who? your mom

this isn't to help you

[catchymemes]

[foundthebeach]

spine keeps freezing and the tears dont stop

[foundthebeach]

but it's lonely

[foundthebeach]

"I didn't see it"

Cus your independent, and I get it

Focused on your creative vision

No time for outsider visits

All in. Without distractions

[foundthebeach]

Need sleep

[foundthebeach]

I wonder how long it will take for the remnants of disaster and pain to completely leave my brain.

I don't want to remember anymore.

It hurts to know your love is cold when you're surrounded by our warmth.

[foundthebeach]

I see a low reward on this investment so I'm retracting my ish.

🚫🚫🚫

[foundthebeach]

how dare I dream this big

Who am I ?

Nobody

How dare I ?

[foundthebeach]

Nothing feels the same

I fear for my mind in the winter

If this is what summer feels like I might begin to fall when the leaves turn, and die.

I'm tired all the time.

Sockets keep sinking in, the weight of me is slimmering.

The sun hits my skin but im frozen.

This is getting old.

In need of warmth the one that radiates from the soul.

I've slept through the highs of my youth

When does the doom end?

When do the hate feelings fade?

When does my strength return?

"why have you forsaken my soul?"

[foundthebeach]

Tall sweet shadow,

Bassist to the treble of my notes.

A sigh of relief when I couldn't breathe.

A dream I once lived,

Chaotic and free.

Stumbled through trees and trails

Strong and never frail

A silent beauty.

I won't say I miss you,

But I wish it were different.

This longing is deep, but shallow enough too walk away.

You deserve the depth and crevices of an ocean urging you too dive, and explore her glorious coral reefs.

I am merely a river in your path.

A catfish sting is nothing compared to a sharks hungry wrath.

[foundthebeach]

If I still had you I'd write to you

Everyday

Multiple times a day

[foundthebeach]

I have nothing to fall back on

This is all I have

Creativity

That's it

And I love it and I hate it

And I love it more than I hate it

It's shifty and ever-changing

I'm always chasing and chasing and chasing

The high the low

I'm getting better it's coming

I feel it

[foundthebeach]

Soulful love

We danced on shiny streets, under florescent lights.

Your intoxicating kiss reverbs.

I'm caught in the tension of your unknown.

to and fro.

Swimming in the sea of irony.

Steel-made love, branding burns.

Yet we continue, with stone cold reasons.

Bloody heartache, you caught my lies at bay.

Seasoned fisherman, you hooked and reeled me in.

Dinner in downtown.

Drinks at the hotel lounge.

Listening to Drake sounds.

Mirrors reflecting our backgrounds.

[foundthebeach]

Comparison is infact such a killjoy

Avoid at all cost

[foundthebeach]

Through flourishing fig trees

I dream

Of pinks teals and yellows

Combustions of everything we've never been

Pushing into another dimension

[foundthebeach]

Live a life halfway.

Space travel, then

return and lead yourself towards your purpose

[foundthebeach]

They sold me a fairytale and I bought it with time.

No refunds for the lost years.

No refunds just foookin tears and judgemental prisons.

Leaders leading with fragile egos.

Abusive and fake people

The temple is filled with harlots

Buying selling

aggressive "spiritual" fighting

Gaslighting

Get out now

Don't burn your mind frame