Spirit of Myrkvdr

{Level 41: they / fae} Great Forest Spirit of Mother. ↟𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼↟ “You must see with eyes unclouded by hate. See the good in that which is evil, and the evil in that which is good. Pledge yourself to neither side, but vow instead to preserve the balance that exists between the two.” ― Hayao Miyazaki

[fyrispirit]

(artist unknown)

Conscious began as Light n' Dusk of the Nightcountry, made of Stars and dust. A sharp light jagged into the Ocean, answering Mother’s call. Emerging in Her salty and enormous womb, learning the Song of The Sea while protecting a vibrant Kelp Forest. A wave spat me out onto the pebbly shore. Paws pattering on sand weaving between pebbles. Gentle giants towering the edge, welcoming their new Spirit. Heart as my compass.

↟𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼↟

Ello, I'm Jey [Lvl. 40. they > fae > she]! I'm a non-corporeal polymorph Great Forest Spirit of Mother. This is my main blog, I’m very spiritual and much of the aesthetics and tags here reflect this deep side of myself. I use this blog to remember my alterhuman self, my spiritual path, my calling, my dream walkings, my Guides, Mother and The Gardener to whom I serve. I sometimes crosspost from my side blogs. October 31st 2015 is when my alterhuman self illuminated. Though I believe all my life there were little signs when I was a wee beast (eg. phantom limb with my feet). I just didn't have the language and understanding on who I am.  

I identify as a Great Forest Spirit, mythical, a fae, a deity, and a non-descriptive divine. I've had many, many shapes (#Wildshapes) and many, many Forests I protected for Mother (#Old Land). Tending to The Sacred Balance has always been my calling, and to do this life and death were mine to wield. 

I shift my shapes but the ones that are most present are: Ornate spider monkey (Ateles geoffroyi ornatus),  Chital (Axis axis) Stag, and Sea Wolf (Canis lupus crassodon). I also remembered being a Sea Dragon, though I'm still connecting the dots to this Wildshape.

My kin are Forest Spirits, Nature Spirits, other Elemental Spirits, and Fae. I've only met one other Forest Spirit, where are my relations?

[shisasan]

Novalis, Heinrich von Ofterdingen: A Romance [originally published 1802]

[fyrispirit]

[dappermouth]

And then you had that dream again.

[faustique]

a healthy mind doesn't speak ill of others.

[faustique]

there's a kind of peace that comes when you stop trying to make people understand things they need to figure out for themselves. and somewhere, they know. they already know. and so have you. but it's not your job anymore.

[trigona-necrophaga]

my devoted but dangerously unstable knight will be hearing about this

[floorxoxo]

I want a candle that smells like rain in the summer

[rose1water]

“If there is anywhere on earth a lover of God who is protected from life's difficulties, I know nothing of it, for it was not shown to me. But this was shown: that in falling and rising again, we are always embraced in God's precious love.”

— Julian of Norwich

[fairycosmos]

being called an old soul when you were kid and knowing you just got diagnosed as a weird cunt

[wildflowerdaysi]

Sacred Heart Gauntlets by justburied_co

[fairycosmos]

theres a big conspiracy theory going round that you can be horribly flawed and also genuinely loved. crazy if true

[user380511840]

i got a lot going on rn tbh it’s overwhelming

[weltenwellen]

Marie Howe, from “Memorial”, What the Living Do

[styofa]

birdwatching

[lizormianillustration]

I took a little journey into the unknown

meet me in the woods - lord huron

[palaeosinensis]

This is probably the largest art I've made in a long time; it's 16x48 inches at 300dpi. All of the animals are inspired by petroglyphs and cave art from around the world on top of the shapes found within the animals themselves. It started with the center buck who was originally drawn in my sketchbook and slowly began to take on a life of its own. I'd love to paint this on a building somewhere.