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Kri's isn't used to be taken serious. After all, when they were a child trying to explain what they saw, it ended up having them get checked out. They aren't one to go to such places after that. For Kris's if they keep quiet, because after all, they called for help, but no one came.
Kris is very smart. Scarily. Never having the need to even study for a test once in their life, the human vessel always ends up getting around As in the class. That doesn't stop them from acting DUMB however. It is an easy rouse to pretend you are dumb around others so they can put their guard down around them.
get's a bit darker under
Kris does suffer from depression, although they have not voiced it, they have moments of trying to power through it as much as they can, but it can be too much that they might mentally shut down && stay quiet for the rest of the day. They can also get violent mood swings when it comes too it, never at their friends though. Never for them to see, but it is there (that is why the soul is a good punching bag). They pull their hair, claw at their skin, something, anything to just relieve it all from them.
At one point kris tried to claw out their own eyes, finding them rather ugly && hedious ( a little thing that happens when they stare into the mirror from time to time ). Kris can't help, but find it one of the reasons they dislike how they look. again it stims from the fact they aren't a monster, && feel if they were such things everything would be better. That Kris wouldn't feel like this. The raging ocean inside of them threatening to swallowing them up in whole, still calling out for help, && still waiting for that help.
kris has a giant scar on their chest. a scar that is literally reopened time && time again due to the fact when kris rips the soul out of them, it does cause tearing on their flesh itself. kris is used to this by now, that they know how to get the blood out of clothing, so no one questions the stains. even though it hurts like hell, kris does it to still try to have some resemblance of free will, though it doesn't seem to even quell thme for long. without the soul being with them after a while, Kris becomes ratherly sickly, deathly sick. kris isn't even sure what would happen if they went a whole day without the soul itself.
they also have scars along their arms, only being able to see if if you roll up their sleeves. these scars are actually scars that they got when they were a child, mostly on themselves if again. the thought of it being as a punishment for not being a monster, being different from everyone else, felt more like a sin then that of someone to feel special. since kris is older now, the scars only seem to show up when getting into it with the soul. one time the cage got stuck that kris hurt themsleves from it. it hurts, but the human doesn't seem to care too much on it - used to it by now.
NORMALLY I DON'T DO THIS. B U T - because i want to test kris here && there . you get this chance to like this for a PLOTTING with kris who is a testing muse currently ! you do not need to comment who(if you are a multimuse), just a simple like because we can talk about that in private. doubles are also fine as well, since I adore writing with same muses as well !
NOTE : these will be dropped after I queue up everything I need to on the blog. Right now there is 50% done on my blog via for replies, ask/answers (yall make me so happy ha ha !) so please! do like this post once more for a plotted started with kris, I will reach out too you as fast as I can on it, but do remember I am slow, so if it's not today, then it will be in the morrow (but I will do my best to get your DMS very quickly)
private & selective portrayal of kris from deltarune . exploring themes of autonomy , resigning oneself to fate's design , marching towards the world's end , and the way love can belatedly make you wish things were different . written by lee .
oh hell yeah . today was going to be one of the best god damn days of her life . she has never really gone to the festival before in the town ( maybe a long time ago . . . ). susie was eager to spend it with noelle - to her it was another way of having a friend around , you know ? for susie, noelle is very nice, a sweet girl - just needs someone to help her start putting her hooves down more & more when it comes to anyone telling her what to do .
just like susie, she can be her own person with her friends by her side, the same can be done for noelle. but ! ! ! enough on that ! it ' s kris && susie time baby ! she couldn 't help , but grin looking over at kris . hopefully they would have a better time today , then how the week has been going . too much stuff piling up, && honestly ? susie just wants to see kris smile more . if anyone derseves to have this day just for them , its kris . that was going to be susie's mission is to make sure kris had the best day ever with her today.
the purple monster was thinking what they should go on first, when she felt her company touch her arm for attention. glancing over she noticed kris's pointing over at a direction. huh ! ain 't that the games where you hit the balls REALLY hard ? you knock them over to win a prize ? she can work with that . she grabs kris's free hand, pulling them along with a laugh over to the venue. ❝ yeah , nerd ? you think you are gonna win me something ? ❞ she let 's go of kris ' s hand while she speaks, suddenly yoinking kris's money from their hand. quickly digging in her jacket as she pulls out some bills of her own ( where did she even get those ? ) before slapping them right in kris's hand ! Making sure she keeps her hand connected with their's so they can take the money from her.
❝ how about i win YOU something ? ? ? ❞ she laughs as she slams the money down on the table. she looks over at kris before snorting. she gesture her head to the plushes all around. ❝ which one do you want ? your girl , susie is going to get it for you . ❞ she looks at the balls placed right in front of her , letting go of the warm hand as she picks it up, turning it around in her claws before she pulls back, chunking the ball. hitting one of the stacks as she let's out a laugh . ❝ see ! what did i tell you ! can i hit a target or what ? ❞ the vendor looks a bit appalled by the sheer force susie had use to knock the cans down that even the whole shelf moved just a bit !
okay . so my friends have nudged me to test run for kris . i think i will let this post float around a bit if anyone wants to write with my test run kris for now ! kinda unsure but we will see !
✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.
• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine.
• How long have you been walking around like this?
• I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is.
• You should have told me the moment it happened.
• Hold still. I mean it. Hold still.
• This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to.
• You've been hiding this for days, haven't you.
• Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this.
• Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you.
• I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it.
• I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that?
• Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me.
• Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign.
• I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference.
• Come into the light. Let me see your face.
• You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can.
• You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight.
• I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now.
• Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me.
• It's not weak to let someone see you hurt.
• You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.
• Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face.
• I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can.
• You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice?
• This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
• I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now.
• You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know.
• Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere.
• You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching.
• I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me.
• You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.
• Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now.
• I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you.
• Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me.
• You're going to be alright. I promise you.
• You went back out there after this? With this?
• Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight.
• I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return.
• You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.
@lostctrls asked: Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. / 4 suz....
all her life she had to fight , you know ? all her life she had to keep fighting to be heard . fighting to be seen . fighting to show , she wasn ' t awful - she can be good ! really she can . . . but the world , the world she lived in dealt her the wrong hand . it shows , it really shows with how susie looks back at times && remembers how she acted out ( hurting kris . . . ) .
no matter how much she hears , its okay . we still care about you ( we still love you ) . it doesn ' t stop her from acting reckless at times . when the enemies hit hard , she hits HARDERED . she takes the hits for both kris && ralsei . long as the both of them are okay , what doe sit matter if she gets a bruised up ? that 's always been part of her life .
it ' s still . . . new to her . kris scolding her . not in the way she is used to . when she does something it ' s the words that sting her . with kris - its different . something about how she ' s treated with it all . not like glass , not something fragile , but someone who has a purpose . it makes her smile as she watches them look over her . it wasn ' t too much of a awful fight . ( whatever that weird puppet on strings was they were fighting was freaky , but susie && ralsei both showed up to save kris ) few hits here && there .
of course kris , someone she trust with her life was with her , ralsei going to check around to see if the enemy had dropped something ( swears up && down it did ) . she watches her blue friend talk to her . fretting over her , susie can 't help , but snort at them . a pause before she bumps her head into their head . a comforting gesture to show her apperciation to them . no words are needed to be said , because between the two of them ? no words need to be said with a bond as strong as theirs.
@useup asked: “i'm tired, that's all.” for susie again!
it was a long day . a really long day - susuie couldn ' t help , but think of the fun she had with spending time with her friends . the little hang out they ( her && kris ) had with noelle before noticing that kris just seemed . . . out of it today . she really couldn 't blame them though, last time for them was . . . kinda a bit much .
even to her it was a bit unfair . she wouldn ' t bring it up though , if kris didn 't want to talka bout it .
❝ you didn ' t get any sleep last night , huh . ❞ she directs it more as statement then a question . she sits down across from them , looking over at her friend as she wonders what all happened last night after she had left . no telling really , maybe the music was too loud last night for them to even sleep . . . thats a damn bummer , huh ? she thinks for a moment , putting her hand under her chin as she looks around . huffing as she looks at the ice cream in her hand before looking back at kris .
❝ hey , do you want to just lay on something softer ? the pinic table can 't be THAT comfortable . come on , lets go near the lake . you can just rest on me && enjoy the silences . ❞ she comments as she eats one of the ice creams with one snap of her jaw . she would eat the other , but if kris wanted it , then she would give it to them . plus if susie had to she would carry kris over . the past few days have been rough , && she is still not good at trying to reach out experssioning that if her human needed to talk to someone she would always be here to listen .
❝ hey ! come on , kris ! don 't make me pick you up && carry you myself ! ❞
