All I do is binge.

21 years old, fat as fuck and starving til I die or get skinny. I WILL get there. Start weight 234lbs Current I have no clue bc I'm too pussy to get on the scale. Ultimate goal is 100lbs.

[fragility-major]

Plans for when I feel like binging:

- play with/cuddle my cat

- read a book

- paint my nails

- look at thinspo

- wish online window shopping

- look at room inspo

- go on a walk

- brush teeth and wash face

- turn on music and dance

- make tea

- nap

- do laundry/clean

- write

Thinspo pic is not mine, just added for extra motivation!

[fragility-major]

Body check, looking and feeling like shit. I know I'm still fat, I've got a long ways to go. I WILL get there someday.

[fragility-major]

If I binge one more time I will

Scream

[thnthoughtz]

Me: I don’t have a problem I’m perfectly fine.

Also me: has an entire blog with photos of skinny women, severely restricts my calories, can’t eat without feeling guilty, cries when looking in the mirror

[licmbals]

Ah yes very sexy of me to skip breakfast

[onemorecrumb]

Aren’t you afraid of being the fat friend?

[rosed-cheeks]

i’m already the fat friend

[nothappyinmyskin]

[fragility-major]

I spend all my money on random junk I don't need so I don't end up buying food

[livefitdiefit]

Note to self:

work fucking harder. suffer in silence and let your success do the talking

[xxchampagnemomyxx]

Having an eating disorder and not being skinny is the most embarrassing thing ever.

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

By @orangevogue

[fragility-major]

Honestly dissapointed, but what did I expect?

After two months of binging "recovery" I had three good days and then today I go and blow it. I can do better than this. I KNOW I can do better than this. I had no problem during those three days until I decided to smoke and make myself weak. I'll have to cut out smoking, but it's a hard habit to break, plus I just stocked up... Anyway here's a body check for the night 😒

[fragility-major]

Had subway for lunch, roughly 300 cal, overestimating to make sure I counted it all. Although a lot of calories it was really tasty and I'm going to try not to be too upset over it. At least it wasn't McDonald's or something.

[tommysuupe]

It’s been a pretty successful 4 weeks :)

March 28 (127) vs. April 28 (115.6)

[fragility-major]

Breakfast was egg whites and tuna for a total of 168 calories! I didn't even eat all of it 😋

[prepgoth]

ideal body type for myself: corpse

[fragility-major]

I just want to be

Thin