Garlicksting

Professionally I am a language Instructor but side by side I love art, animation, drawing, digital painting and Photography. I use instagram and twitter to share my art and deviantart for my precious nature photographs. 

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Place far from reality

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Paper plane on dream land

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I always had that tiks for art but didn't have enough motivation or inspiration for continuing. I have completed a degree on education on English language, i don't have the instinct to teach kids but i just force myself to do it, force myself to like it but in reality i love art.

I grew in an asian family, parents influences my younger sis for keeping up with drawing n when i told my mom i started drawing, her replying back sounded like disappointed, annoying, and confusion. I dont hav that have anyone to talk to at home, parents r too strict i just have daughter n parents relationship that it.

I do want to make art, sketch n photography as my real goal, life profession n just a lil bit of acceptance.

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Best of summer is the yellow color

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Terrified

There were this worse times in my life, that really turned my personality, development, well being upside down. I was mentally broken, physically abused and ever since the I am still carrying my sufferings. 

I wake up every morning thinking todays the day my nightmares will end. But in the end of the day nothing really changes. It is still terrifying me at night, extremely scared + terrified of darkness. It was not that severe before but now it just upgraded to another level. Does anyone has any solution for this?

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Green tea garden

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Old architecture in ruins... There's always something beautiful in old remains that existed once upon a time.

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Guess what, I exactly don't know the name of this flower. The bunch of it grows above ground, hard to reach obviously.

Very pretty so, I captured it before the beauty fades away.

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Marigolds are beautiful..

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I am really allergic to pollens, dust, smokes, fumes, chemicals etc n that also includes trees. Whether it triggers my allergic from worse to worst, it doesn't really matters much when it comes to my love for photography.

People might take shots of beautiful things, some things that are eye catching, sparkling, photo shopping etc. I love to catch the moments where photographer ignore or avoid or have no interest on ordinary things. I never pluck flowers when i capture them. I love nature alot even though nature hurts sometimes.

Am not a professional photographer, its just one part of interest n hobby trying to catch the moment.

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Music

As far as I recall, the love for variety kind of music came from my parents, in which they were the best for inspiring and sharing their taste of music. All around the corners the neighbors played from Jazz to pop till the hip-hop. Back at home, there would be other oldies dad had his whole bunch of collections but out of many Bee Gees where my favorite.

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The classmates

There were times when classmates were never classmates just some evil mates who wants to own your idea as their own, takes advantage of you and get the credit that you actually deserve, hates you when you are being offer the better chance then them and curses you when you have better achievement without their knowledge knowing.

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Deep observer

I was always been that kind of person that would stand far away in a corner and observe people. I don’t comment of how they are or neither do I spread rumors. I just observe but there are sometimes a limitation of observation but “ME” cross that and end up with no friends just a pathetic detailed observer. 

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I was so focused on getting accepted in the society, that I didn’t upgrade myself when I had the opportunity to do so n now I regret.

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Ever since I was a small kid, I was either very sick, or either I was taken for good medical treatment. There was no such days that I felt well... but my firesome spirit was so curious n energetic that the naughtiness in a child that existed in all of us didn’t dim in me even though I was so fucked up sick. 

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Now i look 14yrs back, and shit.... i have taken so many bad decisions that i feel so guilty to bring my parents into tears

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I learn things with the power of self-learning, I don't get people's theory, their logics, their method of teaching. It doesn't penetrate to me, moreover pushes me to the corner of the boundary with several questions and if you're lucky enough (god bless u all) you will get your answers and if not (like me) they will take the pleasure watching me crumble with the boulder of question.