Im not sure what to say here, but ill do my best. I have had a fascination with diapers since I was 13 years old. I started with cousin who came to visit who was 2 years old at the time. It was a hot summer and my cousin was wearing only diapers and a T shirt. He was been treaty royally! Bottles, blankets, cuddles and of course pampers! I would presume it was puberty speaking, however I started to get a strange arousal from watching the way my cousin was being treated............................................................................................................................... Why was I feeling these feeling? Growing up both my sister and I were expected to behave like little adults. In my eyes, my parents were very fair, logical and image conscious which I personally carrie to this very day. As a young child, I wanted to be seen as a young adult respected amongst my parents peers ( No ideal why?). Thus I was not an overly social child. In fact I hung out more with my parents than with other children. I fought my parents when they would talk kiddish to me!!. ..................................................................................................................................Reflecting back, possibly i was stressed and when puberty hit I started to feel these strange feelings. I wanted to be my 2 year old cousin. This was the early 80s and for much of that time until I started my first after school/ summer job, you would find me making make shift diapers out of grocery bags and towels. For hours locked in the bathroom dressed in hand made diapers fantasizing about my cousins earlier visit. ...................................................................................................................................The years went by and I further discovered that I was attracted to men. I started seeing men when I was 24 years old however never felt comfortable sexually. It was like there was something missing or a submissive part of me that I could not express clearly. Thus my boyfriends were limited at best! In my late 20s I started playing around with the internet and found the old DPF site. I tried to communicate with the people on this forum and found it difficult, so I gave up. four years later, on Yahoo, I meet my friend Richie . He was was an all out AB and I laugh at him when he told me he wore baby clothes and diapers around his home. I only had a fascination with diapers and why would I want to wear adult size baby clothes? Until this point had had not acted upon anything remotely related to the AB world other than surfing the internet. He encouraged me order some diaper. ....................................................................................................................................It was Christmas break and the roommates that were living in my home were home for the holidays. Further, I was intrigued on the AB clothing, but found the cost pricey. Riche further encourage me to purchase a sleeper with snaps that was one of the lower end variety that was offered though Jumper Jam! Mid December arrived, the roommates were gone and I was excited! My sleeper arrived first in the mail followed by the diapers a day later. So, excited i modeled the sleeper and diaper to Riche over my Cam. The diapers and the sleeper felt great! however the sleeper feet were too big and I was disappointed. Riche proposed that I send the sleeper to a local AB clothing maker and have the lady fix the feet. A great I deal, however I felt bad about send here third party product for her to fix. I knew I was hooked to this new life style, so I caved and asked her to make me an extra sleeper, a onesie and to fix the sleeper feet. ....................................................................................................................................For about three to five years I wore diapers, onsie and sleepers practically every evening and night to bed. I moved to a larger city in hopes of finding a person who could understand me and start a relationship together. I meet some good friends in this new area however most of them them were seeing people all ready or were not overly stable. I find surprisingly, many AB folks have relationship with non AB individuals who I think help to keep the hard core AB grounded in reality. ...................................................................................................................................Today, I am married and don t wear the AB gear as often as I would like. I would like to change this! My partner is not an AB, but is supportive and will wear sleepers occasionally with me. I have started to push the boundaries with him ands so far so good. I would like to develop friendships with people in the AB community, have guest over for dinner and movies, go camping and other stuff! feel free to ask any questions.
The sun shines bright in your eyes as you rub them trying to remember where you are or how you got here. You don't recognize the house or the view of the vast forest. The last thing you remember is drinking at the bar just before closing, talking to the overly friendly bartender about your trip to Europe tomorrow.
As you get acclimated to your surroundings you realize your pants are missing. Placing your hands down where your boxers used to be you feel warm smooth plastic. You squeeze the front and quickly realize you are in a thick diaper. You quickly realize why it is warm. You've soaked it more than once. Disbelief causes you to freeze and stare at the bedside table next to you. More thick white diapers laid out.
You hear someone else in the room. As you look for the noise of someones footsteps behind you, you are caught off guard by a very hard smack to your ass. The blow is deadened by how thick your diaper is but the sound was amplified as you look up and see him with a smile on his face.
You instinctively start pulling down the diaper in an attempt to escape the damp padding but before you can even get both thumbs into the blue diaper tapes, a tall handsome guy grabs both of your wrists and pulls you closer to him.
He sits on the bed and manages to force you to sit on his lap. You are stunned with disbelief that a total stranger has taken advantage of you that you are like a deer in headlights. He grabs you tight around your waist with one hand and squeezes the front of your diaper with the other. You may not remember his name but you remember he was the bartender from last night.
All you can get out of your mouth is "Hey..." when he speaks over you and says.
"you are not going anywhere, you are in the middle of nowhere and nobody knows where you are and there are no phones. I am going to take care of you for a long long time and you will do what I say. Here are the rules of the cabin".
•You are wearing your new outfit. I burned all your clothes with your cellphone so get used to it. You're lucky I let you wear a T-shirt.
• You probably want out of that wet diaper. Tough shit. You stay diapered 24/7 and will use them and like it.
•I will dress and diaper you as I please. If you ask for a change, you will NOT get one plain and simple.
•Touching your diaper in ANY manner will get you a spanking you'll never forget.
• You will eat whatever i put in front of you and you WILL eat all of it, drink all of it, swallow all of it.
• You will be conditioned to want your diapers, need your diapers, crave your diapers.
•Being a good boy will get you rewarded with positive reinforcement like playing outside or going swimming.
• Refusal to wet your diapers will earn you a catheter tube. Refusal to mess will earn you an enema. So show me how much you don't want either of those.
• When you are downstairs you must crawl everywhere. Standing up when not told to will result in one of many methods of immobilizing your feet.
• If I catch you humping anything or pleasuring yourself in any way, just remember a chastity cage is waiting for you and will be a new addition to your new outfit. So be a good little baby for daddy and this will be a vacation I'm sure you won't forget!
Beach day with Daddy! No sand but it’s so much fun throwing rocks at the sea 😅 but not as much fun as walking back to the car dressed as a baby carrying your giant teddy 🙈
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