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september 28, 2007

the world is coming down on me

i’m too young

these shoes of mine are too big

they say

you are the company you keep

the world is coming down on me

don’t think i’m ready

no hints on the cheese

and where it might be

rather use my senses to figure it out than ask anyway

the world’s coming down on me

but i have a thick skull i guess

i’m nothing without you

its hot outside

time to lay back and chill

away from the castrating sun

i peel off my skin

fold it and store it away

unravel my muscles like yarn on a sweater

my guts in boxes

along with everything else

my heart, i mailed off to you

but my brain stays here to aid my bony smile

for you

the pines

reside in a forest i miss the most

back when limbs intertwined

you won’t find me giving up the ghost

the best time to visit was when i’d be swimming

diving unto the cool springs inside your eyes

hold your hands, a privilege, desire brimming

Ruggid warm and just my size

i pine

for when i let you venture within my core

looking up to see that our scars aligned

as i worked my way up from off the floor

shining a light through the dimming

awaiting to share space and time

if it means i can see a future limning

with you, eternities to wait i don’t mind

human garbage

I like to use just once and then abandon

Pray unto fallen ears so it looks like I did something

Since it's all burning i feel its my right to point the blame

despite the four fingers holding on match

I don’t know what I’m doing I was only hired yesterday

What must go up must come right back down

The trees carry pamphlets made of bleached skin

The answer inked the sheets within

The waters distilled, minerals stripped

The prophet profits; the human garbage

stands ablaze its’ own dumpster fire

fire burns the liar

Its all pointless anyway I was only born yesterday

my fingers miss running through the currents of blonde silk milk

during these hot nights i wish to swim in the cool marine aqua negras

my desires babble through the night my breath is still trapped in whisper caverns carved by peeling skin

bone and nail

nails digging in beat by beat

clamping

sealing my tomb

visit me only when we can be together

i’ll wait yearning to feel your softness again

draw me a picture

kill your pets

sell your soul

is there more to this?

i have no references

all my ghosts drained me dry

holding on i hold my breath

i’ve painted a portrait of my cat with its blood

i pissed blood

i dreamt of bats

i’m forever holding

the love of my life will say my name

no trace of fear or guilt

maybe someday

maybe never

if looks could kill

you only love me for my looks

you said so yourself

not verbally but

with all you past lovers

and although i think you’re cute

i don’t want to be a part of your collection

pierce me but conversations kill

you only like me for my looks

you said so yourself

i wish to tear off my own face

and even though i think of you at night

i don’t want to be ground up in your freezer

pierce me if looks could kill

i thought you wore your interests

but they’re bit of history

on further inspection

burden

have i over welcomed my stay

has the day turned gray

did you place me in a spot to lose

or is it a problem for you to amuse?

turning feral

i look in the mirror

whatever happened to you

you’ve been dormant for what appears to be a long time now

i thought i had all the answers

ashamed to admit the state i’m in

my biggest fear is dying & taking all my secrets with me

but that’s out of my hands now

dead flowers

dead. its so easy to grasp your scent

clammy hands dizzy spells

yeah i know the symptoms

butter caked cocoon

lethargic to keep frowning

there are some things the rain can’t wash away

smiling in my wallowing self pity

must be dead i smell like you

and a remedy’s out of the question

under my belly

the blander you are only proves

what a clean surface you keep

that’s why everything i am is

dull & black

my face children & all their 6 legs are your children too

in every pore my skin

you can touch if i ever let

you feel my skin

& what crawls underneath

all the ruptures boiling inside my skin

and when i die

only in death will my hands be cleansed

neurosis

what would my cat think?

when the screen falls

when the flies sneak in

and when the ants dance on my hands

what would my cat think?

when the ceiling dusts and the foundation caves in

no cries for spilt milk

and the still life grows silk

when the air grows heavy then stagnant

and my head no longer carries my face

5 minutes to midnight

these thoughts plague my mind

as i drift off to sleep

maybe for the last time maybe not

#emily dickinson ripoff

overkill

i have burned you several times

& counting Buried you under every tree I’MRUNNINGOUTOFSPACE

i’m sorry i had to break into your home just to say goodbye

you left me no choice

No opportunity before

you let me go

pushed me off your self destructive ways

tiny cuts from debris is what you left me

the ulcer you feel is the ulcer you’ve become

thanks for imploding without me around

i can watch you burn from afar

for the first time i’m callous to this ritual

to the blister that you are

pieces of me

i could give you my parts without hesitation

though reading the room the feeling isn’t mutual

gotta keep that in mind to stop myself before i end up just a leg

Had I lacked enough brain, i’d be nothing but a torso

they said it’d only get worse if i keep picking at it

brickwall

my fingers

bleeding dry

i build

thinking the whole time

how naive

i was to think

you were truly it

with every brick

i cement a memory to seal up the tomb

they say it’s your loss

but the ache moans mine

trapped inside

i pray no one pulls me out

Heavy apparition

techniques

technically

sundays

may i phone you?

may i hold you?

come back

wait a minute

death’s playing with my soul

like goo

No amor corazón

my baby baby crawl back to me

the lizards have come to seek us out

take my body

and auction my parts

wonder if I’ll sell good

profit project

i’ll never own you

i ran out of black

much out of blue

take me apart & throw me in two

hang up & try again

kicking my shoes off

hard enough to dent the wall

loosing up all my clothing too

easy up the knots in my

muscles you’ve left me

hanging & this won’t be the

last time

no choice but to

call it a day --

we’re all insects

i dont remember what happened before i was born.

this is all i can do

we are all headed the same way

no matter where the paths separate

together apart

the ants colonized my brain.

i can only apologize for the past

im sorry for all the hurt i caused you. i was young and i didnt know what i was doing

but im older now and I don't know what it is to be rejuvenated but I've been in love before i think i believe it

vaguely in dreams to this day

a ghost resembles your figure

i try to save you from the monsters every time

i fear the nothing i'll become and the nothing that'll consume the universe billions of years from now

locked in her flat she holds me tight and cries over me and she eats my ashes

#2012 #insects #ashes #whoareyou

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