Heartbroken

[fuckhardandcum-deactivated20190]

When you want to masturbate but you want someone to do it for you

[foreveralways1st]

I can't love someone else when I still love the one I want.

[foreveralways1st]

To him

I pick my battles because I don't want to lose you over this. I don't want to be without you. I love you.

[infinnitte]

[garoto-rude]

Snapchat: dieghocouto

[foreveralways1st]

To him

I missed your voice.

[intrixy]

[foreveralways1st]

When I'm being a hoe because all I want is you and I can't have it.

[foreveralways1st]

I was doing okay. I knew I was close to being with you...kind of Then another bullet is shot.

[foreveralways1st]

To his new girl

Keep him happy Keep him okay. Do all the things I can't do from here. Don't hurt him...or I will hurt you.

[foreveralways1st]

To: My Always

I love you…

Today(Decemeber 11th 4:20pm) has been a hard day without you

You told me to keep my head up..I am trying…

You told me that we have to live our lives…but you are my life.

I have had many moments where all I wanted to do is was call you up…I know I can’t

I had to ask your friends for help…

I told you.. that I choose you through your hard times. I choose you everyday. I promised you I wouldn’t let you fall. I refuse to break that promise.

I refuse to lose you. I did something good for you… that’s not how we are supposed to end. We are not going to end like that.

I lost you in the fourth grade ( I was not aware that I lost you). I lost you again partially for being an asshole to you and not being completely understanding. lost you now because of others. I will get you back…

We will be Forever and Always.

[foreveralways1st]

@therealkdizzly Because I can’t have anyone else tag you. I’m sorry.

[foreveralways1st]

Relevant. (September 18th 2016)

[foreveralways1st]

It terrifies me because I don't know the extent of what she knows. I don't what's going through your head. I don't know...

[foreveralways1st]

All I wanna do is text you good morning, tell you I love you. But I can't. You have a new girl now....

[foreveralways1st]

To him.

I don't think either of us are okay with this. I think we know we have to at the moment. I'm scared. I don't know if you are. Breaking every moment. I love you.

[foreveralways1st]

How much longer...

[foreveralways1st]

Can't wait until this mess is behind us. I miss you.

[foreveralways1st]

Physically can't do this.

[foreveralways1st]

I still love you....