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all day in the library, i was pouring out my <3 via verbal & written. contxt: i invited enough ppl somewhere but nobody went with me. i went alone. per usual. i understand everyone is obligated to their own time, but it genuinely made me sad. but that same sadness brought awareness. a shift in perspective. as i wrote down how im genuinely not interested making friends… only through REAL life. i met a girl (who i recognized) literally right after.

i genuinely love my life. the way it is so aligned & synchronistic doesn’t make sense. the magic cannot b explained. thank u allah 4 hearing me out. it truly amazes me how nun never goes unnoticed in my life. i am thankful.

once u choose ur side, pls make sure u stay there!!!

my problem is i want every1 to stay in my life 4ever

taking a step back was never about failure

only realignment

I FELT THE LUV 2DAY!!!

i wasn’t finna go outside tmr. just stayin in.. sad & shit. but i changed my mind.

unfortunately i just cannot allow myself to dwell too much. i already have the past few days. life goes on. i need to move on. i need to allow myself to be surrounded by the beauty, luv, & inspiration of life. rather than bein locked up in the own imprisonment of my mind.

look up fanta. there is beauty ahead. open your <3 & mind to fully receive the light.

the moment things feel like they are ending

how about they are only the beginning?

recently, a lot of ppl has been txtin me to talk, hang out, etc. it’s a bit “strange” bc it’s all happening all of the sudden. i feel like somethin in my energy shifted that is makin me more magnetic. though it sounds pleasant to welcome others in, i still have to be very discerning from the givers v. takers. not all invitations should b accepted.

i appreciate the thought of me. i genuinely rlly want to establish these connections…like i rlly rlly do. but i just can’t with everybody. i rather take it one step @ a time, moving slow. being intentional.

a part of me doesn’t have the capacity right now, as i did before. i am coming into acceptance that i need to cultivate the time & space for me, fully grieving & healing.

the past few years, especially 2025, i “lost” the people who were most closest to me. i went thru a lot of pain, heartbreak, & betrayal. it genuinely really hurts me deeply. i am not perfect. but, i always make it my priority to extend my grace, compassion, & unconditional luv.

things hurts me deeply bc i know how much i care & give deeply. it feel disheartening when it’s with people we care most about.

i want to sink into the thought “i did nothin to deserve this” but ik everything is all for my evolution. that is the 1 beautiful thing i am gettin out of everything.

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