Why do we do outrageous shit?!?
Like, the really outlaw, bloody, daily life risking off life and limb life-styles?
And I'm not talking about everyone involved in these pursuits. I mean the ones who are truly just fuckin' out there beyond the stars.
We say things about them like, "they have a death wish", but we don't usually really think that thought through.
And the reality is, they honestly do have a death wish.
For half of my life I had over myself.
There are some people that can see clearly from an incredibly early age what they fuck they have to look forward to in Western society. They see the Truth of it, not the picture that the narrative is meant to induce for you.
They see the hopelessness of their future.
They understand suddenly that their mom and dad don't own their home. They talk like they do.
It's paid off now, free and clear.
But the truth is, they've paid the previous tax-handler to be the new tax-handler who will now be responsible for the taxes on this parcel of government property.
Because if there exists someone who, of you didn't give them money, they will TAKE your fuckin' home and land away from you and your family.... then newsflash, Cupcake,
The people strong-arming you to extort money out of you for some property of which you are supposed to have purchased ownership, THEY own the freaking property, NOT you.
See who's name's on the deed next year.
You RENT the house and land you own from the United States government. And you better not even start a fire in your backyard for a weenie roast unless they're tellin' you that you can right now.
Build somethin' they didn't give you fuckin' permission to build on that property you think you own.
They'll own your paycheck for a month of damned Sundays AND they'll tear that shit you built down if you don't, AND you'll go to jail if they're the ones that have to.
Are you fuckin' kiddin' me...?
And so some of us see right through the holes of the plethora of contradictions about the life everybody is trying to sell us for the genuine success story, and early on we come to despise a world that exists to be obsessed with shiny shit over intellect, entertainment value over genuine knowledge, and trending opinions over Truth.
And we just feel fuckin' hopeless.
And we get nothing but stomped on from the start by everyone who ever looked us in our eyes and told us that they loved us.
And we reach a point that we just want out, man.
We just want out to be over.
And the storm that is our insides just keeps on growing and brewing until we are.
Some of us live through the prices our stupidity makes us pay and we stick around long enough to figure out what the really important shit in this life actually is.
We realize that it's not all that hoorah shit we grew up hearing and trying to be on. The importance of a well lived life is not in that negative view of an entire culture of people because our ho-ass granddaddy or daddies and mamas didn't like them people.
We realize that there isn't anybody in the world we know that is any worse kinda' fuck up than we are, and we're not so quick to start lookin' for stones to knock a mother fucker in the head with just cause we run up on somebody different.
And some strange shit happens when you start considering others as family, not just "them over there". You start seeing them.
Like, you REALLY start seeing them.
And you find out there not so far after all. They're actually pretty frigging cool, truth be told.
Different points of view.
And you start to see how beautiful we are collectively. You see that a life surrounded only by people like you has all of the beauty and magic of a rainbow with only one color.
....is it really even a rainbow?
You actually make big kid decision and move up to the adult deep end of the pool and stop labeling everything and everyone. You start ripping up the wiring in your OWN freaking head because you realize that - just like is true with everybody else on the planet - those sonsabitches were in your head with sovereign control for over a decade before you even realized that you needed to be on the set and trying to run shit up there yourself!
And you start to question EVERYTHING!
Especially the way that you treat people.
That's when, for the first time in your chaotic, seriously life, you truly begin to learn what it means to Love someone.
Not because of the emotional need they fill for you or a shared name or any of the other ways you are programmed to respond emotionally and blame for being love.
But because for the first time you get it.
And you just just wanna help....
Because you see how bad we're fucking all of this up with religious superstitions and madman's ravings about devils and spirits in the year two-thousand and twenty-six. With racism and entitlement bullshit. With generational hatred and horseshit.
And you see how easy it would be to stop it all today - right here, right now.
All we gotta do is face the answer.
There's never been another answer.
And when you finally see that.... That it's ACTUAL Love that is the Answer to every frickin problem we've got both short term and long term, and you're actually and actively learning to love, you lose your smallness.
And you see that, apart from anybody's and everybody's religions and ideologies and cultures and race, it's way too passed time to just...
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