[forchili]

jangan ceritakan

bibir-bibir bunga yang pecah-pecah mengunyah matahari, jangan ceritakan padaku tentang dingin yang melengking malam-malam — lalu mengembun

-sdd, 1971

[forchili]

Sudah hampir 2 bulan berlalu semenjak kejadian itu. Namun perasaanku belum berubah sedikitpun. Melihat namanya pun mash tidak sanggup. Sampai-sampai aku harus menyingkirannya dari kehidupanku sepenuhnya.

I still wish that your hands are the hands I hold on our kid’s dance recital. 

Hari ini aku memutuskan bahwa aku akan menyudahi perjuangan hatiku. Apa yang masih aka rasekan kepadanya biarkanlah menjadi masalahku. Rasa sakit yang menumpuk biarlah menggunung. Aku akan biarkan semuanya seperti ini, dan berusaha menerima apa yang ada di hadapanku.

Bandung,

20 Augustus 2015

[wnq-writers]

I think some part of me Will always love you Because how can I forget the boy That managed to make my heart stop But breathe life into me All at once

beautifullytangled (via wordsnquotes)

[forchili]

Crossed road

I've always have this thought my entire life but today it hits me just right. Have you ever think how crazy it is that one decision can lead you into totally different direction? That you'll go to new places and meet new people? But the thing is, none of them are permanent, especially people. It's scrary to know that people come and go just like that. It's nice when you meet someone or some people that give so much impact to your life, you cant even think how your life would be without them. At the end they have to leave. It hurts. But that's the reality. When I'm sad I always try to think positive. Instead of feeling sad because they leave (or actually everybody just move on with their life) I feel so grateful to get to meet amazing people in my life. They've been inspired me and showed my that life has so many different sides. For you all. I say thank you. I am grateful to have, or had you in my life and wherever our path will lead us, I am glad our road has once been crossed.

[forchili]

A Little Bit Lost Without You

as usual, here’s a playlist.

it broke. my heart. my love. that part of me. it’s only been two days but it feels like 2 weeks. do you know how it feels when you had a really long, tiring—but interesting day and you just want to tell everything about it to one particular person? but here’s the thing. that person is not there anymore. i mean not physically, but emotionally. and you just stood there realizing that everything’s over. 

it hurts really bad. really really bad. by bad i mean i cried for 2 days straight. i know, right? i’m not that kind of person tbh, but i did cry. remind me again, how hard is it to get over someone you really love? 

yeah.

man. i don’t even know anymore. i actually laughed today, that’s an achievement. but the next thing i know i feel lonely. and sad. i just want to burst into tears. and it has been happening for two freaking days straight. 

i’m tired. i’m also sad. but there is nothing i can do, it is over. 

maybe we need it. we need to lose each other to be able to appreciate each other. 

maybe someday, we can meet again where our minds are less hectic and we are responsible enough to say i love you.

but this time, it’s gonna hurt like hell.

[forchili]

Nasehat-Nasehat Kecil Orang Tua Pada Anaknya Berangkat Dewasa

oleh : Taufik Ismail

Jika adalah yang harus kaulakukan

Ialah menyampaikan kebenaran

Jika adalah yang tidak bisa dijual-belikan

Ialah yang bernama keyakinan

Jika adalah yang harus kau tumbangkan

Ialah segala pohon-pohon kezaliman

Jika adalah orang yang harus kauagungkan

Ialah hanya Rasul Tuhan

Jika adalah kesempatan memilih mati

Ialah syahid di jalan Ilahi.

[forchili]

Unsaid Words

First of all, here’s a playlist for you to listen while reading this post. 

When you’ve been hurt in the past, you know you change. Instantly. You try your best to protect your very fragile heart, afraid someone might break it again. But what if you found this person, who makes you happy, who makes you feel special? The scariest part is you love him dearly. The other scary part is, “what if he breaks my heart?”. 

But that is not the problem. The problem is, you would break your own heart to make him happy. But you are afraid. Afraid of the pain that will be caused. Down there, your fragile little heart is battling. Should you go with your ego and protect your fragile heart, or should you just give no damn and see what will happen? 

Remember, you love him. You’ll break your heart for him. You love him dearly. And you can see yourself and him in the future. 

What would you do? 

You would break your heart for him. You will do anything to make him happy. You will do anything to comfort him. You will do anything. 

But you’re afraid.

[forchili]

I have this calm and happy feeling when he calls me sayang. 

Love is weird, isn’t it?

[forchili]

ciee mau UN, semangat yaaa:)

Forcil

[wittacism241253-deactivated2016]

[nasa]

Tour NASA with One Direction

You might have heard, One Direction filmed their ‘Drag Me Down’ music video at NASA’s Johnson Space Center, and we know you’re dying to take a tour of everything they saw. So, here we go…

1) Space Exploration Vehicle (SEV)

Even though Louis is roving around Johnson Space Center in our Space Exploration Vehicle, its intended destination is quite different. The SEV will be used for in-space missions and for surface explorations of planetary bodies, including near-Earth asteroids and Mars!

2) Robonaut

Harry and Robonaut bonded during their visit to Johnson Space Center for the filming of their music video. This robot will help humans work and explore in space. Working side by side with humans, or going where the risks are too great for people, robots will make it so we never get ‘dragged down’!

3) Partial Gravity Simulator & Space Station Mockup Bike

You can find Niall floating around in our Partial Gravity Simulator, aka POGO, in the new music video. This tool is used to provide accurate simulations of reduced gravity. Astronauts use this for training and to learn how to perform tasks in space.

While Niall floats with POGO, Liam is training on the International Space Station Mockup Bike, aka CEVIS. This bike provides aerobic exercise and is used to countermeasure the harmful effects of exposure to microgravity while on the space station.

4) Orion Spacecraft

The Orion spacecraft will be the first of its kind that will carry humans to deep space and to Mars! It will be the safest, most advanced spacecraft ever built, and Harry, Niall, Louis and Liam all got to check it out.

5) T-38 Jets

Flying these T-38 jet trainers are an important part of preparing to be an astronaut. Flying and landing them acts as a real-life simulation for practicing spacecraft operations. They can even fly at supersonic up to Mach 1.6, and can put their pilots through more than seven Gs! 

[kingrudegyalchina]

Bruh

[vbdul]

Y they just flame him lmfao

[thagoodthings]

I ain’t gon lie tho I ain’t never seen white ppl cook someone like this

[brokebackboys]

who knew white ppl had it in them

[photography-cnl]

The Many Moods of the Ocean Seen at Eye Level Part I by Che Chorley

Award winning photographer Che Chorley has a deep fascination and affinity for the ocean. Chorley experiments with the temperamental subject in its ephemeral and ever-changing environment. He photographs the ocean during various conditions to capture its wild and irregular beauty.

A paradoxical entity, the ocean is know to be both the calm and the fury of Mother Earth. Violent and serene, its heals, nurtures, feeds, but also destroys all in its way. Chorley captures its multi-faceted behavior at eye level to capture the relationship between the sky’s soft hazy hues, which also change according to the ocean’s mood from gloomy to a cotton candy pink sunrise.

The duality of the sea is expressed through a multitude of images, which display drastic changes of its movement, color and strength. Both a vulnerable and rigorous force, Chorley’s seascapes expose its mighty beauty.

[forchili]

It’s the Little Things

I’m not the kind of girl who asks too much from their boyfriend.

I don’t want flowers because I don’t like them.

I don’t want chocolates because I don’t like sweets that much.

I won’t ask you to pick me up from someplace because I don’t want to trouble you.

But sometimes, 

I do need those little things.

I like it when a guy helps me carry my bag(s).

I like it when a guy offers to pick me up.

I like it when a guy holds my hand.

I like it when a guy visits.

I like it when a guy calls me just to hear my voice and asked how my day was.

It’s not much, but this truly shows how much a guy loves you.

[forchili]

Gele #1 Malam di pasar minggu. Pengen pulang. Ujan.

[forchili]

Sorry

You are not considered my friend if: 1. You do not know what does the L in my name stands for (Alyaa Editha L.), 2. You write Alya instead of Alyaa, 3. I refuse to share my food with you, 4. You do not know what is my ~other~ last name, and last but not least, 5. You do not know what is my favorite BOYBAND.