All You Are Going To Want To Do Is Get Back There

@fuckedoverfire

i’m breakin’ down!

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possible tw on every vent for suicidal thoughts, sexual guilt & sexual assault, and unhealthy coping mechanisms

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i didnt think id have to come back here but i am so royally fucked HAHAH all i want is a partner all i want is for him to love me i want him more than anything i dont understand him

i ruin everything don’t i 😞

of fucking course

everybody else just wants me to kill myself

i wanna kill myself i wanna relapse why am i so fucking annoying no wonder nobody likes me im so sensitive and replacable i hate everything

whydoes nt anyone likemeee hahah..Ahahah!!@!@!!1!

EVERYONE LIKES HIM MORE THAN ME I ALREADY KNOW!!!!FUCK ME

oh,my god hes atctually just me but better imso fucking annoiyng

I fuck up everything

am i only fun when something is needed from me

I’m too tired to argue with my own brain

I’m too drained to convince myself nothings happening

I’d tell myself it’s probably nothing, but even that feels like work

what the fuck do i do why am i such a fuckign prickfuxk

is everyone fucking against me or am i just being a piece of shit to so many people they’re all retaliating at once .

my friends r talking about me behind my back and to my face and my boyfriend is being dry to me and takes so long to respond to my dms and sometimes just ignores me im nauseous what did i do wrong im sorry please talk to me imnso paranoidimsorryh

would he even text me if i didn’t say anything first

maybe i should stop being so open and obnoxious about my relationship. maybe he just doesn’t care as much as i do

that, or im overthinking myself into a self sabotaging episode again. i’m sure he’s got many more important problems that have nothing to do with my insecurities, so i won’t say anything

sitting at lunch silently while everyone else talks about something they did without me

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