agenesis problem

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i feel so lonely to be myself

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why did i have to fight against all i feel, it should be normal but it fucking hurts

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what is a home if even in my mind i'm not in my place

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i'm fighting against myself and it hurts so fucking hard

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i have nobody to tell what's on my mind, what i really feel deep inside of me

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i don't know what i am anymore, where i am, for what i'm living for

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I am not just a wave in the ocean. I am the ocean.

[melisica]

marandall

[toomuch-taxing-formybrokenh-blog]

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I'm sorry, you're soooo pretty but...

but what? did my agenesis is scaring u so much that you're fcking noodle can't wake up? that you can't fall in love with me and not my body? that u think i'm useless?

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did u sleep with your prosthesis?

of course NOT sincerely, did you sleep with your glasses? your shoes? your bra? well, not me

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what is normal people?

nobody is normal and maybe I'm more normal than u but your judgement of my agenesis makes your ego growing up too much

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Can u do that?

yes, mister genius, it's not bc my left arm is not present to prove I'm a human just like u that I can't do what u do stop pushing me in a beautiful basket called "disabled people who are too different to do the same thing as normal people do"

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what's my problem?

I have an agenesis of my front left arm and that's my biggest problem in my life

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agenesis : lack or failure of development (as of a body part)

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/agenesis