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the older I get, the more attractive stability becomes……………… i just want some god damn peace of mind and a non-stressful environment

I hate myself lol

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Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hate socializing. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s caring about everything then caring about nothing. It’s feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.

(via xoblxrryfxce)

whenyouareadd

friendly reminder that:

you are not weak if you want meds for your disorder

you are not weak if you relapse once

you are not weak if you relapse a thousand times

you are not weak if some kinds of therapy don’t work for you

you are not weak if some kinds of meds don’t work for you

you are not weak if you have a mental disorder.

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I am getting bad again But I am too tired to care.

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fairycosmos

friends: ew how can you not shower for like days on end don’t you feel gross?? and how can you let your room get in such a mess wtf??

me, leaning forward so my lips touch the microphone: I Have Depression

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i’ve never felt so fucking drained i need a break

theunrequitedlover

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basically if I’m laying down I better be under a blanket because if I am not she will make her own fucking blanket

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oh my god

s-ensitivus

distant relative at family event: It's been so long since I saw you!! How's school?

me: none of the things that once excited me make me happy anymore i'm living off caffeine and anxiety i'm paralyzed by my future my diet is trash and my body is slowly rotting but otherwise i'm good hbu