Foxy Fun

💚💙💜 [ NSFW ] - [ ADULTS ONLY ] 💜💙💚 | 27 | FtM/GQ | Gay/Switch | ¤ mpreg ¤ maiesiophilia ¤ kink shit ¤  | Artist/ Writer - Maybe raising funds to transition ionno.

[ftmfriskyfox]

This was the WIP for my logo.  *Sigh*

[ftmfriskyfox]

So, I tried to update my icon and layout because Tumblr deleted those, and it’s not saving them.  It won’t even let me enable my blog to be searched (even though I would naturally disable that).  I don’t see an adult content switch, which I originally turned on myself like a respectful tumblr user.  I can’t even view MY OWN TUMBLR.  WHILE LOGGED IN.  There’s not even an option to hide adult content from myself or not anymore. WTF. How are some artists so incognito right now??? I’m so mad.  I was going to be active again and then the shit really hits me about how Tumblr really is censoring everyone.  Which I know is very old news, but this passive-aggressive totalitarian bullshit has gone on too far.  I was responsible, I did everything I was supposed to, I changed things when needed, and this is what I get.  An account with no expression and barely any freedom.  I’m afraid one little report of ANYTHING would shut me down.  So what do I do? Why does this happen to meeeeee.  First my Zapdos, then this. PS- Sorry for not replying to asks.  ;^;  I just haven’t been on in a while.  I finally updated my age- I can’t believe I updated it from 24 to 27...  T^T  I feel so... old... and sad...

[ftmfriskyfox]

I had a dream last night of a perfect mpreg story last night and you bet I’m gonna write it.

[ftmfriskyfox]

Hello again!

Where did my icon go?  o_O Anywho, not saying I’m back or not, but I mayyy be posting some content.  If I remember exactly how my story is supposed to go, I may try and finish Alchemist’s Familiars and post one more story.  I may have to make up the 5th part as I remember the 6th one sorta.  I may do more Pokemon stuff too, we’ll see.  Should I start a patreon for my writings?  o_O  I used to enjoy it so much and I could really use the moolah.  >.>

In other news, don’t you hate it when your favorite mpreg videos stop being available in places like youtube and whatnot?  ;^;  I wonder if I could add them to my library...  That’s a whole other project that needs time and dedication.  But I’ve found some more enlightening materials that you guys may enjoy and I might share soon...  <.<

I noticed one post of mine in particular has gotten a lot of activity since I left.  XD  Does anyone still follow me anymore?  We’ll see!

[ftmfriskyfox]

I'm alive.

Idk what I'm doin though, if anything. I hate my art here (it's literally nothing like what I normally do at all and it's so bad compared to my usual stuff), I'm trying to focus on recovering from life calamaties, and my libido is shot to Hell. I need to focus on my life right now, and my -real- creative stories/arts/etc.

Soooo... sorry but don't really expect anything. :/

Thanks for all the support so far. Future of this account and its activity is undetermined.

Mmeanwhile I may like items or revisit for the occasional fap. *shrug*

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I COULD BE WRONG THOUGH BUT IT TOTALLY LOOKED LIKE IT A MINUTE AGO (Sorry if I was wrong but I may still be right. >. damn, too soon. My bad.

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OMFG MY TIMING (giggidy)

LOOKS LIKE APRIL IS IN LABOR ZOMG BABY GIRAFFE

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Not dead, just busy. However, after this privacy law bullshit we must prepare for, who knows how long I'll keep this up. ;^; Anywho... One thing I am grateful for is that I'm able to respectfully turn my attraction off when appropriate. For example; fetishy triggers irl don't really phase me unless I decide for it to. Might make me a little hot, but not much anymore- super-rare that it does these days. Which is good because I got a job at a baby-supplies store. XD Not intentional I swear, I had some family and friends that worked there. Easiest shoe-in I could get in a pinch. And strangely enough, it helps that I'm also weirded-out by irl pregnancy because I have a parasite phobia. I'm fucking weird. XD v^v But thanks to content like on here and being able to appreciate my maternal instincts, I'm able to look at it from a pleasant, normal perspective and appreciate it's celebretory nature like most people can. Thank gawd. So now I'm kind of more like a regular person now. HELP MEEEE. Speaking of, anyone else checking in on April the giraffe? I saw the Toys R Us logo in the corner with the giraffe mascot and on my LQ phone screen it looks like he has furrowed eyebrows. And with that smile, it's like he's sayin' "yeah, let's see the good stuff, come on!" XD Childhood ruined. Yep. Anywho that's it for now. Sorry for lack of content atm. x^x Life be cray.

[ftmfriskyfox]

What do you think of giving Birth in hospital? What do you think of needing an episiotomy or forceps?

Kink-Wise~~~Hospitals I’m kind of neutral to.  I personally prefer everything BUT a hospital because I like complications, sudden births, public embarassment, romantic home births, birthing alone, things like that.  Not a turn-off for me though!Episiotomy- I loooove difficult births, but this one is definitely hit and miss.  (See irl reasons.)Forceps- Same but less so?  Mostly because imagining MORE stuff inside is always arousing to me.  ;v;

IRL~~~Up until about a year ago, I was dead-set on having my own in hospital IF/when the time came.  Now I’m leaning towards home or midwife center (whatever they’re called).  Who knows, maybe we can fool around more outside of a hospital and maybe that’s one of my reasons.  >v>(But really though, the stirrups position is actually not good for birthing and makes it harder and more complicated- it’s only for convenience for doctors.)Episiotomy and Forceps- I get a feeling that I believe cis men can empathize with when they see ball torture/groin hits and that’s not their turn-on.  Meaning I can’t help but whimper a little and cross my legs, maybe even tear up a little.  I just... ugh.  I can’t.  I’ve had bad experiences with exams already, but imagining those just.  I can’t explain it.  I hilariously become like a puppy that just got yelled at for peeing on the carpet.  ;^;

These are good questions- I don’t really think about these things much.  >o>  Totes up for more!

[ftmfriskyfox]

Son of Zorn Finale

“When a Zephyrian man loves a woman, sometimes one of the man’s penises sucks a woman’s egg out of her uterus into the man’s he-womb, where it is fertilized, and then grows inside the man until it’s big enough to bite its way out of the man’s lower back. And then, birds and bees swarm the mess left on the ground.”

I love mpreg, but I just died. Good job, guys.

…I wonder if anyone here would be in to this… PROBABLY.

[ftmfriskyfox]

OMG THIS WOULD EXPLAIN A LOT OF MY LOWER BACK PAIN LATELY I'M IN LABOR. halp. It does hurt a lot...

[ftmfriskyfox]

Son of Zorn Finale

"When a Zephyrian man loves a woman, sometimes one of the man's penises sucks a woman's egg out of her uterus into the man's he-womb, where it is fertilized, and then grows inside the man until it's big enough to bite its way out of the man's lower back. And then, birds and bees swarm the mess left on the ground." I love mpreg, but I just died. Good job, guys. ...I wonder if anyone here would be in to this... PROBABLY.

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I know people don't care, and that's not as much an emo statement as much as a recognized and understood observation, but I'm just super depressed and needed a void to throw my thoughts in to. I've known this for a few days, but it's been busy and stressful since, and now my body and soul are just spent. Family lost our house again, frantically packing and trying to find places to go, eating ramen, etc. Again. Probably going to have a garage sale, again, with these shitty exploiting piece if shit people, probably on my birthday. Every birthday turns into a day of rememberance for the childhood I never had and grieving the days I could have lived in my gender, free, and actually living according to my efforts. I've worked too hard, I'm too old, I'm too tired and stressed, poisonously envious of others, too sick, I worked too fucking hard for nothing, and I'm too much in pain from living in this fucking non-passing body. I'm tired. And I shouldn't have to drink a barely-legal tea (kava) to keep from panic attacks, extreme chest pain, and asthma. I'm not sure how much my heart can take. I haven't found full enjoyment in anything since I can remember, all my dreams are dead, and I have no idea how or why I'm still around. This isn't a threat to my life, just a reflection. As for my content, who knows when that'll be back. Idfk. Why the fuck do I even come on here? I only get frustrated from anorgasmia of gender disphoria anyways. Fuck. Everything is shit and I hate my life but that isn't new and it'll just keep going forever so basically nothing new here carry on. Yayyy for uncomfortable posts no one likes and I don't blame them. Sorry that it seems like it's half of my posts, but if my life weren't so damn stressful and interfering with my activity here, we wouldn't have this problem. Idfk. I'll regret this later but fuck the world. I did everything right and go out of my way to do extra good, and I always end up feeling betrayed. This isn't my fault. I guess I shouldn't be sorry then.

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[ftmfriskyfox]

It's almost my birthday. >v>

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he kyewt. >v>

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Just a... er... dialogue.

(warning: contains semi dub-con foreplay) (other warning: this is by no means substantial literature, rather just a fun tease)

Heee…heeeee…hoooooooo… hhheeeee…. hheeeeeeuuuughhhhh oohh goooooooddddd. Ffffffuuuuck it feels so goooood. Fuck- I can’t- hah, stop rocking back and forth… hah…hah… oooooooooooooooo uuuuhhhhh uhhn nnn nnn I’m so rounnnd. Ooooohhhh so big. Sooo biiiiiiiigggOHHH! HEEE heee hooooooooooooo. mmmmmmmm shiiiiit I feel the pressure. Things inside me… clenching… twitching… pressing… moving… huhhhhhhhohhhhgodddd that spot -hah, hah- it feels so goooooooood. Rub my belly. Ooooo rub my belly please. It’s so ti-ah! Ahhhh so tight. Feeeel it. Ugh so smooth and wet and round. So… perfectly round like a ball… a big, heavy ball hanging from my body. Soooo biiiiggggoooooohhhhhhhhhhh shhhhiiiiiittt. My body is so different… you… you made me this way. Oh god my… my insides won’t rest. Ooooooooo my nipplesssss. They’re sooo sore. So sensitive and tingling. It feels so niiiice-no! D-don’t do that! Stop! Stop sucking them or you’re gonna make me-AHHHHHH!!! AHHHH Gooood! I just squirted. From both of my teats. And came. Hgnnnnn I’m so wet allllll over. Ffffuck my belly. My… AHHHHHHH hah… hah… hee hee hoooooooo. My babies are coming. Ahhhh I’m so excited. I can feel them. Feel them inside me. Ooooh touch my belly. Feel them inside me. Your babies. My babies. Ohhhh God there are so manyyyy. We made so many babies together. Ohhhh that feels gooood. Keep rubbing my baby bump, just like that, round and round. Ohhhh it’s so heavyyyy. Hooooooo I don’t want this to end. I -hah- love being sooo pregnant. I love being filled with babies. Babies, so many babies… I love being full of your babies… being your brood bitch… fucking me with such vigor and dominance, pumping more babies inside me. I want you to cum inside me. Fuck me. Put more babies inside me so that I’m always pregnant. I want to be immobile. I want to be your baby-making slave, stuck here with this big, moving belly, constantly giving birth. I want to be always making babies. Alway-yyaahhhhhhh it’s almo- AHGGGHHHH!!!! OH MY GOD IT HURTS SO MUCHHH AHHHHHHHHH ahhhhh oh God ohhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Hmmmmmmfff hmf hah… Shiiit I… I can’t take it. Fuck me, fuck me please! Fuck these babies out of me NOW!!! Oh God I feel you inside me. Fuck you’re so big. Gooood don’t move just yet. Ugh. Fuck I love your cock. Goddamn. Agh, just a minu-wh what are you doing???! Stop! It’s too rough please! I’m gonna cum too fast please no! I-I just- ughhh not yet please just a little more time AGHHHHH FUCK. FUCK ME!!! SLAM YOUR COCK DEEP INSIDE ME. OH GOD PLEASE DON’T PULL OUT. NO PLEASE I’M SO SORRY PUT IT BACK INSIDE ME PLEASE! PLEASE, BEFORE THE BABY COMES PLEASEEE!!! AHH! Ahhhhh, hhahhhhh, ahhhhhh ahhh ah ah hahhhh ohhhh God I’m gonna cum. I’m gonna cum I’m gonna g- ugh UGH AGHHHHHHHH!!!! Ahhhhhh oh God I came sooooo hard. Everything is sooooo wet and juicyyyy. Ohhhh shit I’m gonna be a mommy. Me… a mommy… I’m gonna have a baby… Gonna… have a baby… right here… babies… Hohhhh I rub my belly in circles, pressing on where you and the baby are inside me together. Hoooooooooo. I squirt my nipples from the pressure. I’m covered in milk, sweat, cum, and birthing fluids all over… Hmmmmm just stay inside me foreverrrr. No wait… oh God here it comes I-I feel it I FEEL IT OH GOD I HAVE TO PUSHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGG. ggggnnnnhhhg hah… hahhh… uuuuuhnnnn I want to rest… God I’m so hot… so sweaty… Ugh I love feeling you still inside me… But could you please… ha… hah…. get me some water? Ahhhh hoooooooooo ugh rubbing my tummy hooooooooooo. Oh God here it comes here comes ANOTHER ONE UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HELP MEEEE. HNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG GET YOUR FUCKING COCK OUT OF ME AND HELP ME!!! ah…hah… I can’t… can’t keep… hah… on like this… Please, I’m so weak… please… Hoooooooo my belly huuurrrtttssss ooooooooooo ow ow owwwww… Oh I can… feel another contraction… you need to get OUT OF ME NOW OOOOOOOOOOOOOO SSSSHIT! DAMMIT GET OUT OF ME!!! I don’t need you to cum inside me to “ease the path,” just get OUT OF ME HUUUUU TH-THE HEAD, IT’S ALMOST THERE. Ooo babe I can’t fit you both in there. Please… I can’t… I can’t… hurtsssssss so bad… PLEEEEAASE IT’S SO BIG I NEED TO GIVE BIRTH!!! Oh God, oh God please no, please don’t fuck me STOP MOVING OOOOO OH OH OH OH GOD I’M GONNA CUM PLEASE NO IT HURTS SO MUCH OOOOOOOOOOOOO AHHHH! I can’t push you both out!!! You know that!!! You’ve already given me enough babies, I need to make room now! Oh God, I… I feel the new ones growing… shiiiiiit i-it’s too much too fast… Ohhhhh my baby belly can’t take anymore OHHHHHH GOOOOD IT’S COMING NOW IT’S COMING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Hgnnnnnnnnnn ugh your dick is out now, but now I feel si emptyOH GOD HOOOOOOOO SO FAST OH GOOOOODDDD my contractions are so fasstttttt. Pleeeeease let it be over soon it hurts so baddddd. Ooooooo hurts so gooooooodddd. Rub my tummy please rub it. My babies need help. Ease my belly. Ohhhhh my baby will be in my tunnel soon ohhhh OHHHH I CAN FEEL THE HEAD AHH! Hgnnn hgnnn hgnnn I-hah-hgnnn I can’t stop rocking hgnnn hgnnn …baby… in my… hah… head inside ohhhhhhhhhh SHIT! AAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH I’M PUSHINGGGGG OOOOOOHHH GOD! FUCK! Oh God, bab, I feel it inside me. It’s inside my pussy and it’s twitching and moving around inside me!!! I’VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD BEFORE OOOOOOO HELP I DON’T WANT THIS TO END OOOO I THINK I’M CROWNING OH GOD!!! Wait, what are you- NO STOP DON’T DO THAT!!! DON’T PUSH IT BACK IN I NEED TO GIVE BIRTH OH SHIT IT FEELS SO GOOD I’M GONNA CUM AGHHHHHH!!!! … hah… hah… that was… hah… the best orgasm… hah… of my life… hah… hah… Jusst… one small push… left… I’m gonna pass out after… just… just one… ugh I came so much that my baby just slides the rest of the way out. Ohhh my other babies are quickly taking up the new room and wrestling. Ooooooo I’m… hah… I’m a mommy… I’m a… my baby… bab-… hah…

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I may have put a modified version of this into a text-to-speech app last night. >->

[ftmfriskyfox]

Just a... er... dialogue.

(warning: contains semi dub-con foreplay) (other warning: this is by no means substantial literature, rather just a fun tease) Heee...heeeee...hoooooooo... hhheeeee.... hheeeeeeuuuughhhhh oohh goooooooddddd. Ffffffuuuuck it feels so goooood. Fuck- I can't- hah, stop rocking back and forth... hah...hah... oooooooooooooooo uuuuhhhhh uhhn nnn nnn I'm so rounnnd. Ooooohhhh so big. Sooo biiiiiiiigggOHHH! HEEE heee hooooooooooooo. mmmmmmmm shiiiiit I feel the pressure. Things inside me... clenching... twitching... pressing... moving... huhhhhhhhohhhhgodddd that spot -hah, hah- it feels so goooooooood. Rub my belly. Ooooo rub my belly please. It's so ti-ah! Ahhhh so tight. Feeeel it. Ugh so smooth and wet and round. So... perfectly round like a ball... a big, heavy ball hanging from my body. Soooo biiiiggggoooooohhhhhhhhhhh shhhhiiiiiittt. My body is so different... you... you made me this way. Oh god my... my insides won't rest. Ooooooooo my nipplesssss. They're sooo sore. So sensitive and tingling. It feels so niiiice-no! D-don't do that! Stop! Stop sucking them or you're gonna make me-AHHHHHH!!! AHHHH Gooood! I just squirted. From both of my teats. And came. Hgnnnnn I'm so wet allllll over. Ffffuck my belly. My... AHHHHHHH hah... hah... hee hee hoooooooo. My babies are coming. Ahhhh I'm so excited. I can feel them. Feel them inside me. Ooooh touch my belly. Feel them inside me. Your babies. My babies. Ohhhh God there are so manyyyy. We made so many babies together. Ohhhh that feels gooood. Keep rubbing my baby bump, just like that, round and round. Ohhhh it's so heavyyyy. Hooooooo I don't want this to end. I -hah- love being sooo pregnant. I love being filled with babies. Babies, so many babies... I love being full of your babies... being your brood bitch... fucking me with such vigor and dominance, pumping more babies inside me. I want you to cum inside me. Fuck me. Put more babies inside me so that I'm always pregnant. I want to be immobile. I want to be your baby-making slave, stuck here with this big, moving belly, constantly giving birth. I want to be always making babies. Alway-yyaahhhhhhh it's almo- AHGGGHHHH!!!! OH MY GOD IT HURTS SO MUCHHH AHHHHHHHHH ahhhhh oh God ohhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Hmmmmmmfff hmf hah... Shiiit I... I can't take it. Fuck me, fuck me please! Fuck these babies out of me NOW!!! Oh God I feel you inside me. Fuck you're so big. Gooood don't move just yet. Ugh. Fuck I love your cock. Goddamn. Agh, just a minu-wh what are you doing???! Stop! It's too rough please! I'm gonna cum too fast please no! I-I just- ughhh not yet please just a little more time AGHHHHH FUCK. FUCK ME!!! SLAM YOUR COCK DEEP INSIDE ME. OH GOD PLEASE DON'T PULL OUT. NO PLEASE I'M SO SORRY PUT IT BACK INSIDE ME PLEASE! PLEASE, BEFORE THE BABY COMES PLEASEEE!!! AHH! Ahhhhh, hhahhhhh, ahhhhhh ahhh ah ah hahhhh ohhhh God I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum I'm gonna g- ugh UGH AGHHHHHHHH!!!! Ahhhhhh oh God I came sooooo hard. Everything is sooooo wet and juicyyyy. Ohhhh shit I'm gonna be a mommy. Me... a mommy... I'm gonna have a baby... Gonna... have a baby... right here... babies... Hohhhh I rub my belly in circles, pressing on where you and the baby are inside me together. Hoooooooooo. I squirt my nipples from the pressure. I'm covered in milk, sweat, cum, and birthing fluids all over... Hmmmmm just stay inside me foreverrrr. No wait... oh God here it comes I-I feel it I FEEL IT OH GOD I HAVE TO PUSHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGG. ggggnnnnhhhg hah... hahhh... uuuuuhnnnn I want to rest... God I'm so hot... so sweaty... Ugh I love feeling you still inside me... But could you please... ha... hah.... get me some water? Ahhhh hoooooooooo ugh rubbing my tummy hooooooooooo. Oh God here it comes here comes ANOTHER ONE UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HELP MEEEE. HNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG GET YOUR FUCKING COCK OUT OF ME AND HELP ME!!! ah...hah... I can't... can't keep... hah... on like this... Please, I'm so weak... please... Hoooooooo my belly huuurrrtttssss ooooooooooo ow ow owwwww... Oh I can... feel another contraction... you need to get OUT OF ME NOW OOOOOOOOOOOOOO SSSSHIT! DAMMIT GET OUT OF ME!!! I don't need you to cum inside me to "ease the path," just get OUT OF ME HUUUUU TH-THE HEAD, IT'S ALMOST THERE. Ooo babe I can't fit you both in there. Please... I can't... I can't... hurtsssssss so bad... PLEEEEAASE IT'S SO BIG I NEED TO GIVE BIRTH!!! Oh God, oh God please no, please don't fuck me STOP MOVING OOOOO OH OH OH OH GOD I'M GONNA CUM PLEASE NO IT HURTS SO MUCH OOOOOOOOOOOOO AHHHH! I can't push you both out!!! You know that!!! You've already given me enough babies, I need to make room now! Oh God, I... I feel the new ones growing... shiiiiiit i-it's too much too fast... Ohhhhh my baby belly can't take anymore OHHHHHH GOOOOD IT'S COMING NOW IT'S COMING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Hgnnnnnnnnnn ugh your dick is out now, but now I feel si emptyOH GOD HOOOOOOOO SO FAST OH GOOOOODDDD my contractions are so fasstttttt. Pleeeeease let it be over soon it hurts so baddddd. Ooooooo hurts so gooooooodddd. Rub my tummy please rub it. My babies need help. Ease my belly. Ohhhhh my baby will be in my tunnel soon ohhhh OHHHH I CAN FEEL THE HEAD AHH! Hgnnn hgnnn hgnnn I-hah-hgnnn I can't stop rocking hgnnn hgnnn ...baby... in my... hah... head inside ohhhhhhhhhh SHIT! AAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH I'M PUSHINGGGGG OOOOOOHHH GOD! FUCK! Oh God, bab, I feel it inside me. It's inside my pussy and it's twitching and moving around inside me!!! I'VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD BEFORE OOOOOOO HELP I DON'T WANT THIS TO END OOOO I THINK I'M CROWNING OH GOD!!! Wait, what are you- NO STOP DON'T DO THAT!!! DON'T PUSH IT BACK IN I NEED TO GIVE BIRTH OH SHIT IT FEELS SO GOOD I'M GONNA CUM AGHHHHHH!!!! ... hah... hah... that was... hah... the best orgasm... hah... of my life... hah... hah... Jusst... one small push... left... I'm gonna pass out after... just... just one... ugh I came so much that my baby just slides the rest of the way out. Ohhh my other babies are quickly taking up the new room and wrestling. Ooooooo I'm... hah... I'm a mommy... I'm a... my baby... bab-... hah...

[ftmfriskyfox]

My life is a whump-lover's fapfest.

Do you know what an abdominal strain is? Apparently it's when you stress a muscle in your abs which, if made worse, could lead to a muscle tear or hernia. It can also make you feel super feverish and nauseous. Who knew? I do now. x_x Yayyyy movin' boxes wrong! Whump lovers would love to be around me right now- moving slow, holding my slightly rounded tum like ALL THE TIME, feelin' pukey. I've lost enough weight lately so that if I pose right, I do kinda look like early-stage pregnant, so appropriate for "sickness" and uncomfortable pressing feelings. >-> Anywho, you can see why I've been avoiding this site recently. Before I knew what was going on, and I had a couple of "me-time" episodes, I thought I did have a hernia or some narsty flu thing. Ughhhhhhh so awful and weird-feeling, like someone is gently pressing on me and there's this weird puke-nerve they keep wriggling around and making sore. And I was going to dieeee. Definitely feels like something wrong inside me. Kinda hawt. If not frightening and uncomfortable. Much less frightening after doc visit. ^v^ Still uncomfortable, slightly painful, and still sickly. But now it's staring to feel more muscle-sore which is reassuring and kinda nice-feelin. You know like, after you work out and pass the "omg I'm tired and hurt and can't move my body" stage and your muscles are sore, but tense, and feel like a hug? It feels like someone is hugging my belly all warm and active with twitching. TvT I'm trying to learn to enjoy it. >v> OH GOD NOT TOO MUCH I GOTTA STOP DAMMIT. fek. Anywho, to prevent tearing something or throwing up or whatever awfulness, I'm trying to be vanilla for a while. So again, low activity. God save me. --------------------- (I by no means condone hurting yourself for this sensation- it was fucking awful and terrifying at first- totally thought I was going to throw up and dieeeee or pass out when it first happened and you could really injure yourself so just don't.)