we are what we believe.

25, Birmingham UK. Frank Turner, tattoos, fashion, cats, cakes, thrifting & beards. I'm probably where hipster began. I'm a happy lass who enjoys the simple things in life. Hit my ask box, I like crazy shit.

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I'm still unemployed and have had endless interviews (okay, like six, with more to come) but honestly none of them have wow-ed me. One did until I heard shitty things from ex employers but now it's draining...

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Hi, I’ve found your CV please spend 10 minutes talking about what you’ve done and what you want next only so I can tell you we don’t deal with Birmingham even though that’s exactly where this job was advertised for

Some Twat 01/02/16

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I don’t need another temporary person. I want someone who, even when I am an unlovable mess, will look at me with love in their eyes and stay.

palestiniansunset  (via wnq-writers)

Because I’m so tired of not being loved the way I know I deserve.

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The people who love you Really Do love you. Your friends don’t secretly hate you. You matter to people. You are loved. Learn to believe it even if you think it isn’t true.

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So my Aunt bought me a book on Cognitive Behavioural techniques to help with my health anxiety. It has gotten to the point I need to seek help for it. One minute it's an achey leg I'm worried about, next it's an eye infection. Health anxiety itself is the illness but this diagram above shows how horrid the cycle can be. I've had a good week and a half with no anxious thoughts and no self diagnosing. I caved today because I felt a pulse in my temple (you know the normal one) and had mini anxious attack. Luckily I pointed it out To Sam and acknowledged it was indeed anxiety and stress would make it worse (pumping heart rate etc). So yes, this book is a-okay so far.

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Today was pretty cool!

Apart from the staying in for most the day part. Unemployment sucks. It's ok if you have other unemployed friends but I don't. I watched endless bobs burgers until meeting Sam for digbeth dining club when we dined on Canadian and Persian street food. Bloody lovely.

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Silly Little Silly Things 27/01/16

Yesterday was a busy day of interviews, one that was a waste of time and one that seemed to go well and was of interest. I guess one perk of being unemployed is constant free cups of teas at interviews. I met mother for lunch in between interviews, met my friend after last interview then went home with my boyfriend, ordered Chinese and watched bobs burgers.

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Silly Little Silly Things

27/01/2016 So I'm unemployed; mostIy through choice but if we look at facts not so much 😂 It's given me time to realise what's important and what isn't. More I think about my previous role I see why I wanted to leave and why being unemployed isn't always a bad thing. The tv sucks and the boredom is, well boring, but its given me time to realise I want to start blogging and writing again. Watch this space!

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Your blog is rad!

This was probably from ages ago but thanks all the same! Hope you're well! 😁

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So I've dug out my tumblr from almost FOUR YEARS AGO! I'm starting a little project called silly little silly things in which I log good things that happen. Last year has been tough and only because i've allowed it to be. I'm happy, not all the time, I'm not a robot. I get cranky, grumpy, sad, mad and crazy but in general I'm happy and I want to start keeping track of who and what makes this happen.

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"was that awkward eye contact or were we checking eachother out" - a life story

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one of my cats is named after Castiel, he's just as badass, grumpy and adorable as his namesake. Whenever Cas is on the screen we point him out and say 'It's Daddy!' If only I could find a pet store that sold beige macs...

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other things I have a small obsession with #1:

Supernatural, ever since day one. I do love new fans popping along but I feel I have ownership as a fan from the word go. So proud of it, nine seasons in America is some good shit after so many close calls. I once made a myspace page http://www.myspace.com/savesupernatural (holy fuck it still exists!) to save supernatural when I was a kid, 15/16/17 I think I was and Jared, even though it wasn't him, messaged me to say thank you. I'm not as crazed as I once was, I wrote fan-fic guys, I'm grown up now and Supernatural has become such a part of me I don't need to thrust it in peoples faces. People know how much I love it and how excited I get when I meet another English fan.

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#this episode was like perfect in every way okay

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Easily go gay for ZD.