nicowo 𐂯ྀ

tumblah loser postin.. ^_^

[fudamnshi]

random everything blog ,, minor tw for mentions of suicidal thoughts / venting

hi ! i’m nico ,, he / hym pronouns .. keep in mind i am a minor ( 16 ) before you interact with me please

i can be a bit sensitive and i can get very nervous / anxious at times, so please be patient with me !! i may come off as awkward but i swear i’m nice

i’ve been officially diagnosed with depression , gad , and adhd ( i strongly suspect i have bpd and autism )

total loser and yearner puppyboy …

i enjoy a lot of emo music and fashion ! if you want to talk about that kind of stuff i love to yap about it

if you have any more questions just send an ask !

[fudamnshi]

i miss my friends and im sorry for being so lazy and useless

[yesterdaisyy]

Sorry I'm boring I Love you

[fudamnshi]

Rate him 1-10

hmm like .. maybe a 7

[nikitagrebenkinglazer]

What abt this photo

[fudamnshi]

10

[fudamnshi]

Rate him 1-10

hmm like .. maybe a 7

[fudamnshi]

none of you like me at all do you

[fudamnshi]

when you left me like the exit of a bullet wound , it all went quiet . it all went still . and now the void behind my face is stained with your memory and I ‘ m drifting aimless again

[fudamnshi]

test first period. I fear i will perish with the rest of the crops

[fudamnshi]

praying to whatever powers above to strike down all those who have wronged me but i have kindness in my heart despite everything so I ask for at least for them to scrape their knee

[fudamnshi]

was looking through my photos and found my screenshots of them absolutely slandering me and shit talking me and i feel nauseous

[fudamnshi]

fuck my stupid chud life

[fudamnshi]

somehow whenever I’m at rock bottom i find some way to dig deeper and I feel the soil falling over my head

[fudamnshi]

I’ve been informed that it actually does get worse

[fudamnshi]

okay im silencing now

[fudamnshi]

like tell me why the only reason he stayed was a fuckinf pinterest board. What

and he said his friends had been telling him im bad for him😓😓or bad for each other? idk

ive been literally so considerate to you i eveb asked if it was okay to breathe, to say good morning, etc. This is sick and twisted

[fudamnshi]

i loved him then he left i pathetically reached out again we talked for a bit he changed he got scary he yelled at me he left again

[fudamnshi]

okay it’s kinda my fault for answering the ask two Weeks late but im praying the anon on my jirai sideblog comes back