Vent blog.

Place for my vent stuff. This is not a hate blog & I do not support racism/homophobia/aphobia/transpohobia/etc. If you RB anything please keep it civil and don't use it to attack anyone or I will block. Check pinned post for more info.

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Hi, this is basically my dump blog for vent/salt. Feel free to follow or like, or not.

If you do Reblog something, keep any additions civil please and if you reply to a post please show the same respect. Do not use my posts to attack someone.

All triggers will be tagged in the “___ cw” format.

Occasionally I may touch upon sensitive or disturbing topics those will be taggged with “controversy cw” please blacklist that if need be and take care of yourself first.

You are welcome to send asks, Anon or not--just don’t bring your own persona drama here, and by that I mean--do NOT do callouts of specific fandoms and/or URL and people for there will be a lot of fandom salt as well as IRL stuff.

Another thing--while dark or disturbing things in writing fiction aren’t inherently bad, I do NOT approve of glorifying / fetishizing / romanticizing / excusing / promoting things like p*dophilla, i*cest, r*pe, abuse, toxic relationships, etc. If you have a problem with this, this probably isn’t the place for you. If this makes me a “white knight” or whatever I really don’t know what to tell you, maybe just hit the block button.

[These things are subject to change, I will RB this post if they do.]

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Im tired of giving other people the benefit of the doubt so much but they dont do the same thing for me

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i hope this is all semi worth it by the end

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i feel like i cant do anything until i heal. but talking the time to do so shoots me in the foot for the future

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Im so jealous of everyone that has a future

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I dont want to get better. I just want to stop hurting. Stop being hurt and traumatized over and over

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I get to live a little through other people in stories and that's it.

If i never got up how long would it take anyone to notice

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breathing has started to hurt. not for any logical reason or issue just because the prospect wasting oxygen hurts

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I just keep losing fingers

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i hate how this happens every weekend

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If i dont even feel human whats the point of existing

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When you loathe yourself so much that your chest literally hurts

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my brain/mood is pingponing around a LOT recently

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I am either deeply passionate about my hobbies or fustrated with pouring so much into then and for what

They don't really matter in the grand scheme of things and no one's paying attention anyway

I know i shouldn't let it mean so much, shouldn't give it so much weight but it's all i have left

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Ugh

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Coming out to fam be like:

"Ye we lived with u our entire lives we kinda knew even if we didn't have a name for it"

🥺🤧 excuse me while i bask in this positivity for a short moment

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it's hard to find a reason to care about stuff like school or even jobs when all you can think about is how your whole life’s possibilities have been cut down. 

that everything is in passing and in the end none of it will matter because You Aren’t Like Everyone Else