haaaay it’s 1am and wala na akong makausap. used to find it so relaxing pero i have a lot of thoughts these past two weeks.
i think pent up frustration from spending money na unplanned. Just cant get rid of this anger.
I just cant believe i spent a lot of money for medical bills. Siguro un na lang.
This is not how i planned my month. It really started well. Kung makareact naman ako parang walang wala na talaga.
I just really HATE it when things dont go as planned. Of course happy ako to pay for medical bills, vet bills, gamot, etc. it’s just, kahit mag thank you na lang hinde pa magawa. and ano, the thanks that i get is masabihan nang masama ang ugali. Talaga. Masama talaga ugali hay i hate that person
I dont have the responsibility AT ALL and im just helping out of goodwill. napaka130130 talga ng taong yun. Silang lahat actually
Haaaay i want my money back. I was saving that for something.
Why cant things just go according to plan? Sayang effort, oras, brain juice, and resources.
Yung planning for this goes soooo faaaar back. Yung money, i started saving and accruing last year pa.
Now, ako ang magcacarry ng kapalpakan. Gagawin lang naman is magthathank you or magsosorry. Wala.
Puro palpak. Puro reasons. 50% of the job is showing up. Di pa magawa. It’s not like ikaw ang pinakafirst na nakaexperience niyan. Gawan mo ng paraan. Do everything!!!
Kung ano ano pa uunahin.
Instead, heto tayo ngayon. I am carrying the brunt of other people’s kapalpakan.
A girl can only take one disappointment at a time.
Also naiinis ako kay gators daily, i dont know sobrang unstable. Ayun nawala na naman from the face of the earth.
HELP YOURSELF. Or look for help. Idk do something
update: bumalik na naman si gators daily

















