i’m so fucking done with love and men. i hate wasting my tears on a loser. i thought i knew you to be better than that and yet you did one my worst fears. knowingly. i can’t. i know i was a great partner despite my faults and yet it wasn’t enough. what did i do to deserve how you hurt me? and it’s rough bc im trying to not internalize the hurtful things he said but i feel so blindsided. how could i have not known? how could i have been so hopeful? it is so incredibly hard to continue being kind and gentle to others and yourself during times like this. but the world is already cruel enough and i do not wish to participate









