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Just want to say thank you.

I am already in a happy place now.

I'm feeling good about this. And i love him.

Goodbye and thank you.

Just woke up and i asked elaine if she thinks you have a boyfriend.

She thinks so. I think so too.

Happy for you.

Unfair.

i know i said i wont write about you but give me more time.

I am sad. Coz i dreamt of you running away only to call me because i was your safe space. I was there always with you. Until you left me. Then i woke up.

Hello Jom.

I guess its a belated happy valentines to you. I love you and i always will. Pero these past few months have been so hard to me and i was given the realization na we will never be na siguro. That you are destined to be with someone greater than me. That my love has its own limit.

I was a fool that time. Pero i thought i did us a favor. It really was a toxic time for us. i gave myself some time to heal pero i regret not reaching out to you sooner. But i tried for an ample of time before you left. I did. and i am happy na i still get a chance to talk and be with you even though its less intimate. Im happy na ako nahatag ako anniversary gift sa imo.

Di ko makalimot when i unfollowed you sa twitter kay the last tweet na ako nakit.an is you have suffered and you will make sure na the one who hurt you kay will suffer double or revenge is greater. Dili ni verbatim pero ing.ana ang tumong. Nag wonder ko if it is all about me. Maybe. But yea. I suffered. 7 months. Pero im sure i had enough love for myself pero feeling nako hurot na. I wanted to reach out to you. To talk to you. Sometimes i write in on this blog and sometimes maghuna2 lang ko.

Ganahan ko mu share sa imo sa ako huna2. Ma share kung naunsa ko. Makahebaw kung naunsa na ka. Asa imo places na gevisit. Pero you asked for your space and i respect it. Pero siguro naman wa ka kalimot sa ako birthday pero you chose not to greet me. Grabe di ko makalimot na naghuwat gyud ko until 12 midnight and wala gyud. And gahuwat ko basin nakalimot lang ka. Pero few days after. Wala gehapon. nasakitan ko. Grabe. And siguro nakarealize ko mao to about sa imo tweet. probably heartless lang ka as you wanted me to feel what you felt. Pero ako man puf gasakit sa panghetabu. You didn't even reached out to me like i did. You did not check on how i am. Your only concern was about your debt. I was kinda hoping na mangamusta ka sa akoa. And these past 10 months i always make time to respond to your texts.

That day, it was the latter part of october. And i wrote it here that it started last year na i always thought of having suicide. It hit me again. I called you. I broke down. I did because 1 i miss you 2 i need love that day 3 i wasnt sure if i was worth it. Pero i got nothing but mere words na i cling and hope na it will be okay soon. 4 months have passed i felt like there is no hope.

Your instagram has been on my daily routine. I always check your stories. Your profile. Just to see a glimpse of you. Your stories. Sometimes maghuwat ko mu chika si amor about nimo. Then amor invited me thrice sa iya bday na i refused. I refused kay mauwaw ko seeing your family and i havent had any stories about you. Mauwaw ko na you only responded on my plea na 'okay' That moment. I knew na wa man kay paki sa akoa na gyud. And i get it and you dont need to feel sorry. You said it before i need to consider myself.

Siguro now i am choosing for myself. I have always loved you. I dont know if you are referring to me about your story on chicken wings and samgyup but it gives me so much emotional turmoil in But i think i need to move on na gyud and i wanted to thank you and your family for everything and being so good to me.

I know na i always write like this and muingon ko na last na. Pero i promise na this will be the last of me writing this to you. You are free from me and this is what i originally planned but i am surprised na it finally came to this. i thought everything was gonna be alright pero sayup gyud ko. I just hope na you are truly happy there. I am here but i guess its time for me to look for something that makes me happy too.

For so long. If our paths have crossed again. I do hope i can smile at you and be released from this heartache. Thank you and i miss you always. pag amping kanunay diha!

This is one horny post. Pero i miss your dick

I miss our sex videos

I miss our escapades.

Hays.

It is always a struggle for me na di ko muingon sa imo fam sa reason why i wont be there sa bday ni amor. Bisag nindecline na ko, gepangutana gehapon ko. And idk. Uwaw bitaw kaayo. I just hope na imo ko tabangan ug pagpasabot nila.

ako huna2 kay ganahan ko mutapad matog bisag gahilak ko karon. Hays makamingaw.

Today is not a good day for me. Pero ga try ra ko to look forward ug something na uncertain. hays.

Do you know how heavy it feels when someone misunderstands you? And you are unable to tell them that its not like how they think it is.

Heavy and disturbing

I feel sa alone.

Part of me want you to pay me slowly. So that i have a reason to communicate with you.

I want to talk to you everyday. I want to experience this life with you. Pero mao ra gyud na kung di ako imo kalipay. Di pud ko ganahan mamugos.

I miss you.

Sometimes. Makapangutana ko. Am i worth fighting for?

1 month in your apartment made me realize that being away from family is a different kind of independence.

I kind of miss home but at the same time my mother and i have a closer relationship.

I also realize how you are an outgoing type of person even though there is nothing to go out. It kinda feels alone when you are living alone apart from your family.

I just wish na ive done this before. But this is a sunk cost. I miss you. And i know today and the future is different than what i wanted or intended. if you are happy to where you are right now. Congrats! I am always happy for you.

Its your birthday.

Always know na i am here praying for your safety and happiness.

Happy Birthday! Pag amping diha pirmi and thank you for those 3 years.

I originally planned in giving this account to you on your birthday pero wa na koy avenue to write so ill keep this to myself lang sa.

Love you. Always in all ways.

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