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"They come without asking, and then they leave just the same. But once you meet them, even if nobody ever knows it, that encounter will change your life for the better." Natsume Takashi | Room #128 Inspirationist?? 0 kills # 1 deaths # 1 executions Affliated with Academy of Despair Sidebar Image Credit

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What does their bedroom look like?

Do they have any daily rituals?

Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?

Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)

Eating habits and sample daily menu

Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time

Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging

Makeup?

Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

Intellectual pursuits?

Favorite book genre?

Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)

Biggest and smallest short term goal?

Biggest and smallest long term goal?

Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress

Favorite beverage?

What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?

How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?

How do they see themselves 5 years from today?

Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

What is their biggest regret?

Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)

Most prized possession?

Thoughts on material possessions in general?

Concept of home and family?

Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

What makes them feel guilty?

Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?

Would they consider themselves a Type A or Type B personality?

What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?

Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?

How misanthropic are they?

Hobbies?

How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?

Religion?

Superstitions or views on the occult?

Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?

How do they express love?

If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

[gentleseer]

Brains, hands, chest

Brain: What is something you want to master before you die?

Honestly, I don’t think Natsume thinks much of that sort of thing. He’s not certain of what he wants to do but he wants to be able to look after Touko and Shigeru. He wants to become a kinder person. In terms of mastering something, I don’t think there’s anything for him at this moment. He has been considering learning more about the youkai because of his encuonters with Matoba and Natori’s methods of exorcising though.

Hands: Would you rather make something from scratch or get it made for you?

If he had the capability, he would definitely pick doing it himself over troubling someone else to make it for him.

Chest: What’s your worst kept secret?

The only secret he tries to keep is everything pertaining to his ability to see youkai. Its both his best and worst kept secret because the normal people who can’t have no idea what he’s on, but have definitely noticed that he acts weird at times. Now he has friends who just accept even that without question though, so he’s not in a bad place. Here at HPA though…

[gentleseer]

Elbows, Eyes

Elbows: How do you react to events with large crowds? (eg. Concerts, Shopping sales)

Quite honestly, Natsume avoids crowded places as best he can. Activity attracts the youkai, so he keeps away, but in the case that he goes with friends to festivals or what not, he’ll do his best to act normal and do things like pretend he can see the fireworks when in fact that’s a youkai blocking his view in front of him.

He’s not all too comfortable with crowds, but he manages somehow.

Eyes: What has changed from how you see the world now and how you saw it 5 years ago?

God okay this question is so important. How he sees the world now has definitely changed from 5 years ago. Back then, he hated youkai. He resented them for making his life so difficult, for being excluded to this extent. He was so tired and hurt by being passed around, by being called a liar and by relatives who couldn’t wait to wash their hands of him. And yet, as much as all this was true, he also didn’t blame them? If anything, the blame was placed on his own shoulders.

Now, he still very much holds himself responsible for much, but his view on the world has definitely brightened. He has family and friends he can trust now, and he treasures the encounter he has with the youkai in his heart. In a way, he was truly lonely before, but people are starting to enter his world now, and with it bring it to life slowly and paint it in their colours.

[tinymanwithflute]

izayalogy replied to your post:     Well… at least no one died for his sake.

sam did

oh im sorry. i meant important people.

[gentleseer]

Spine, Cheeks, Nose

Spine: What is your biggest weakness?

Answered!

Cheeks: Are you easily embarrassed?

Yes and no. He easily gets embarrassed when it comes to others showing him affection, but he’s more concerned with that his secret might be found out when others see him acting ‘weird’ than he is embarrassed at being seen that way. Things like swinging a bag at youkai, which would look like he’s waving it at thin air, or running from nothing, that sort of thing has become so normal to him its not nearly embarrassing at all.

Nose: What is your favourite scent?

I don’t think there’s a scent that stands out as his favourite, he appreciates the waft from Touko’s home cooking, and the smell of Sakura in spring, etc. The little things he’s fortunate enough to enjoy now that he’s found happiness. Until he came to HPA that is. Heh

[gentleseer]

Spine & Clavicle

Spine: What is your biggest weakness?

"I’m weak…I’m not strong at all, and I only seem to trouble others." Truthfully, it would probably be his kindness. He’s admittedly too kind at times, which makes him very susceptible to people with ill intentions.

Clavicle: What is you favourite way to show and receive affection?

Natsume’s not much for showing or receiving affection. He hugs sensei from time to time, but he’s so used to being excluded that physical touch is very foreign to him, and there’s always some distance between him and others, regardless of if they’re human or youkai.

[frommemetoyou]

Body Meme

Arms: How do you feel about children, do you want some of your own (or more if you already have some)?

Birth marks: Do you have a favourite tale?

Freckles: If you could, what would you change about your body?

Brain: What is something you want to master before you die?

Bruises: Are you easily hurt?

Bum: List 3 of your guilty pleasures

Cheeks: Are you easily embarrassed?

Chest: What’s your worst kept secret?

Chin: How well do you take criticism?

Clavicle: What is you favourite way to show and receive affection?

Ears: How often do you eavesdrop?

Elbows: How do you react to events with large crowds? (eg. Concerts, Shopping sales)

Eyes: What has changed from how you see the world now and how you saw it 5 years ago?

Feet: Can you dance well?

Fingers: Can you play an instrument?

Goosebumps: What scares you the most?

Hands: Would you rather make something from scratch or get it made for you?

Hair: What has been your biggest fashion faux pas?

Heart: How do you deal with heartbreak?

Hickeys: Have you ever fallen in love to fast and too hard?

Hips: Is there anything you over indulge yourself with?

Kidneys: What is your worst habit?

Knees: Who was your last crush?

Liver: What is your biggest pet peeve?

Lungs: Do you smoke, how do you feel about smoking in general?

Mouth: How often do you lie?

Nails: When you’re feeling vulnerable, do you become more defensive or do you take the offensive and lash out?

Nose: What is your favourite scent?

Palms: Do you have a secret handshake with anyone?

Ribs: Do you have anything you want to protect?

Scars: Is there anything you want to confess?

Shoulders: Would you rather be pampered or be the one pampering?

Spine: What is your biggest weakness?

Teeth: What is your favourite meal?

Thighs: Have you ever been unfaithful?

Throat: What is your proudest memory?

Tongue: How many languages can you speak?

Wrists: Have you ever been arrested?

Veins: What gives you the biggest adrenaline rush?

[strifuu]

               I LIE so much  ||               that sometimes  ||                      I can't  ||                even recognize  ||                               ||   which side                                ||   of the MIRROR                               ||   I am on                               ||   anymore.                       

[stillcas]

                                                                                       It’s killing you.                                                                                        People keep getting hurt                                                             and you just can’t stop it.

[vxmpireheir]

✿ (hey at least its from a pretty boy right? ;D)

17: rain kiss

It was raining like hell, and Kida, for whatever reason, was still at the beach under no shelter. Getting wet was certainly the last thing someone should do, and to stay near the beach? He was just asking to get sick. The boy was just too deep in thoughts to do anything else, and he really didn’t feel like moving.

He had been thinking about his best friends, after all, and just how much he missed them.

Did they miss Kida too? Mikado certainly did. He was such a crybaby sometimes, after all. Anri… He couldn’t tell if Anri would be sad or angry at him for disappearing so suddenly. She was the only girl allowed to be mad at him. Either way, even if he greatly missed his friends, he would never want to see them at that school.

Thoughts went and came often, but what brought him back to the real world was the fact he could no longer feel the rain drops hitting his body. Looking up, all he could see was a boy holding an umbrella, protecting him from the rain. Silly Natsume. 

Kida got up and held Natsume’s hand down, the one that was holding the umbrella. It was mean of Kida to make Natsume get wet from the rain like that when he was trying to prevent Kida of getting even more wet, but hey, he was going to do something nice.

The taller blond pressed their lips together, both faces wet from the rain. There was no reason for Kida to do that, but maybe he just wanted to kiss Natsume under the rain, like in those cheesy, romantic movies. He was that kind of guy, after all.

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                                     I aim to be                                     ＬＩＯＮＨＥＡＲＴＥＤ,

                                                                                                          but my hands still                                                                                                          ｓ   ｈ   ａ   ｋ   ｅ

                                                               & my voice isn’t quite                                                                L  O  U  D enough.

[pitchdevil-deactivated20141005]

art (you can draw atobe or natsume, whichever you prefer really)

his sidebar had glasses and I wanted to draw something cute sobs

here you go!

[gentleseer]

Eyelids crack open and a torrent of light hits his eyes despite the relative quietness of the room. Natsume cannot remember for the life of him how he ended up here, or why his throat hurts as much as it does. If he didn't know better, he'd almost say it felt like his throat was getting crushed. But that was hardly possible now, was it?

Struggling to sit upright, he gently rubbed his neck, wondering what the anxious feeling that crept up in his gut as he did so was.

Natsume Takashi remembered not the fact that he had died, nor the person who had killed him.

All he was aware of was that there was an incredibly sluggish feeling that beset him, and a feeling like he had been asleep for weeks.

[coeurcourageuxx]

                                                    he who fights мoɴѕтerѕ                                                     should see to it that he himself                                                     does not become a ｍｏｎｓｔｅｒ.

[ebonyguts]

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11: gentle kiss

               ┈「 ❦ 」┈ ► Breath growing raspy, he placed his hand on his face before grinding his teeth. Suffocating from not being able to release his rage, he attempted to even his breath. DAMMIT. The wrath lurking in his chained heart bared its fangs and bit his neck, injecting a toxic poison that would slowly destroy the avenger from within. He could faintly hear Natsume’s gentle voice crying out for him, yelling at him to cool down; but he was too enraged to listen to him “Damnnit… I’m going to…” Straightening himself up, he clenched his fists before turning around to gaze down the hallway with eyes full of fury.

                                                        ”I’m going to kill him.”

               This was all of his fault. That damn bear. Toying with human lives; treating people like they had no value and watching people kill each other with a smirk - the existence of these type of people sickened the blond. They were the cause of his clan’s massacre, and they were the reason why he woke up to find out his friend had been brutally murdered. Before he could take a step further, he felt a tight pressure on his wrist. “Let me go.”

                                                    Insane? Suicidal?

         SO WHAT IF IT WAS?

               Jerking his wrist away, he continued walking with the attempt to hunt down the person responsible for the death of someone dear to him. They were going to atone with their life. When Natsume wrapped his arms around Kurapika, he instantly tried to shake the male off. Whipping his head back, his scarlet eyes burned brightly as he gazed down at him. “Let me-” The abrupt kiss cut him off, causing his pupils to widen.

               Eyes regaining its original dull color, he stood completely motionless when the other tore their lips apart and wrapped his arms around his body. The gentle kiss and kind words that followed afterwards snapped him out of his frenzy. He rested his head on Natsume’s shoulder when he felt his embrace tighten. Neither of them moved or uttered a single word.

                                                          They simply stood in silence.

[gentleseer]

                                                          It’s not your eyes

                                                       It’s not what you say

                                                       It’s not your laughter

                                                       That gives you aщaу                                                      You’re just ｌｏｎｅｌｙ

                                           You’ve been ｌｏｎｅｌｙ, too long