MOONLIGHT RUNAWAYS

"...no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close." – Chuck Palahniuk

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020613 | 9:48PM

Though Wolf is still kind of 'eh' to me, I really do like the shirts they have with the 'WOLF 88' on the back. I'm thinking of trying to find a replica of the sweatshirt but if I can't I might as well get the shirt version (oversized and then fold the sleeves and sow them possibly). Reminds of those Les Plus Dores shirts that are amazing bc ofc black minimalism is the best there is ok~

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my hair grew a little longer.

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300513 | 8:43PM

hi. i'm currently doing work at the dining room table. it's been a long long time.

that glorious moment when all of my hardest final exams have been changed into open book HAHAHAHAHAH

i'm free from school on tuesday WOOP

thinking about making a new tumblr, one where i cared more y'know

i need to meet new people srsly ugh

NEED TO MAKE AN AMAZON WISHLIST

the doc martens i want aren't coming out until fall 2013 sob sob

i bought new clothes and i didn't get judged for spending yayayayay

i bought something from forever21 for the first time in 2 years this is an exciting development

i really badly want to put my hair into a faux hawk

and then i want to go to a salon and get my eyebrows professionally shaped

PIANO LESSONS FINALLY YES

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YES IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING

I'M GOING TO GET A BOY CUT HOORAY

I'M SO EXCITED OMG

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Currently deciding whether or not to finish this drawing. The fingers were hell but now I have to finish the facial structure uhuhuhuhuhu~

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original sketch by 餅

So I sort of decided for the past hour or two that drawing Midorimacchi from Kuroko no Basket was more important than doing my homework lol. I'm not talented enough to just sketch, so I used a simple one for reference because body proportions no.

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For the first time in my life, I'm living quietly. No immense pressure. I'm at more ease than I have been for the past several years.

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How much was your Harajuku platform converse? Thank you.

Hey! Not going to lie to you, they were pretty costly. $170 and Maxstar was doing this promotion for free shipping at the time my mother bought them, since they were a super early birthday present. However, I know I'll wear them to death, so I don't have very many regrets about them.

Hope I've helped you out!

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F A S H I O N » HAUL???? (090413)

Hello hello hello! It's been awhile since I've made an official post other than a random log that I'll eventually delete. I hope spring break was great for everyone, and as for me I just wanted to make a quick summary of all the things I bought during my break from school! I don't think I can purchase much else for a little while... or at least until summer hits.

Dark-wash denim jacket with faux leather sleeves

MINKPINK faux leather pants + (I'LL BE RETURNING THESE. They weren't exactly the quality I wanted in the end)

BDG DENIM High rise twig skinnies in faux leather + (KSJHFSDJFHLDFHSDJ I GOT THESE FROM MY FIRST VENTURE EVER INTO AN URBAN OUTFITTERS IN SAN DIEGO ON SALE FOR $20!!!!! I highly recommend these if you ever have the chance to buy them okay! They're one of the best and cheapest faux leather pant choices I've seen tbh. I think Kim Kardashian has them as well???)

Cropped muscle tee-esque graphic tank

Deena & Ozzy two-tone flatforms + (me mum likes them as well so A+)

ELIZABETH AND JAMES wooden flatform sandals + (WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I SOBBED AND WAILED THAT I GOT MY HANDS ON THESE FOR ONLY $67 ON SALE FROM $265!!!!1 This is the Olsen twins' personal brand which is even sold at Saks 5th Ave, and by far this is one of the best flatforms I have ever seen. Real leather straps and wooden sole cRY)

I will possibly post pictures if I can find good quality lighting & time sob. Farewell!

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omfg my dad is such a huge dork i friggin swear

HE JUST RAN INTO MY ROOM UNANNOUNCED PINCHED ME AND THEN USED THE MOMENT I SQUEALED IN CONFUSION TO RUN AWAY GIGGLING

nIGGA

u r dA FATheR

pLS

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F A S H I O N » wishlist! (260513)

WOW LOOK AT ME GO FOR NOT POSTING ANYTHING IN 5EVER!!!1!1 /sob I'm sorry for being a stupid butt and never posting anything worthwhile but hey I'm here now and I thought I should catalogue some new things I've been eyeing lately!

Leather boyfriend jeans (here) / $360.00 - THESE ARE SO OUT OF MY REACH IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY SOB. The alternative to the leather track pants in the lovely sports lux trend that I'm still not tired of (because I like to think I'm a closet minimalist), this pant has the perfect cut. Baggy crotch, ruche at the ankles, and extremely tapered leg, as well as huge back pockets to fit all your junk into, I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love.

'FLESH TONE' t-shirt (here) / $50.00 - This one is quite the recent find, as I was stumbling around on some fashion blogs here and there. The print is oh so ecchi ecchi and I'm borderline about whether or not I'd actually wear this because boobs and vajayjay HAHAHHA but inside my heart I would love to have it~

Velvet skirt (here) / $18.00 - WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW DEPRIVED I AM OF CUTE SKIRTS. I just. I don't know. But these look just as good as what they sell in American Apparel without y'know. The overpricing. Ha.

'AWOL' camo studded surplus jacket (here) / $139.00 - I love UNIF and although I wouldn't wear some of their other stuff but they never cease to amaze me with amazing studding capabilities and distressing magic. This jacket is lovely as well as this varsity jacket (I would get it oversized in a heartbeat) and I look forward to their future designs all the more!

Some other things that I actually am set on getting:

Doc Martens - in just plain black or maybe I might consider pushing to find the mint pastel ones again sob I love them

Creepers - Tbh once you wear a platform shoe nothing is the same in footwear ok. I think I might go for the triple sole in black suede because I've been saving up for awhile but if I back out TUK's mondo creeper in black suede will satisfy me just fine!

Um. I think there was some other stuff but this stuff has been clouding my mind for awhile ahaha. I think I might do a review video or something on the platform converse I ordered from here if I feel up to it haha.

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You make me feel so alive and you don't even know it yet. I want to lay out on your skin and burn up in your heat. You're the place I want to live in and grow old and die in because with you I'll feel like home over and over again.

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There'll probably be a better picture later. I'm so happy they finally arrived~

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(i'm sorry)

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serephaim:

my mother is hospitalized and they’ll cut her out alive

i am the same as my mother

but they see my sadness and fear my bile

my mother is filled with bitter love

the doctors will cut it out of her as manic attachment

they’ve molded me a new mother and replaced her seams

her seams were the same thing as stitches

they wanted her because she was just so excruciatingly lackluster

her stitches were the same thing as seams

so they wouldn’t touch me who was too sad to live and too lonely to die

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030113 | 4:46PM

I literally am going to drown in my work forever. Just bury me in my textbooks and that'll be my grave.

Other than that, I'm probably going to be ordering another pair of shoes soon, which would be those Vivienne Westwood-esque ballerina rocking horse shoes. I don't know what my taste is morphing into nowadays, but I really like platform shoes. I'm a bit on the short side anyways. I'm also really into mesh now since it's getting warmer, and I've been eyeing this one shop for their full body mesh suits that I'd like to get my hands on (and so cheap!) because I can picture a cropped muscle tee (Jac Vanek's muscle tees are so cute) over it and a mini skirt plus my soon to come in Harajuku platform converse.

I've been on the hunt for more graphic tees like crazy. Especially oversized ones I could wear as a dress (because I'm really short ok). Ebay is becoming my prime hunting ground for the search ahaha.

In the future hopefully I can post pictures of my stuff as I order them! I've got a lot of money to spend anyways~

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the next time i meet you i will do all of the things you hated

i’ll put together the worst date you’ve ever been to laugh like i was a raptor in my previous life and drown myself in your mom’s smelliest perfume

it’s fine with me because i already know this is the way for you to remember me

this time you’ll at least remember to hate me 

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280213 | 4:38PM

I'm alive omg.

I didn't go to school for 4 days, from last friday to yesterday, and my life is now in shambles. It's quite terrible.

But anyways, I'm going to give myself some retail therapy, and invest a pair (or two) of shoes that I've always wanted. I've been really into platform shoes lately (because I am short omfg.)

Platform Harajuku-style custom converse - $170.00 (IT'S FREE SHIPPING TODAY AND MY MOM IS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE PLATFORM BECAUSE HEY EARLY BDAY PRESENT)

Mint green Dr. Martens - $140.00 (they sold out of my size SOB but I will not lose hope just yet + FREE SHIPPING)

Vivienne Westwood-style Rocking Horse shoes - $60.00 (need to check on shipping but these are real leather and wood sole and omfg so much cheaper)

I probably will still have money left over, so I plan on getting some small clothing pieces from here and there as well that I've wanted for awhile.

American Apparel thigh high socks in black

black fishnet body suit

black mesh garter top

skeleton tights

garter belt in black

High waisted black skinny jeans (BDG? Cheap Monday? H&M?)

Help me out! Tell me your opinion on what pair of shoes I should get please?