a girl is a gun.

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[thejournalclub]

journal of a 17 year old girl suffering with BPD.

[skinhorses]

not to be dramatic but the trauma of being a daughter is real and my relationship with my mother is and will always be one of the most devastating and complex relationships i will ever experience

[tobpdornottobpd]

wow i love having a million little triggers that instantly ruin my fucking mood and make me unable to talk to people who have no fucking clue what they did wrong

fun

[bob-belcher]

[lovelornnn]

I️ Keep Sleeping

[sickfake]

*copes with abandonment issues by leaving first*

[liwabob-deactivated20230513]

Tell them you thought I was unworthy.

[basketcasemp3]

does anyone else feel like….idk how to explain it….like completely disconnected from life around them? constantly going “these are my friends” and “this is my home” and “this is my life” and “this is my body” to remind yourself that you’re not just some timeless floating essence and even those mantras are completely useless and you almost never come down from it and you’re feeling like….everything is real but also completely fake at the same time

[radiation-baby]

[ojibwa]

[ololygas]

[itsalla-masquerade-deactivated2]

The amount of self hatred i feel lately has never been this high. I’m tired of waking up in my own skin. I’m tired of waking up at all. My whole body makes me cry. Life would be much better if I wasn’t living.

[relaxbabygvrl]

[homietwt]

[grievng-deactivated20201229]

[vonkomagno]

[luvisblack]