okay so since I'm bored, walk with me while I yearn...
HES SO FUCKING HOT OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD he's like... he's perfect. he likes animals and he's hot and he called me a good boy TWICE and holy fucking shit guys I'm so fucked. his system is psys with another sys friend of ours ugh (enter a sad face here, I'm on my Chromebook).
hes also really fun to argue with even though hes a fucking idiot. CAN HE NOT SEE THAT IM TRYING TO CONFESS MY UNDYING LOVE FOR HIM BY ARGUING WITH HIM??? JESUS he's a fucking dumbass....
okay so since I'm bored, walk with me while I yearn...
HES SO FUCKING HOT OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD he's like... he's perfect. he likes animals and he's hot and he called me a good boy TWICE and holy fucking shit guys I'm so fucked. his system is psys with another sys friend of ours ugh (enter a sad face here, I'm on my Chromebook).
hes also really fun to argue with even though hes a fucking idiot. CAN HE NOT SEE THAT IM TRYING TO CONFESS MY UNDYING LOVE FOR HIM BY ARGUING WITH HIM??? JESUS he's a fucking dumbass....
"Corruption kink but the one being corrupted is Evan. Walk with me."
I'm not walking with you im RUNNING. I'm RACING to get to that. Peak idea - 💫 (Regulus)
Y’ALL GET IT! I’m literally about to write a small fic ab this topic bc there is a massive drought in Evan Myers smut.
anyways nsfw thoughts below
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I always imagine that Evan will be enthusiastic about having sex with their partner for the first time, not expecting them to be a nasty ass freak. By no means do I think he’s innocent, but he probably wouldn’t expect his partner to stick their fingers in his mouth, pull his hair, or choke him. Or better yet, ask him to do it to them.
Well he wouldn’t expect to enjoy it so much—until his thrusts become sloppier and he’s cumming faster than usual. His words are incoherent, and he’s pleading for you to slow down.
He’s so used to being romantic and the one in charge in a way that was nurturing and gentle—until you came along.
You’d convince him to fuck you raw once, and since then, he can’t get enough. Before, he didn’t like the idea of outdoor sex because it was too risky, but now he’s fucking you against a tree in the woods without a care in the world because he couldn’t wait anymore.
He’d be so skeptical of his knives in the bedroom when you bring them up to him—because he doesn’t want to hurt you. He’d constantly ask if what he’s doing is ok, what you want him to do, and whether or not you’re uncomfortable. He still wouldn’t be secure putting a blade on your skin, but he goes crazy when you demonstrate just how you want him to drag the tip of the blade over your panties and rip through your stockings.
//I might actually write something longer w this ^^^
Anyway, it hits hard after being inhabited. Evan can remember your sobs, your tears, and your blood—but you’re enjoying it. You’re being mean to him too, spitting on him, biting him, calling him every name in the world (all except Evan)—he’s loving it as well. He’s touched himself thinking about it, and he’s felt shameful for doing so. Because he knows it wasn’t fully him that was thrusting into you with blood-smeared handprints on your ass, but he can remember how euphoric the sight of you being fucked stupid was, and that’s enough to get him off.
I just want a fic where everyone is all ‘why is Dr Grace so grumpy today? He’s normally so sweet’ and Stratt goes to inspect him for like 5 minutes before grabbing scissors, snipping the tag out of the back of his shirt carefully enough not to leave one of those itchy lines behind, and then he’s a freaking sweetheart again for the rest of the day. Like the princess and the pea. And for some reason only her people watching abilities could figure out why.
Carl probably could have figured it out too, but he can’t be glued to Grace’s side 100% of the time lol.
I think ao3 is literally the only site where no censorship means no censorship. you can post the most vile things on there — things that will get taken down on any other platforms — and ao3 will protect you, your works, and your rights to create whatever you want, however you want.
and no, this isn’t me saying “write that messed up, disgusting thing” because while, yes, write it if it’s what you want (I myself enjoy writing dark fics, something I believe would be considered “vile” to a lot of people), this is me saying in a world of censorship and capitalism, ao3 really is a treasure.
Some advice for people writing about Iron Lung situations where Simon is passed out and someone else is investigating the sub;
Blood has a very distinct smell and fresh blood especially is strong, even in pretty small amounts.
I just cleaned up a bunch of blood at my job from someone who cut their hand pretty badly, and while it wasn't tons of blood that dripped onto the floor, I could still smell it from a couple feet away before cleaning it.
The smell of blood would be absolutely suffocating, and there is no way to deny that smell, once that sub is exposed to air. Not to mention the possible smell of burning blood and radiation.
The investigating character would not be able to convince themselves that it's not blood, not when it's that fucking fresh and permeable.
Im like over halfway through my monster im gonna cry hes so pretty he sounds divine I love him... god I wish he were here I miss him I want to kiss him. I want him to kiss me.... fuck my stupid life