TRIGGER WARNING: This post will contain several distressing themes, including strong abusive/toxic language, gaslighting, wishing bodily harm on another, blood/gore, and attraction to underage characters. Please read with caution.
TRIGGER WARNING FOR MR. MEGANE: Your attempts to play victim are not going to stop you from being held accountable for abusing others, so if you can’t handle that rationally and maturely like the adult you are, consider getting off the computer and getting a therapist to help you through that.
Mr. Megane, it’s interesting that you would consider my PSA (with evidence) and encouragement to seek professional help “bullying you for being autistic” when we both know:
That when you were professionally evaluated for autism as a child, your results didn’t have conclusive enough evidence to diagnose you.
There are receipts of you calling someone autistic derogatorily like this. And this.
But you were saying that my collection of evidence is all from 2018-2019, weren’t you? Not a problem— there are plenty of receipts of you being abusive, manipulative, and toxic this year (2020), some as recent as late September:
Verbalizing your graphic fantasies that, again, involve an underage character. It doesn’t matter if you have an 18-year-old version in your head. This illustration you are enjoying is not your aged-up version, it is drawn as the official 14-year-old appearance, immature body type and all.
Lashing out at your former partner over a Discord bot. You can’t do things like this then call them the abusive one when they decide they’re done.
Classic gaslighting. If you’re having difficulty seeing the gaslighting in your own words, here’s a hint: phrases like “your cruel and heartless actions” and “you’re the monster” when you were the toxic one in the relationship are a few you should note.
Wanting to “violently stab” other trans people because they’re getting HRT before you. You like to say all the evidence is “out of context”— what context is it okay to say this in?Â
Let’s give you the benefit of the doubt. Let’s say you only like drawings of the one 14-year-old character in violent, sexually charged situations. Let’s say this written account on your carrd of “your [fictionkin] past” in which you treat said character as a “toy” and “received no repercussions for it” is just harmless writing, and not at all a reflection of your character. Let’s say you’ve had inappropriate conversations about sexual fetishes with only one minor (that’s still too many, by the way). Let’s say you don’t beat your underage headmate and teach him that’s what love is, and that you were only telling your friends that to sound edgy and cool. There’s still plenty of evidence and personal accounts, as has been provided on numerous blog posts even beyond my own, that have shown your abusive behaviors and actions. And no matter how much you want to manipulate that to make it sound like you’re the victim, Reiji, people have the right to have awareness of someone who abuses others until they can’t take it anymore and leave. It’d be one thing if it was a lapse in judgement one time, maybe even two times. Everyone makes mistakes. But do you know how many people you’ve pushed away because you hurt them so much? I’m sure you’ve kept count better than I have. You are a repeat offender refusing to take the steps necessary to rehabilitate and that is not acceptable.
Wish you best of luck starting anew, but other people are not obligated to be your sacrificial lambs in bettering yourself. You really want to start anew? I’d recommend starting with therapy.
