Down the rabbit hole

Luci, 25 SoCal. Misty Alice, 2/2015 2 angels 👼 👼 Books, crochet, sewing, animal lover, all things zombies and horror

[nowyoukno]

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its free

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[slightmood]

go to bed jim 

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[bluedogeyes]

[heatherm00ch-deactivated2013102]

I reblog this every time I see it. I just cant

[nikthestrange101]

THIS IS WHERE THE MEME CAME FROM

[jkl-fff]

Seriously, though, the French LOVED Edgar Allan Poe, thanks in particular to Jules Verne.

He even wrote a sequel to Poe’s only novel, and numerous essays about how great an author Poe was.

By all accounts, Poe (who lived a penniless life in the US) really *was* baffled by all of this.

[tastefullyoffensive]

A father’s love. (via Kieeraaa)

[wilwheaton]

[revolucianado]

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[spartanlocke]

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[ilsidur-deactivated20160521]

#pacific rim was too excited to hold back  #’HERE LOOK AT WHAT WE MADE’

[whippoorwillsh]

shout out to pacific rim for showing me what i paid to see

[mlnmo]

Guillermo del toro once again had my back

[formallyfreya]

Really confused on the Jurassic Park one… Didn’t we see dinosaurs like… WAY before the hour mark?

@beard-turban help me out here? I’m right, right?

[mialeelee]

But are all the Dino’s considered “the monster” or is it just the trex. If that’s the case I think it does show up around the hour mark

[formallyfreya]

Could of sworn it came in sooner… Now I gotta watch it tomorrow.

[bunney]

Evanescence: These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real, There’s just too much that time cannot erase

12 year old me:

[fr0mtheash3s]

Last year right before mistys birthday party, my moms cat took a bite out of the cake. This year she straight up knocked the cupcakes off the counter 🙃🙃🙃

[ithelpstodream]

i have no words

[xplodingunicorn]

[dimedog]

“I wish I had the time to do that.”

- me, a person who definitely has the time to do that but also has terrible time management skills and most likely to just spend 4 hours getting absolutely nothing accomplished instead of the hundred other things I could and should be doing

[mossandrock]

I feel personally attacked by the accuracy of this post.

[fr0mtheash3s]

Speaking of misty's birthday

Her bio dad decided to come out of the woodwork and he demanded that he'd be able to take her for her birthday.

First of all, the last time he even bothered to see how she was doing was right before Christmas. He only called because he was visiting his brother and wanted to show off his parenting skills. The second he left he his brothers he stopped contacting her. No one has heard from him the entire month of janurary and now he wants to play daddy? Mind you he went two months of no contact before Christmas, so....

Second he doesnt have a vehicle. I have no idea where he expected to take her. I refuse to let her go over to his house when he struggles with sobriety and the person he currently lives with is a known drug user. Im not putting my toddler in a potentially dangerous situation.

When i told them this he relented, but then he said he wanted to join us for cake under one condition - i had to tell my boyfriend he can't celebrate with us. Nick (my boyfriend) has been a major part of Misty's life for the past year and a half, and she's pretty attached to him. Nick stood up and took misty under her wing and raised her like shes his own flesh and blood while her bio dad was off doing god knows what. There is no way in hell im telling Nick he has to stay home just so douche canoe can MAYBE show up.

Im just so damn tired of him and his entitlement. He doesnt make plans to see her, he doesnt check up on her, doesn't pay a dime in child support or buy her gifts. But yet here he is trying to make demands when hes just going to vanish again next week. I refuse to accommodate him which made him pretty pissy. Oh well 🤷‍♀️

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my fucking niece won’t stop crying god she’s such a fucking baby

[oreimo]

How old is she

[heteroh-deactivated20180218]

one and a half

[weloveshortvideos]

When you not the baby daddy but you take care of the kids anyway 

[tropic-mews]

I was literally screaming “OH NOOOOO” the entire time I was watching this because it was just too cute to even be fucking real

[fr0mtheash3s]

me: are there any spirits listening

ouija: yes are you alone

me: yes

ouija: haha nice whats up :P

me: trying to contact my dead grandmother

ouija: cool cool so what would u be doing if i was alive right now lol

[fr0mtheash3s]

Some updates

I havent been on tumblr as much as i want. Its been a real struggle the last couple of months.

I lost my job over some stupid bullshit right before the holidays. I was able to use my last check to give misty a decent Christmas but now we're really struggling. Her birthday is on Monday and i feel bad that i cant take her to Disneyland like i originally planned, and i can barely get together a birthday party for her. People keep telling me that shes only 3, she wont remember, but she keeps talking about how excited she is for her birthday.

This whole situation sucks. I was on the way to becoming financially stable and i lost it all.