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Young the Giant is full tilt boogie live. I'm in love! And the Roseland is the perfect venue!!! 😍😍😍 (at Roseland Theater)

After work brunch made by my wife. Bloody Mary's made by me. Boom. #basementflooded

#basementflooded

Oh my god. This is Favorite and my lil Lightning bolt boy being super cute. Cheers to Kimmi and Eric for making the most adorable new born baby boy everrrrrrr! ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️ . .. ... .. . Pic stolen from mama @kleighamay

I think I just became a fan of country. 😍😍😍

Basically my life 😂😂😂

They're calling it the Snowpocalypse. It's gorgeous but insane. (at Portland, Oregon)

I can't believe it's been an entire year already since my darkest day. It wasn't just my grandma that died that day. It wasn't just my favorite person that died that day. I lost a huge part of myself. On the one hand, I think about her every day and smile because I remember "that one time" we did whatever or saw whatever or made whatever. I have a lifetime of love and memories and fun times to look back on with fondness. But on the other hand, it's a hard pill to swallow (badum chhhh! Get it? Cause she choked to death? Lololol 😫) to know that "that one time" is all that I have left. I have experienced so many life changing moments with her, but I miss the small stuff. I miss how soft her hands were. And how squishy her ear lobes used to be. And how she always smelled like....roses. Specifically CO Bigelow's rosebud salve, even though she never touched the stuff. Or when she drove, I'd annoy her by squeezing the soft part under her arm. Or when I'd lay down with her, I'd put my head on her stomach and listen to the noises it would make. And she snored like a fucking grizzly bear but to this day, snoring is still my favorite sound to fall asleep to. I don't know where I'm going with this. Whatever. Cheers to one year down. Spoiler alert to friends who have lost loved ones recently: it doesn't get better. You just get better at hiding it. It's been a long day without you, my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.