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today I would like to start off with some basics of node.js.

how to make it output some value. Why I write the way I write code and finally why learning English is a big part of researching code and therefore writing code in general.

first the code. We will write code that returns what we wrote in the console after the run command.

I forgot what code I need to write to get user input from the console so I will google that. I don't want to use complicated code. I just want to get the input.

here is the reason why English becomes an essential part of writing code. one needs to be able to write questions and search query that will allow the researcher to find the needed code. It will be a harder challenge for those who don't speak or at least read and write in English.

Okay, I found the needed code online. I'll copy the code.

end it with a console log and we have our code.

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잃는게 두려웠다. 그래서 밀어냈다. 바보 같았다. 넌 나같은 놈과 같이 많은 걸 하고 싶었을 뿐이었을 텐데, 난 꾸짖었으며 의심하고 심한 말들과 행동만 해대는 놈이었다. 그래도 웃어주던 사람에게 고맙다는 말 보단 미안하다는 말이 먼저 떠오르는 나라는게 그저.

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나는 그런 녀석이었다.

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I gotta admit that people who “cheat” are more appreciative of perceiving tha value of the moment they are exposed/they have exposed themselves

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남사친이 인정하는 남자면

일단 같이 있어봐. 싫음 말고.

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test

dog:bark

cat:meow

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okay, knowing myself, I’m not going to be able to reach the pinnacle of skillz within the world of software when it comes to the technical aspect of it. so a serviceable video chat won’t happen and I’m probably not gonna make pornhub 2.0, (sorry fellas maybe the stop motion equivalent image service but video data for free? how the fuck does pornhub do that?). How can I serve the modern world within the virtual market?

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q : how the fuck did my friends tolerate my behavior on a daily basis?

a : they had no choice

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I remember “hecklers” being one of the most helpful advisory figures for the quality of the production in the long run. They make the most difficult requests.

“Can I shuffle the cards?”

was the one that was the most common at first.  I of course didn’t like that at first because I, and my performance, just wasn’t prepared for it. 

but if you think about it, it’s obviously what they want to make the performance acceptable for them. 

They want the experience to be great so that they can be actually impressed. Not everybody has the fake laugh track loaded and ready to go. They have no responsibility to fake a positive response after seeing a performance that is sub par. 

Those who don’t care will just walk away from the performance or throw your cards away. They don’t care and just want to express some kind of superiority (not sure how acting uncivilized establishes that but whatever). 

common requests are something that creators of all kind need to look into. 

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I’m pretty sure life is about making a whole lot of experiences that are cringe worthy and then working my ass off to minimize the cringes and maximize the romantic / child-like joy a.k.a. awesomeness of similar experiences when 2.0 comes around hoping that some improvements are made. Which just means gathering many different opinions on the stuff that matters to me is actually one of the most important things I can ask for.

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They don't care about the amount of work that went behind it. Whatever it is.

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오늘 오랜만에 얼굴책을 열었다. 내가 쓰거나 공유한 것들을 되돌아 보는 동안 나는 변하고 변하는 아니 발전하는 나를 재발견 할 수있었다. 페북이 과거의 나를 되돌아보는 것 보다는 사람들에게 정보나 광고를 들이 밀어 대는 것에 맞춰져서 그런지 먼 과거를 보는 건 하기 쉽지 않았기에 2016년 까지만 보게 되었다. 나는 어떤 사람인지 알게 되는 계기가 되었다고나 할까. 

“아마 페북은 접게 될 듯하다.“

일기책의 대체물로 부적합하다는 생각이다. 하지만 내가 다시 찾아본 봐로는, 나는 행복한 사람이고 앞으로도 그런 사람일 거란 생각이 든다. 내가 좋아하는 걸 주변에 알리는 사람이고 나한테 중요한걸 다른 사람과 공유하고 싶어하는 사람이어서 여기까지 오게 되었다는 걸 알 수 있었다.

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it is funny that I have only come back to the writing side of things while being drunk af. reminding myself that writing is an essential part of organizing one’s thoughts recently came to motivate me again but yet here I am only starting to regain one of the good things that I have kept as a habit from my past. 

Questionability of the use of legal narcotics aside, I am starting to see a reemergence of the past in my life. I picked up a book from my shelf only because I needed the room to be painted and I needed the bookshelf to be moved. read not even a chapter that reminded me that I was once a pleasant guy in my own way. being in Asia as an international is... different. To say the least. Most of the elderly have not met anybody that is not their skin color as a positive influence ever, well the ones that are in my everyday reach anyways, (note to self : let’s look into renting a place in Itaewon.)  It takes a titan to shift a paradigm because we are systematically enforced to think that the status quo should be maintained rather than be examined and the fact that we have simply been this way for so long as a society has lead many of us to believe that, well this is how it is going to be. 

And I guess in many ways it will be. But I have something that is a little less negative than that in my mind. Maybe we could use exactly that state of closedmindedness of the society or the community around Asia to our advantage. A heckler routine. The idea is to use the very momentum of things, to see things in a negative manner per se, and to use that exact momentum to play itself out. They want to heckle. Direct that heckling to themselves. They want to express their fear tell them to fear fear itself or try to make them be nearer to the object that they fear in a manner that will diffuse it. 

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I just realized that hackers are those who are willing to use a hacksaw to make things happen.

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#musicalinfluences

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조금은 이기적이지만, 나를 좀 더 찾고 싶다.

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조롱받아 마땅하다고 여겨지기도하는 종교가 아직도 존재하는 이유는 사랑과 공존을 가르치기 때문인거 아닐까.