Shimmering Dawn

The name's Garshya. Nothing more you need to know. Stay out of my way, and i won't tear your arms off. Simple, isn't it?  Magical Anon: -

[garshya-wolfein]

protocolreiza replied to your post: Have you ever eaten a dog.

Oh. /nodding softly, she folds her arms/ …….The book I was reading said that dogs were pretty common in a wolf’s diet, so……… Have you eaten any other animals as a wolf?

…/mildly disgusted, but shaking it off/ Mm. Rabbits, turkeys, pidgeons- eugh, pidgeons..- Probably a fox or two in the last year too.

[protocolreiza-blog]

….Oh, I see. /nodding once more, she frowns/ …..Wait. How’d you manage to kill and eat a pigeon? Wouldn’t they fly away? Well, anyways….. /flipping her hair and moving her hands up to cup your cheeks, she nods/ …..You have nice eyes.

[garshya-wolfein]

/making a rather plain face, crossing his arms and smirking, before moving his right hand up in a ''really now'' gesture/ D'you even consider that pidgeons can't fly away if their hunter is faster? Flying away is somewhat hard if you're being held down by two hairy claws bigger than your own body. ...! /frowning very confusedly once you do so, he smiles a bit sheepishly/ ...Well, we sure are on topic today.

[garshya-wolfein]

protocolreiza replied to your post: Have you ever eaten a dog.

Oh. /nodding softly, she folds her arms/ …….The book I was reading said that dogs were pretty common in a wolf’s diet, so……… Have you eaten any other animals as a wolf?

.../mildly disgusted, but shaking it off/ Mm. Rabbits, turkeys, pidgeons- eugh, pidgeons..- Probably a fox or two in the last year too.

[garshya-wolfein]

What if Reiza got you pregnant.

..../raising both eyebrows in confusion, about to say something but staying quiet after a moment of doubt- geez anon what are you even thinking /

[garshya-wolfein]

Have you ever eaten a dog.

.....Um..../giving you a rather very confused frown/ ..They don't look like they'd taste that well at all.

[garshya-wolfein]

…/sighing softly through his nose, he just goes with folding his arms around you- laying his forehead on top of your head, pressing a soft kiss down on it/ ..Yes, it was my fault…And I’m sorry. ..I’ll defenitely make up for it. /opening his eyes again somewhat confusedly when you ask that- christ reiza why this/ …I don’t really- know any stories, ahaha…

[protocolreiza-blog]

Mm, you better…. /breathing calmly and putting her head to your chest so she can hear your heartbeat/ ……Make one up, then. It’s not that hard.

[garshya-wolfein]

. . . /too late- somehow already asleep, smiling somewhat ungracefully- and eventually pulling you a bit closer against him/ ..N...Nnghhrzhn..

[garshya-wolfein]

  ..Just a while ago. I’d figured the old thing was good for nothing, so I bought a new one. …/staring at you rather plainly after all those insults, and then such a sudden normal request- deciding to just keep quiet and crawl into the bed face-to-face with you/ … 

[protocolreiza-blog]

…mmmn.. /moving forward and snuggling softly into your chest, she nods/ ….I see. It’s nice. /breathing your scent in softly, she smiles contentedly/ ……I was really lonely, you know. Really. I felt more alone than I ever had. And it was….. all your fault…… /closing her eyes, she wraps her arms around you/ ….Tell me a story or something. I won’t sleep otherwise……..

[garshya-wolfein]

.../sighing softly through his nose, he just goes with folding his arms around you- laying his forehead on top of your head, pressing a soft kiss down on it/ ..Yes, it was my fault...And I'm sorry. ..I'll defenitely make up for it. /opening his eyes again somewhat confusedly when you ask that- christ reiza why this/ ...I don't really- know any stories, ahaha...

[garshya-wolfein]

  ../pulling you closer, he smiles a little/ ..I know. ..I missed you too. /picking you up as you request so, deciding not to compare you to a princess- that’d be horribly cheesy- and carries you to his- mentionably renewed and higher- bed, laying you down on the soft mattress/ ..If you’re tired, then..I’d be fine with having you sleep here tonight again. ..If your allies can go without you for a day or- several days, that is.

[protocolreiza-blog]

…Mmh. /not even bothering to struggle, she buries her face into your shirt and tiredly nods/ ….Alright….. asshole. Since when did you- /yawning once more, she pulls the blanket up over herself/ -get a proper bed? Not that I’m complaining, but…… /holding out her hand, she gives you a curious look/ …..nap with me. It’s the least you can do.

[garshya-wolfein]

..Just a while ago. I'd figured the old thing was good for nothing, so I bought a new one. .../staring at you rather plainly after all those insults, and then such a sudden normal request- deciding to just keep quiet and crawl into the bed face-to-face with you/ . . . 

[garshya-wolfein]

  …/face down, eyes hidden under his hair- teeth and fists clenched,  trembling lightly each few seconds/ …! /eyes, still hidden, opening widely in surprise as you embrace him- deciding to just keep quiet and listen, nodding wordlessly as you tell him what to do- and slowly brings his face to your cheek, laying his lips on the soft skin doubtfully, before removing them- and then finally pressing a soft, long kiss on that spot/

[protocolreiza-blog]

Mmn…… /letting out a soft sob, she leans into you as you kiss her and shivers a little/ …….I really hated you, you know! I thought it was all my fault and you slapped me because I was annoying like always but I also knew I shouldn’t be feeling that way and I just….! Hnnmn……. /nuzzling your shirt, she gives you one final punch and yawns softly/ …..I- I missed you, you douchebag……. standing up’s getting- tiring, too…… Take me to the bed and we can cuddle there.

[garshya-wolfein]

../pulling you closer, he smiles a little/ ..I know. ..I missed you too. /picking you up as you request so, deciding not to compare you to a princess- that'd be horribly cheesy- and carries you to his- mentionably renewed and higher- bed, laying you down on the soft mattress/ ..If you're tired, then..I'd be fine with having you sleep here tonight again. ..If your allies can go without you for a day or- several days, that is.

[garshya-wolfein]

  /getting proper trouble holding back his tears- it’s getting hard on him, now/ ..I..can’t forgive myself for doing that, still. ..I- I couldn’t- control myself back then, as if something had me in its grasp… SARU had us all in his grasp. ..We were just foolish enough to believe his honeyed words and become just another sheep in his herd. ..I was foolish enough to sacrifice all I had for his purpose. /finally gathering enough courage, turns around to face you- the first tear making its way down his right cheek, as he can’t hold it any longer/ ..I was foolish enough to sacrifice you. ..And that’s something I never want to do again.

[protocolreiza-blog]

E- ehh…… /tears running down her face, she wipes them away with her sleeve and finally lets out a sob/ Y- You……. you….. you hurt me, and slapped me, and ripped my heart in half, and you- I- I should hate you! Why don’t I hate you? You’re dumb! /running forward and wrapping her arms around your waist, she softly punches your chest - sobbing into your shirt all the while/ You’re an idiot! You’re stupid! How could you- hnn….! I- I- I was- crying myself to sleep! And you slapped me! You slapped me! You better kiss it better right now, you shit! I don’t care how old it is….! Kiss it better! /grabbing her fingers in your shirt, she shakes softly - obviously not meaning the insults she said at all/ Do it!

[garshya-wolfein]

.../face down, eyes hidden under his hair- teeth and fists clenched,  trembling lightly each few seconds/ ...! /eyes, still hidden, opening widely in surprise as you embrace him- deciding to just keep quiet and listen, nodding wordlessly as you tell him what to do- and slowly brings his face to your cheek, laying his lips on the soft skin doubtfully, before removing them- and then finally pressing a soft, long kiss on that spot/

[garshya-wolfein]

  ..I found you as a child, and you kept nagging about food- so I took you here and gave you some. ..I can’t deny that I thought I was hallucinating. /freezing up again when you bring up those questions- clenching his teeth weakly out of your sight/ ..I never said that I wanted you to die. ..Neither did I say I wouldn’t care about you. /voice lowering- you can hear that this isn’t the easiest situation for him, too/ ..Every day without you was grey. ..Empty. Tasteless. ..Not my subordinates, nor my purpose, nor anything else could fill the gap that I left behind by leaving you. /weakly smirks/ ..I guess that’s a rather expansive answer, isn’t it.

[protocolreiza-blog]

I- I- /sniffing softly, she wipes her eyes and nods/ I- can see why…….. hah? /looking up at you with wide eyes, she puts a hand on her cheek/ But- you said that you never wanted to see me again…. and you- you hurt me-……   /looking down at the floor, she shivers a little and stifles a sob/ I- I- So….. you want me back….? You don’t hate me……? /looking back up at you, bottom lip trembling/ ……I- I-…….. Gar……. I-……..

[garshya-wolfein]

/getting proper trouble holding back his tears- it's getting hard on him, now/ ..I..can't forgive myself for doing that, still. ..I- I couldn't- control myself back then, as if something had me in its grasp... SARU had us all in his grasp. ..We were just foolish enough to believe his honeyed words and become just another sheep in his herd. ..I was foolish enough to sacrifice all I had for his purpose. /finally gathering enough courage, turns around to face you- the first tear making its way down his right cheek, as he can't hold it any longer/ ..I was foolish enough to sacrifice you. ..And that's something I never want to do again.

[garshya-wolfein]

  …? /ears twitching a little as soon as your voice changes- freezing up and gulping nervously before deciding to just keep searching his pile/ ..You’re back.

[protocolreiza-blog]

I- I’m back? What’s that supposed to mean? I- How did I get here? /biting the inside of her cheek as her eyes well up with tears - not wanting you to see her cry/ Y- Y- You- You don’t care about me anymore, right? You want me to die, right? So why am I here? What did you do?

[garshya-wolfein]

..I found you as a child, and you kept nagging about food- so I took you here and gave you some. ..I can't deny that I thought I was hallucinating. /freezing up again when you bring up those questions- clenching his teeth weakly out of your sight/ ..I never said that I wanted you to die. ..Neither did I say I wouldn't care about you. /voice lowering- you can hear that this isn't the easiest situation for him, too/ ..Every day without you was grey. ..Empty. Tasteless. ..Not my subordinates, nor my purpose, nor anything else could fill the gap that I left behind by leaving you. /weakly smirks/ ..I guess that's a rather expansive answer, isn't it.

[garshya-wolfein]

  ..Fiiiine../sighs, then picks you up- rolling his eyes away from your sight, and jumping up into his doorway- putting you down carefully, before walking back to his pile of stuff/ Just look around for a bit, if you want..I’ll try find you more macarons, meanwhile. 

[protocolreiza-blog]

‘Kay! /jumping up and down excitedly, she runs around and observes everything - about to try and see if she can reach your cupboard before suddenly changing back to her normal self with a *poof* and looking around in confusion/ ………Huh…..? I……..- Garshya!? What are you- How did I? /going red and falling over in shock, she looks away pointedly/ I- I- I-………

[garshya-wolfein]

...? /ears twitching a little as soon as your voice changes- freezing up and gulping nervously before deciding to just keep searching his pile/ ..You're back.

[garshya-wolfein]

  ..Yeah. /quite impressed by you being so energetic- just nods a bit, even though he can’t make up any shapes out of whatever spikeball you tried to draw/ ..You can’t. We only came here for macarons, remember?

[protocolreiza-blog]

Awww…….! /pouting once more in disappointment, she raises both eyebrows/ ….but Ga’s house looks cool! Like you! Pleeeeeeaaaaassssse, Ga? Even jus’ for two secs? /looking up at you, eyes seemingly shining/ I wanna see……! I wanna see! Lift me! Lift me! /holding out her arms - seemingly not going to give up this one/ Pleaaaassseee, Ga?

[garshya-wolfein]

..Fiiiine../sighs, then picks you up- rolling his eyes away from your sight, and jumping up into his doorway- putting you down carefully, before walking back to his pile of stuff/ Just look around for a bit, if you want..I'll try find you more macarons, meanwhile. 

[garshya-wolfein]

  … . ./snorting accidentally as he sees what you made, then gives you a doubtful pat on the head/ ..It’s…good.

[protocolreiza-blog]

Hmmmmmmnnn….. /pouting slightly as she hears you snort, she visibly lights up as you praise it - bouncing up and down excitedly and rubbing against your hand/ Yaaay! Really? Ga likes it? Really? /pointing to her picture again, she smiles as wide as she can/ Look! Das’ you, and then there’s me, and then das’ you doing the magic flyie-thingy!! See? See? /standing up, she runs over to your other side and hugs your leg/ …..Now I wanna see your house!

[garshya-wolfein]

..Yeah. /quite impressed by you being so energetic- just nods a bit, even though he can't make up any shapes out of whatever spikeball you tried to draw/ ..You can't. We only came here for macarons, remember?

[garshya-wolfein]

  … ./watching you do so from above, having to hide a snort- it’s quite fun to see you like this- then gets back down beside you, and hands you a bottle of mineral water/ ..There. 

[protocolreiza-blog]

! /putting down her stick, she claps her hands together happily and takes the bottle/ Yay! Water! /bringing the bottle to her lips, she begins to drink - getting a few drops of water running down her chin as she pulls it away and puts it on the floor/ ….Ah~ That was nice water. Yummy water. /pointing to the picture she was drawing earlier, she claps her hands together excitedly/ Look, look! I drawed it! Look!

[garshya-wolfein]

. . . . ./snorting accidentally as he sees what you made, then gives you a doubtful pat on the head/ ..It's...good.

[garshya-wolfein]

  ..It was..okay, I guess. /looking back at you again when you ask so- nodding quietly and getting back into his home/ Alright, I should have some around.

[protocolreiza-blog]

Heeh….. so that means you like it? /tilting her head, she watches you get up and pouts softly/ …I wanna go up too, Ga….! /crawling over to the left, she grabs a stick and begins drawing something on the ground/ …Lalalalala~

[garshya-wolfein]

. . . ./watching you do so from above, having to hide a snort- it's quite fun to see you like this- then gets back down beside you, and hands you a bottle of mineral water/ ..There. 

[garshya-wolfein]

  … . /doubtfully taking a bite out of the macaron you’re rather stoically waving in front of him, chews a bit then swallows, keeping quiet for a while/ …There. ..Good enough?

[protocolreiza-blog]

/smiling happily as you take a bite, she nods/ Yeah! Good Ga! Good boy!! Did ‘ya like it? /taking a bite of the macaron herself, she giggles quietly and sits down, crossing her legs and picking up a third macaron/ ….I’m thirsty. I want water. Gimme water?

[garshya-wolfein]

..It was..okay, I guess. /looking back at you again when you ask so- nodding quietly and getting back into his home/ Alright, I should have some around.