my guardian angel.

they say i'm young but my purpose is the inspiration of a nation innovation 'til i change the talk into a conversation i'm like a doctor and my patients are anxiously waiting healing all the hating that faking in the paper chasin' it's hard to live up to...

[darkangelana]

Hailee Steinfeld- Starving feat. Grey, Zedd

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💭 imessage: kwan

Hana: i'll make sure to drag somchai along, i think he's coming, and we'll cheer you on!! front row and everything!

Hana: i love hot chocolate!! i'm going to drink a lot of it

Hana: green and red plants?

Kwan: awwwww thanks ❤️💚

Kwan: I'll probably get some myself, here's hoping they have marshmallows.

Kwan: MISTLETOE.

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💭 imessage: kwan

Hana: you are?? oh!! that's so exciting, kwan!

Hana: idk, i've never really been to a winter festival before. idk what they have

Kwan: thanks, Hana. my management insisted I perform, so I didn't really have a choice.

Kwan: they'll have lots of hot chocolate, that's for sure.

Kwan: also if you see any green and red plants in front of you, run.

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💭 imessage: open

Hana: are you going to the winter fair thing this weekend?

Hana: i hope they have ice cream, well it would be a little cold but who cares

Kwan: yep, i'm the opening act.

Kwan: can i ask why you think they would have ice cream at a festival for winter?

[aclassikrem]

Send me “ZZZ” for a random dream my muse has had.

Send “ZZZ Mumbles” for my muse talking in their sleep.

Send “ZZZ [Name/url]“ for a dream my muse has had about them

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hwanghermes:

Snow? Already? For once. Seyoung wished that they owned a car, instead of the little scooter they used to get around and deliver things. It was already getting cold out though, and they weren’t sure if they could handle it anymore. They didn’t mind the cold weather if they were prepared, and for the most part, they were– but it was still a little too cold for their liking. The bench was a welcome sight as they decided to take a break for a while. “I can’t say I’m enjoying it but it’s not too bad. At least I have a coat with me this time.”

"Wow, you're so lucky." They spat, rubbing their arms desperately. Was the cold getting to them? Only a little bit. Seyoung hadn't done anything wrong after all, so Kwan changed the subject. "So I'm assuming you're looking forward to that festival this weekend. You know, the one my management wants me to perform at." They retorted.

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yejinpls:

                    Yejin loved winter, it got dark earlier, the young woman always felt at home in darkness and shadows, and she doesn’t get weird looks for drinking her latte at the temperature of lava. The onyx haired girl loved sweaters and scarves and cute boots, she loved winter and she never understood why people didn’t like it. Hearing their remark she raised an eyebrow at them “Fuck hot weather! How can you possibly enjoy that?” she retorts “As a woman, heat does not work in my favour. Think about this, if it’s summer and you get hot you have the ability to take practically everything off and it’s not risque. If I get too hot, I have to stop at a certain point because I have more to cover up than you do. I’d much rather wear five pairs of socks than be sweating non-stop.”

Listening to the woman beside them rant, Kwan raised an eyebrow. She had a good point, but they didn't want to change their mind. "Yeah, well can you overheat to death? Hypothermia exists, you know." They muttered, placing their hands in their jacket pockets. "Sweat is good for you; it means you've been working hard." They tried to reason, while knowing it would be wrong to say too much as well.

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idkyerin:

yeri had always enjoyed the fall and the winter. she found those seasons to be more alive, although everyone else saw them as dead. maybe she just found beauty in the strangest of places. she was sitting on the park bench, legs pulled up in front of her as she leaned her notebook against her thighs, writing as the snow clung unto her hair. she had nuzzled her face into a wool scarf that was way too big and she chuckled at kwan’s words as she removed her scarf and gingerly wrapped it around their neck. «but it’s pretty though, don’t you think?» she mumbled as she looked up at them.

"uh, thanks?" did yeri just give them her scarf? that was unexpected. they felt the fabric in their fingertips, and offered her a small smile. "i mean, if you think it's pretty, then it must be." if they knew one thing about yeri, it was that she had an eye for pretty things. "but isn't it, i dunno...freezing? how can you like something that's zero degrees?"

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eunheewen:

With her lunch in her lap, she sat on a bench, enjoying the chill of the winter air. There was something so serene about winter. The pure white snow, the slight chill, and the peacefulness of a few people walking by. As she felt a presence take a seat next to her, she looked over at them. “Because I got this.” She pointed down to her hot soup. “Also snow is beautiful. It’s like falling stars. Except a lot less destructive.”

Kwan eyed Eunhee's soup, craving the heat it contained. "I'm guessing you don't wanna share with me." They sighed, breathing into their hands in order to keep them warm. "I don't know what world you've been living in, but snow is not beautiful. It's cold, dreary, and just....ugh." They shuddered.

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Rubbing their hands together, Kwan glanced up at the cloudy sky above them. White flakes were falling down, despite it being early November, and their breath was visible in front of them. There was nothing enjoyable about cold weather, in fact, they despised it. That certainly didn't stop a winter wonderland fair from being held, one that Kwan's manager demanded they perform at. Taking a seat on a bench, they turned to the person first sitting there. "Fuck cold weather. How can you be enjoying this?"

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fckxbaekhyun:

“you’re making it sound like we’re doing something illegal,” baek stated, looking around quickly to add to the act of what they were doing. “calm down, calm the fuck down. i’ve got your money.” he rummaged through his pockets before finding his wallet and taking out the amount that he owed the other. “here you fucking go. enjoy whatever the hell it is you’re doing with it. and thank you for this - i’d say i owe you one but i just paid for this so i guess i don’t.”

"considering the things i've heard you've done in the past week, i wouldn't be suprised if this was illegal." kwan grumbled, reluctantly taking the bills, and offering baek the phone. "but next time you get drunk and shatter your phone, don't come begging for my help." they shoved the recently-earned money into their jacket pocket.

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"You have a lovely smile."

"Oh, uh, thanks." It was their instinct to break out into a grin, even though they shouldn't be taking compliments. Avoiding eye contact, they nodded slowly. "I-I'm Kwansung, if you want you can call me Kwan."

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fckxbaekhyun:

closed starter | @ftkwansung

at first it seemed to be like a lot of money to pay for his phone but after a while baek knew that his phone had taken far too much damage these days to last any longer. and so he was willing to pay the price for the phone. walking through the park, he raised an eyebrow when he spotted the familiar figure. “afternoon,” baek called in his cheery tone, it was getting far too easy to pretend you were happy when you were. “i have the money, finally.”

"hey." taking off their headphones, kwansung held the new phone in their hand. going out in public wasn't exactly what they wanted to do, but their typically-worn facemask and sunglasses covered up enough of their face to only be recognized by those that truly knew them. they eyed baek, as if waiting for the boy to make a sudden move and snatch the device away. "well? i ain't giving you this until you hand over the cash, baek."

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💭IMessage;; Hyunmi

Hyunmi: Are you in a hurry.

Kwan: SHYT UP

Kwan: SHIT UP

Kwan: FPCK THIS

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💭IMessage;; Anyone

Kwan: Just answer the damn question

Kwan: Are the pills in yet or not?

Kwan: FCUK

Kwan: FUKC

Kwan: FINK

Kwan: FUNK

Kwan: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Place one of these in my ask if we've never interacted before

"Do you know where the closest diner is?"

"You look familiar. Have we met before?"

"I'm sorry! I really should watch where I'm walking..."

"Are you hurt?"

"You have a lovely smile."

"Were you talking to me?"

"The sun is awfully bright today."

"... I think I know your sister/brother/mother/etc."

"I think you've mistaken me for someone else."

"Don't be an idiot!"

"What's your name?"

"I'm [...]. It's great to meet ya!"

"No, go ahead. I'm not in any rush."

"Where're you from?"

"This is just how I am."

"Get out of the way!"

"Why are you staring at me like that?"

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💬 imessage:-  kwan

Yeri: uhm

Yeri: i... don't know? how do you back it up?

Yeri: i have icloud?

Kwan: thank your lucky stars. your music is on your icloud