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#this is scheduled bc I forget every week omg I’m done w me

archbudzar

Aquarius season

(C.B)(2.17.19)

And when my friends mom died and I wanted to talk to her alone bc I was sad, she refused to ask her bf to go home. Like someone I know DIED. AND MY MOM WONT COMFORT ME.

She doesn’t know anything abt my life anymore I guess it’s bc she doesn’t care now. It’s like I’m the adult and she’s the teenager. She really acts just like a teenager. Like I’ll need her to take something serious and help me as my mother and she’ll just be giggling over her boyfriend

She also sees her boyfriend like every single day and she was texting me about how he’s coming over yet again w a bunch of happy emojis. And I said that I didn’t like that bc I want to spend time w just our family sometimes. And then since I was using the car at this point, she said she was gonna call the police on me and report it as missing if I didn’t come home immediately

#I’m going to try moving my room to the basement to get more away from her #I can’t stand the abuse I talked abt before and also this bc I feel so alone #her life is all about him now

My mom increasing emotional abuse. I’m terrified she came to my room and pounded on the door while I was sleeping. And then she got right above my face and screamed at me rly loud about how horrible I am and she was swearing. I was half asleep still bc I need sleep bad, so I don’t remember exactly what. And she gets really angry over little things and yells in a really scary way and says which idiot did this. It’s always my fault somehow whatever she’s mad about and when she yells like that I get so scared. I was trying to listen to my gfs playlist of all these soft love songs and I was relaxed and then she just started screaming in that fucking awful way. It makes me jump and so anxious

#I can’t afford to move out and it’s probably stupid anyways

thecure-dot-cz

Photo of Robert Smith from February 1983 during the tour with The Banshees in Japan. Photo by Hideki Namai. more @ www.thecure.cz

ovur

You look absolutely ravishing in those khakis

#I want to send this to my token straight male friend but we’re mad at each other rn

trashandexcuses

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Also my ex is liberal now I’m screaming

#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH #LITERALLY OBAMA ENERGY #ONLY A LEFTIST FOR THE LADIES

Any other bitches have physical affection as their only love language and attachment issues so then when you don’t have time to cuddle w gf your brain decides that she doesn’t love you anymore and cry for an hour

#hmmmm😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀#it’s dumb and not true but part of me always believes that I’m unlovable bc my parents are abusive

I love it when a porn blog is the only one who liked my vent post from last night

#HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Lot of good posts on the dash 2 nite sorry for spam

#and here’s the vent #um things w her are going good but like the traumatized brain says I’m unlovable #so I feel like there’s a catch and she’s gonna realize that I’m bad but I’m not bad but brain says too #so #and I’m terrified of my body and like the fact that if we wanna do stuff she’s gonna see it #and like despite all my self work Hess little nagging things are still there #why tf does it say Hess there #uh anyway

synthot

Siouxsie Sioux performing live with her Vox Teardrop guitar

guerrilla-operator

45 GRAVE

#yuh love these bitches

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