I’m that person who always worry about money and I can’t blame my self because I grew up without privilege unlike other kids. Although I’m thankful that even when there are times that we struggle how to make ends meet, my parents are able to support my education. And my relatives are kind enough to help us with all the expenses. With that I was able to graduate.
So yeah, I can’t blame my self for wanting to grow more. For wanting to achieve more. Because growing up, I saw how hard life is for my parents and them wanting to hide their tired demeanor .
I want myself to achieve more because I know she deserves it. She may wonder sometimes if all of this is worth it. She may be tired herself but she always persevered. She may be vulnerable sometimes but she was always stronger than she thinks. She has her own struggles that others may not know and scars that are hidden, so that her loved ones wouldn’t be hurt. It was not easy and life itself will never be easy but I think she’s doing great living for her once a dream becoming her reality.
I know that the young dreamer she once was is so proud of the version of her right now. You don’t have to be scared. He always makes way for you. You just have to take a step. Take courage, you will never be lost in Him. You can do it! CPA, yes? You can do it!