When Jonathan Safran said “Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.” and when Doc Luben said “How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?"
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When Jonathan Safran said “Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.” and when Doc Luben said “How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?"
When Shirley Toulson wrote " the sea holiday was her past, mine is her laughter. Both wry with the laboured ease of loss."
just read “to be loved is to be worth the inconvenience” it blew my mind away
And some people? They're worth the world. They're worth choosing over and over again. They're worth fighting the world for and they're worth living for.
Because, some people will fight the world for you too, they'd live for you too and they choose you over and over again, too.
Not returning your favour but as a second nature to them. <3
When the night gets too cold, I'd hold you in my warm embrace.
When the storms roar too loud, I'd sing you folkores and lovesongs.
When the heart gets too heavy, I'd kiss you all your worry away <3
For you,
I will always remain a home you can return to for the ones I love. Even if you leave, to a new love, to a new home. The door to my heart shall always be open incase your new room makes you homesick. I will be the old countryside cottage that reminds you of your childhood's baked biscuits while you live your city life. For you, I can be the warmth you need even if I'm not the comfort you want. For you, I'll remain outdated and covered in dust, preserving all your traces, in case you never come back, or in case you do.
Women in love
Women in love is "I would have chosen you over the world if I had the privilege to choose". It is "My heart shall pour all of itself till every last drop of blood even if it remains unloved by you" women in love will hold you with such strength and fragility and delicately and might even when she bleeds with the knives of your words stabbing her to death. Women in love will continue to give till the shell of their self deminishes to nothing. Women in love will forever repent for the sins they never committed.
heartbeat synchronising with the echo of your laughter. Hopes trampled with the ghosts of your words.
— Louise L. Hay
“When you lose a person, a whole universe goes along with them.”
— Lang Leav, The Universe of Us, from “A Whole Universe”
I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that in this lifetime I am not getting over you.
I will never stop loving you. Any time you need someone, call me. You lose strength, call me. You buy your first house, call me. You get hitched to a woman I could never be? Call me. I'll be there.
i’m sentimental. i cry when i hear songs i used to listen to. i cover my walls in polaroids. i have boxes full of things from specific times of my life stacked in my closet. i wear clothes my old best friend bought me. i drive by my first job and imagine myself still in there wiping off tables. i keep everything anyone has ever given to me. i stare at the sky and try to remember what it was like to be 14. i long to live a life i’ve already lived.
The path isn’t a straight line; it’s a spiral. You continually come back to things you thought you understood and see deeper truths.
Barry H. Gillespie
I can be visible when I'm required. All my woes and worries matter as you want your chores, your favours, your wishes to be attended by me.
And as soon as I need you, suddenly you were busy and I'm being too needy. No chores of yours call upon you as you devour all you like of me yet you're too well needed back somewhere as soon as it's time to tend to my wounds.
Every door every call, opens to a favour, to a part you need of me; and each of it closes when I call for the same upon you.
All my jokes are lame and I never fit yet everytime there's a river overflowing you'll call for the bridges of me to help you flow rhythmically.
You say I'm your star ;Yet this northstar only matters in times you're lost.
You say you love me but is it not just the consequence of all the lengths im willing to go for you?
Will every laughter of ours will still be the same when I refuse you leeching on me?
Will you still be the same when I don't run miles and miles for you to like me every day?
Will you still love me while I'm stagnant?
Here's to whatever's next