You can't change your past

I'm not quite sure how you've managed to find your way to my blog, but if you're from Lima, then you may be well aware of who I am. If not, then let me simply introduce myself. My name is Quinn Fabray - former captain of the Cheerios of McKinley High...

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independent & semi-selective. rachel berry from fox’s glee. penned by jaffia !

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knowsnavi:

“ you  also  deserve  good  things ,  quinn .”  words  laced  with  sincerity  ( he  was  incapable  of  being  anything  but  true  to  himself ) ,  lips  tugging  into  a  grin  as  he  tries  to  lighten  the  mood  that  had  heavily  dropped  down  between  them  today .  he  believes  her ,  that  she’s  sorry ;  he  sees  nothing  but  truth  in  her  eyes  when  he  looks  at  her ,  not  the  doubt  and  nervousness  he  saw  when  he’d  asked  her  if  she  was  seeing  finn  behind  his  back .  it  hurt ,  yes  –  he  loved  quinn  and  he  thought  finn  was  his  friend ,  but  that  didn’t  mean  sam  didn’t  have  it  in  his  heart  to  forgive  her .  grudges  were  petty  and  immature ;  he  didn’t  have  the  hate  in  him  to  hold  it  against  her .  “ i’m  positive  you’ll  find  someone  who  sweeps  you  off  your  feet  like  baby  and  johny  in  dirty  dancing  or  something  equally  cheesy .  we  make  mistakes  and  its  only  a  part  of  behind  human ,  right ?  don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  it .  we’re  okay .”

her eyes fall to his lips when they curve into a grin, and she couldn’t help that her own curved into a small one. she just wanted somebody to love her, but she had the best and let him slip through her fingers. chuckling softly at sam’s dirty dancing reference, quinn pulls away from him so that she’s no longer leaning towards him and pushes her back up against the end of his bed. “i’m sure i’ll have the time of my life with whoever they may be..” quinn chews on her bottom lip at the thought. will she really find that person? at first she thought it with finn, then puck, and now sam, but look at how all of that ended. “but thank you, for thinking so. and for forgiving me.”

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HI BABIES I’M BACK FROM MY TRIP

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hi babes! i’ll be in philippines from june 9th-28th so i’m taking a semi-hiatus for the time being. i’ll be bringing my laptop along with me, so i’ll see whether or not i’ll be able to log on and do threads. until then, i love you muffins! <3

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@whiiskeyandlace | Adelaide.

“Okay, so we’ve checked off all the beer, bourbon, liqueur, tequila, gin...” She trailed off as she went down the list, checking things off her notepad. It was still a little early in the day, around 4pm, so there weren’t many people in the club. Since Quinn was off from her main job, she volunteered to help at Blu Reale while they restocked on their alcohol. Looking over at her wife, she couldn’t help but smile at the sight of her looking so focused. She decided to take a break and placed her notepad down on the back counter of the bar, then walked over to Adelaide and wrapped her arms around her. “Hey there,” she whispered softly in her ear and placed a light kiss on her neck.

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I find it hella attractive when a girl has a smart mouth on her and can be a little bossy. Like yes, boss me straight into your bedroom.

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i may have a thing for people with dark pasts falling for rays of sunshine.

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knowsnavi:

he  wasn’t  expecting  their  conversation  to  take  a  turn  to  the  emotional  so  early .  it  was  almost  as  if  quinn  was  suddenly  wearing  her  heart  on  her  sleeve ,  and  sam –  still  wounded  and  battered  from  the  turmoil  of  watching  the  girl  he  loved  cheat  on  him  with  finn  hudson  –  was  at  a  loss ,  confused ,  and  most  importantly ,  afraid  to  put  himself  out  there  again .  santana  was  cool ,  sure ;  when  she  wasn’t  telling  him  what  to  do  and  treating  him  like  a  disposable  handkerchief .  when  him  and  quinn  were  good ,  they  were  REALLY  good .  a  part  of  him  thought  that  maybe  she  loved  him  as  much  as  he  did,  at  some  point  in  their  relationship ,  but  it  was  hard  to  maintain  such  an  assessment  lately .  “ look ,  we  don’t  have  to  talk  about  it  quinn.  its  fine ,  i  mean  its  not  fine ,  but  i  forgive  you . i  get  it ;  he  was  your  first  boyfriend  and  you  never  really  get  over  your  first  love .  i’m  willing  to  turn  the  page  and  forget  it  ever  happened .  i’m  not  really  the  kind  of  guy  who  holds  grudges ,  i  promise .”

he’s right; you never really get over your first love, at least that was quinn’s initial thought after finn came and acted as glee club’s so-called “hero” when he convinced santana, britt, and herself to quit the cheerios and come back to glee. she was touched by finn’s endearing and nostalgic words, but that should’ve been all there was. sam didn’t deserve to be cheated on; he’s always a genuinely sweet guy, and the two were amazing together. despite his cringey pop culture references and impressions, which she secretly adored, he was the one guy who treated her the best. “i know we don’t have to, but i just needed to get that out there, i wanted to make sure you knew how SORRY i am.” she chews on her lip, a little embarrassed at how desperate she might have sounded. her shoulders slump, saddened at the thought of the two of them never having another shot at a relationship. she saw the two of them never taking their hands off of each other at rachel’s stupid party and had to endure the sight of them doing couple-y things throughout the week at school. “every other guy i know wouldn’t be as forgiving as you are. you truly deserve the best, sam.”

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would anyone be willing to make 85x85 icons of hayley kiyoko from her “what i need” music video for me because im iN NEED FOR THEM

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YOU'RE BACK!! PLEASE MAKE A LILLETTE SUAREZ FROM RISE

I feel like this is the same person who messaged me on my personal blog, but lol like I said, 1. I have not watched Rise and 2. It’d be too weird portraying her because Auli'i Cravalho and my girlfriend used to be close friends and I’ve also recently met people that know her and they all went to the same school soooo I’d rather not…….

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knowsnavi:

“  santana  kind  of  gives  me  crap  for  everything  i  do…”  he  laughs  it  off  though ,  gentle  and  chirpy  despite  the  tone  of  the  statement .  when  he  finally  gets  his  notes  in  order ,  he  takes  a  seat  on  the  floor  in  front  of  quinn ,  legs  crossed  and  hands  on  his  knees .  did  he  still  have  feelings for  quinn ?  the  answer  was  simple  –  you  never  got  over  your  first  love  that  easily .  “ i  don’t  really  think  she  cares  though ,  to  be  fair ,  i  don’t  think  she  LIKES  me  as  much  as  she  tells  everyone  she  does ,  so  we’re  cool .  you  and  i ,  i  mean .  us  being  here …”  he  takes  a  deep ,  nervous  breath .  “ what  i  mean  is:  even  if  she  wasn’t  fine  with  it ,  i  wouldn’t  care .  i’m  glad  you’re  here .”

she doesn’t know how he didn’t realize that the reason santana doesn’t care is because she’s hopelessly in love with britt. being close friends with them for quite sometime, you would notice the obvious as such. it wasn’t her place to say though, and even if santana’s a bitch, she was still her best friend -- kind of -- and wasn’t about to out her to her own boyfriend, if he could even be considered her boyfriend. beard, more like it. quinn fiddles with her fingers as she looks at sam softly, taking in an uneven breath as he states his feelings for her. god, she was so STUPID for cheating on him with finn -- finn of all people, who basically cheated on her with rachel fucking berry. “i’m glad i am too..” she says in a soft, quiet voice. she adjusts herself so she could sit up straight, leaning closer to him. “look sam --- i’m really sorry for everything i did. you are-- were an amazing boyfriend and the sweetest and best i’ve ever had and i took that for granted. if i could take it all back, i would, but i can’t and.. i’m just incredibly sorry.” sorrow filled her hazel eyes, desperate to be able to fix everything she messed up.

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“I laugh about it, dream about that casual touch     Sex, fire, sick and tired of acting all tough”

                               independent oc mackenzie love // penned by jaffia

                                     character based on the music video                                                    “what i need” by                                          hayley kiyoko feat. kehlani

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GUYS I’M DOING IT I’M MAKING A HAYLEY KIYOKO OC AND NO ONE’S STOPPING ME

[knowsnavi]

“  thanks  for  helping  me  out …”  he  tosses  his  algebra  book  on  his  bed  ( it  bounces  and  almost  topples  off  the  edge ,  and  he  has  to  PUSH  it  back  before  his  notes  spill  out  of  the  hinges ) .  there’s  a  hint  of  NERVOUSNESS  in  his  voice  as  he  tucks  the  ripped  pieces  of  notebook  paper  back  inside .  “ i  uh ,  sorry … i need  to  pass  this  test  with  at  least  a  B  to  stay  on  the  football  team  and  you’re  the  smartest  person  i  know ,  so  i  appreciate  it .”  // @goldenfxbray​

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she doesn’t know why she did this -- maybe she just wanted to be a good friend, a good ex, or maybe it was the fact that she was STILL in love with him and this was an attempt to get him back. “of course, it’s no problem at all.” on the floor, she leans against the foot of his bed, a little fortunate that she quit the cheerios otherwise she wouldn’t be here right now. “i know how much being on the team means to you, and i just wanted to make sure you stay in it. i’m just a little surprised you asked me. i mean, isn’t santana giving you crap for even being with me right now?” not that she cared. santana convinced him to break up with her, and while she admits that she was at fault for cheating on him with finn, she was going to make up for it.

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one-sided romance starters

as requested by anon. Feel free to change pronouns or anything else !

Into You

“Just go on one date with me.”

“I’ve been in love with you for so long.”

“Why do you hate me so much?”

“I know you’re not into me, but I’m in love with you.”

“It’s not that obvious…is it?”

“You deserve someone better than him/her/them.”

“I’m not expecting you to feel the same way, but…I really like you.”

“I never thought you’d notice me.” / “He/She/They will never notice me.”

“At this point, I’d accept a pity date.”

“We’ve known each other for so long…I just don’t know how to move on.”

“You just don’t understand the connection I have with him/her/them.”

“He/She/They probably secretly like me back, right?”

“I’m too scared to confess.”

“I always thought we were meant to be together.”

“Even though you didn’t want to…thank you for taking such good care of my heart.”

Not Into You

“Stop asking me out.”

“I don’t know what to say…”

“Look, I really like you…as a friend.”

“You’re really cute, but you know I have a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner.”

“What if I set you up with my friend?”

“I don’t want to lead you on.”

“You’re just saying that you like me to get in my head.”

“I hope you find someone that loves you the way you love me.”

“Fine. You wore me down.”

“I’ve known that you’re into me for a long time.”

“I feel so bad for him/her/them…”

“Things between us are going to be so awkward, and I don’t want that.”

“I wish he/she/they would confess so I could just let him/her/them down gently.”

“I wish he/she/they would just confess already so I could stomp on his/her/their heart and be done with it.”

“I’m sorry, but it’s not happening.”

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maybe someone should stop me but i’m thinking about making an oc with hayley kiyoko as my fc because tHAT NEW MUSIC VIDEO WITH KEHLANI GAVE ME FEELS AND I WANT HAYLEY’S FACE AS MY NEW BABY

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*pops in* hELLO fellow earthlings yes i am still alive. trying to get back into the whole rping thing. i’ll do my best to stay as active as i can for now (since i’m taking a trip to the philippines from june 9-28). in the meantime, hit me up if any of you folks want to plot and ALSO follow my son zach dempsey because i just made his account and love him a lot