Journey To Love Myself

A space for self-improvement and learning to love yourself. Diagnosed with anorexia, BPD, BP1 w/psychosis, and PTSD. This account is solely for myself - I've been battling this diseaese for over half my life, so please please unfollow and pursue recovery if you can, because it's so much better than living in this hell.      H: 163cm     SW: 57kg     CW:?     GW1: 51kg     GW2: 48kg   UGW: 45kg

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[a-blank-space]

From the bottom of my heart I hope 2020 is a better mental health year for everyone

[forever-a-wintergirl]

well this sure aged well

[unabletobeskinny]

you know its gone bad when you end up on tumblr again.

[forever-a-wintergirl]

case in point: here I am

[forever-a-wintergirl]

it’s like deja vu all over again

[rubydreamsbig]

[thinnalouise]

[forever-a-wintergirl]

Me: Weightloss takes time and hard work!! Don't just expect results overnight!!

Also me: Okay I haven't eaten for like 12 hours why am I still fat

[stonelario]

[doeadeervixenafox]

[theselovelylittlebutterflybones]

[roztargnienia-deactivated202205]

[zboczenia]

♡

[unabletobeskinny]

you know its gone bad when you end up on tumblr again.

[forever-a-wintergirl]

case in point: here I am

[bones-are-the-new-sexy]

*does the walk of shame back to the ana community*

[forever-a-wintergirl]

Me rn

[forever-a-wintergirl]

guess who’s back bitchessss

[therapyhouse]

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut…

[notlowkey]

For someone who only wants to be skinny, you'd think I'd starve myself better

[opheliaxx]

[uniulzzang]

eating dis*rders never really leave you. they just stay dormant for awhile before surprising you unexpectedly with either the biggest binge or the wild idea to restrict again. it never truly stops.

[wilting-ana]

Do it for...

Other people to look at you and wonder how you did it

Yourself, so you can wear beautiful clothes without sucking in your stomach

Cute pictures of yourself, there’s no need to be camera shy when you look so thin

Your S/O so you can sit on their lap or be carried by them without worrying about your weight

Your friends so you’re not the fat friend anymore

The confidence and self control you’ve gained from your journey

The possibilities when you’re skinny are endless, you can wear whatever you want and pull it off

Your hands will be so delicate and dainty, with slender fingers that would wrap so beautifully around a mug of tea

You can wear adorable sweaters in the spring, and wear amazing swimsuits in the summer

You won’t have to worry about the clearance section not having your size

You can cosplay as any character you want and look stunning

So don’t give up, keep going so these dreams can be a reality