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I'm ready to get back to my own space & isolate myself like I had planned on doing....I'm sick of people.

#ineedspace #idontlikepeople #ihatetheholidays

I hate holidays. Why can't I just be isolated from everyone & they'd just leave me alone? That is all.

Sometimes I feel like such an inconvenience...

#mycurrentthought

gothicprep

christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”

the-arena-ballerina-deactivated

"a career" "financial security" "a sex life" "tuition for grad school" "alcohol" "a nap" "socks would be nice"

winter-soldier

i wish there was a non-assholeish way to say “our friendship has run its course, you make me uncomfortable with your feelings and a lot of shit you do pisses me off bye”

Thank you world for the constant reminder that I’m part of team “Forever Alone.” Yeah, I’m kind of feeling some type of way…I’m not trying to knock anybody’s happiness, but damn, I’d prefer not to encounter it on a daily basis. That is all.

#random #foreveralone #mycurrentthought

I just need to get to that point in my life when I don’t have to ask anybody for a damn thing. That point when I can just go M.I.A. from everyone and just live my life. Just me, myself, and I. I just want to be away from everyone. Start an entire new life. With new people, new surroundings, & just leave everything in this current life of mine in the past.

I just need to vent.

I'm tired of being the one that takes the initiative & tries to get in contact with you, the one that tries to hang out with you when I'm in town, the one that gives you the benefit of the doubt as to why you go M.I.A. I thought we were supposed to be best friends? Out of the best friends I have, you're the one who I've been friends with the longest. I was the one friend who was there for you in high school when know one else was.

Yeah, we haven't seen each other in a while because of the fact that I'm not in California very often, but that doesn't mean go M.I.A. & assume we aren't best friends anymore because you feel some type of way when someone else mentions me as their best friend. Yeah, those facebook messages you sent me about you feeling some type of way kind of pissed me off!...for the simple fact that you even brought up the thought of not being best friends anymore...I really didn't know how to feel about that, & I still don't.

I would really like to see you face to face so I can know what the hell was going through your mind when you went ahead and assumed what the current state of our friendship was/is because we obviously aren't on the same page...oh wait, I can't do that since once again you can't reply to a text message or let me know that you've changed phone numbers. Yet, you have the nerve to question our friendship. Hell, I should be the one with the questions.

It's crazy how much I care about this friendship. I want to try and fix things between us, but that can't happen if you're constantly M.I.A. I don't know where this is going to leave us if I don't hear from you before I leave California again. Wherever it does leave us, at least I'll know it's not because I didn't try. At some point I'm going to reach that point and just be like "Peace out, fuck this shit! Hope you have a nice life."...because in all honesty I'm sick of this childish shit. I'm sick and tired of being the only one trying to fix this friendship...& at some point it's just going to drive to me to the point of just being sick and tired of trying. I can't try forever.

That is all. I just needed to vent.

#friendships #bestfriend #tiredoftrying #MIA #venting

shychiaichi

im that one friend that doesnt date anyone and doesnt really go to parties or have a life really but when im over at your house ill eat all your food and for exchange i shall tell you bad puns

flyandfamousblackgirls

shortvideosandstuff

I just want a moment alone. A moment to find peace within myself. A moment where I can just forget about everything going in this life of mine. Just a moment of my own. I don't know why I'm feeling this way, I just am. Bye.