Hey, this is a long shot, but a long time ago I was shitty to someone I cared about and was in a relationship with in a different country from me and I've been thinking about it for years, over decade ago at this point, wanting to apologize and maybe reconnect as friends. Their old tumblr was "frauhaydn" and it's been deactivated, but when I googled it, your blog came up and we used to rp fruk and other pairings, and I was their France. Their name, (I beleive possibly a dead name at this point,) started with a K, and my dead name started with an M, and they lived in Seattle. It's extremely possible this is a coincidence and google just thought about how there is similar letters. They loved classical music, and even dressed up as Mozart. If this was you, I'm so sorry for treating you wrong, I didn't mean to hurt you, and something was wrong with my dumb teenager brain at the time and I didn't realize just quite how wildly shitty I was beeing in the end until i was more grown. I'm not asking for your forgiveness, as i only deserve that if you in your opinion genuinely believe I deserve it, and I just want to let you know that i hope you are ok, I'm wiser now, (not that smart or anything, lol) and I'm genuinely so sorry and if i can possibly make it up to you now through friendship and catching up now that I've experienced adult life and realized how wrong I was for treating you poorly, I'd really like to be there for you. I'd also understand if you want nothing to do with me, and that is extremely valid and I would understand that. I hope you are doing ok, and wish you the best. Please contact me at [email protected], even just to say "I'm ok, but I don't want to talk to you ever again." If this was not you, I'm sorry for taking up your time with this, as it's a very long shot that you are who I am searching for.
I'm afraid I'm not the friend you're looking for. I've never done RP for hetalia (I guess I tried once more than a decade ago, but it didn't pan out well) nor I live in the US (I'm not American and I've never been to Seattle) nor I'm trans (since you mentioned a dead name, so I'm assuming they were/are trans).
It is quite sad to lose contact with people, and I hope you can find your friend somehow.
Best wishes for you, and good luck on your search ❤️














