Unfinished love (I LOVE YOU)
As I looked you in the eyes
I wondered if you could see the fear
As I cried out “I’m afraid to tell you how I feel because...what if you don’t feel the same”
When you asked me “how do you feel”
I lied...well that was part of the reason
The truth is I knew what I felt I just couldn’t put it into words
Everything was so intense when it came to you.just standing next to you made my mind race.looking you in the eyes made me nervous.being so close to you and being able to smell you was intense,because I’ve grown to love those small details about you.
Your smell,your smile,the way you would stop in the middle of walking,the way you dressed,your laugh,how excited you got when you would tell me about your day,or when you wanted to tell me stories,when I would wake up in the middle of the night and hear you snoring,your hugs,your jokes,when I would watch you struggle to open the doors at school,even when you cry you’re beautiful I never looked at a person with so much admiration until you.Even during your darkest moments I saw beauty in you,even when you would upset me and we would be mad at each other I still saw beauty in you,even when you did things that I’ve sworn i disliked.somehow you made it seem beautiful
The way you made me feel was intense and confusing I felt like I was obsessed.I would go ghost on you because sometimes I couldn’t handle the intensity I couldn’t handle you being so fascinating to me and me not understanding why.i didn’t get a chance to love you I guess that’s why I can’t let you go.we have unfinished love I didn’t get the chance to show you how much you deserve love how much you deserve to be happy.i didn’t get the chance to show you what real love is.everyone else got the chance to love you and they failed and I understand why you’re afraid but my intentions with you are pure
Two broken people couldn’t be together
I was broken too I depended on you for my happiness and I apologize for that
I get quite upset because I now understand the intensity and emotions I’m no longer confused.when I began to imagine waking up next to you.when we stopped talking and the only voice I wanted to hear was yours,when the only hugs I miss so dearly was yours,when the only person constantly in my mind is you,when the only person who appeared in my dreams were you....I then realized that I have the answer to your question now....I love you
If I could tell you this face to face I would a million times.i would scream to the world about how much I love you
I would say it with watery eyes and tears falling slowly down my face I would say it with so much passion that you would be able to hear the honesty in the tone of my voice
I love you.....and if u were to tell me u didn’t feel the same.if u would tell me u still wanted nothing to do with me
I would walk away and respect your wishes because you were honest.I would disappear from your life to the point where it would look like I never existed...anything to make you comfortable ,to make you happy.its okay if you say you don’t feel the same,it’s okay if u say u never felt anything.i just wanna see you happy with or without me,but I refuse to go on with life without telling you how i feel
But if u do feel the same I would require your presence.i would want to make more memories..new memories They say when you die memories die along with you.i would like to take the memories we creat along with me to the afterlife.
And if it’s fear causing you to be stagnant Dont live in fear don’t live believing im the same as others..I’m not I know I’ve shown you that.And if it’s time you need,then when it’s meant to be we will cross paths again...but I know now....I love you
