* 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉 ╱ 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓 .

* 𝘴𝘰  𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕  𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩  𝘢  𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓  𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬  .

[georgiasfm]

╰  ･ﾟ. * 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐘 ;

[ scarlett leithold, cis female, she/her ] have you seen GEORGIA CALLOWAY lately ? yeah, i heard they're TWENTY TWO years old and a REALITY TV STAR/PODCAST HOST now in charleston city. i mean, i don’t know if it’s their LEO vibes or that they’re -OBSTINATE and -CAPRICIOUS but also +GREGARIOUS and +EMPYREAN but they remind me of MIND GAMES by BANKS. here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble around here. 

hey besties ! i’m ley , i’m 20 ( well .... i will be at midnight ) , i go by she / her pronouns , and i’m livin’ in the est timezone ! i unfortunately have a super busy weekend bc it’s my birthday , so i won’t be able to be around as much as i want to be. but i’m gonna do my best to as active as possible ! thankfully i wrote this intro ahead of time so for once it isn’t a complete disaster ( it’s still not good tho so don’t have high expectations ) anyways , here’s miss georgia calloway !! 

𝐈  . 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬  :

FULL NAME  :  georgia belle calloway .       AGE  :  twenty - two  .   DATE OF BIRTH  :  july 23rd . ASTROLOGY SIGNS  :  leo sun , aquarius moon , pisces ascendant .   GENDER  : cis woman  .   PRONOUNS  :  she / her / hers  .   SEXUALITY  :  bisexual .       MOTHER  :  diane calloway  :  former pageant  &  debutante queen turned stay at home mom / trophy wife .   FATHER  :  jack calloway  :  career politician  &  mayor of charleston .  SIBLINGS  :  georgia is the middle child of five kids . two older brothers , two younger sisters .  POSITIVE TRAITS  :  gregarious  ,  vehement  ,  alluring  , venturesome  ,  empyrean , altruistic  . NEGATIVE TRAITS  :  obstinate  ,  reticent  ,  flighty  ,  temerarious  ,  capricious  .   AESTHETICS  :  the patter of raindrops against glass windows , the lingering scent cigarettes mixed with sweet perfume , drinking honey whiskey out of red solo cups ,  watching constellations with exhausted eyes , sneaking out by means of the vine trellis , leaving texts unanswered for days , a box of pageant awards hidden away in the closet , secrets that weigh more than gold on cherry stained lips , bending every rule just enough to get away with it , wrinkled white satin dresses and knee high ruffled socks , one too many bottomless mimosas at brunch , hearts drawn on fogged glass mirrors , lollipop stained lips . CHARACTER INSPO  :  brooke davis ( one tree hill ) , sarah cameron ( obx ) , lux lisbon ( the virgin suicides ) , jackie burkhart ( that 70s show ) . 

click here for a quick trip to her pinterest bc it describes her better than i ever could !!

( tw ; infidelity , death , drunk driving )

𝐈𝐈 .  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝  :

       from the second she was born , georgia was treated as her mother’s little doll. diane had been ecstatic the day she found out she was with child for the second time , and even more ecstatic to find out she would be having their first little girl. she was dressed up in pink dresses and frilly socks , shown off to all of the women country or her mother’s weekly book club nights. she was the apple of her parent’s eyes , until she wasn’t. with brunette tresses  &  honey brown eyes , georgia was adored by everyone .... her beauty noted with claims that she would grow up to be a heartbreaker. her mother thrived on the compliments ; the subtle reminders to what her own childhood had been like. she had always planned on having a little girl that she could do pageants with just like she had with her own mother , and darling little georgia was perfect for that. at such a young age , georgia fell in love with the pageants. she thrived in the spotlight , with all eyes on her. and just like her mother , she won every competion she was entered in , until she didn’t. by the age of nine , georgia was starting to grow bored of the constant pageants and recitals , wanting to explore other interests. by that point , diane’s interest in her had worn off and moved onto the next child , a five year old with beautiful blonde curls and dimpled cheeks. georgia grew to know the subtle ache of rejection , and from that day forward , did everything she could to win back her mother’s affection. 

      from the outside , the calloway’s came off as the picture perfect family. but from the inside ? things were quite the opposite. georgia’s parents had unmeetable expectations for their children. get perfect grades , nothing below a b acceptable. sit down , look pretty , and shut up. don’t cause a scandal. their love was entirely conditional , only being shown when their was something they believed deserved rewarding. if you were to ask georgia , she wouldn’t be able to tell you the last time her mother actually hugged her for genuine reasons , and not to manipulate her into doing what she wanted. their father was rarely home , always away working or traveling for work. it became obvious that he was having an affair –– multiple affairs , but diane just looked the other way. the calloway family was very prominent in charleston , especially with her father being elected mayor , and their was nothing that diane would allow to ruin their image. even if it cost her own happiness.

       things got considerably more difficult around the calloway home when georgia was sixteen. her eldest brother had gone out for a night of fun with a group of friends , and made the fatal mistake of getting into a car with someone who was far too drunk to drive. georgia will never forget the conversation she overheard from the living room that night ; “ they were drunk. lost control of the vehicle. died on impact. ” it tore the family apart , dividing them even more than they already were. georgia couldn’t stand the silence of her home after her brother’s death. so she started partying constantly , going on 48 hour benders and staying out long past her curfew. she couldn’t even recognize herself in the mirror. gone was their innocent little girl , the apple of their eyes. even this couldn’t get the attention of her parents , they barely even noticed she was gone most of the time ; all they did was yell at her to not make them look like fools. 

        for her whole life , georgia followed her parent’s rules. after graduating high school , she was expected required to go college and get a degree , but georgia just couldn’t be bothered. this is the one time she went against her parent’s wishes. her fear of being stuck here forever , with the same life as her parents ; a husband that doesn’t love her and miserable children , won out over the need for approval from her parents. so she ran off to la , and landed herself on love island usa after being approached by a producer. georgia is reality tv gold , and quickly became a fan favorite. her most memorable moment being after she got her heart broken on live tv , when she purposely held up a lighter to set off fire alarms ; and then laid on the ground getting drenched by the sprinklers. so now she’s single again after being made a fool of in front of the world , back home with parents that hate her for bringing them unwanted attention , and stuck in the city she tried to get away from. but , she’s got a podcast. it’s called the bimbo summit and it’s pretty much the only thing bringing her joy right now. it started as a way for her to expose some behind the scenes shit from love island , but now it’s just for fun. 

𝐈𝐈𝐈 .  𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲  :

georgia is the girl that’s not easy to forget. she’s outgoing and amiable , but stubborn and not easy to push over. she was the one that moms would warn their kids to stay away from in high school ; she leaves a trail of destruction wherever she goes , no matter how hard she tries not to. she has the purest of intentions , genuinely just wanting love  &  happiness for herself and everyone around her , but it seems like the universe has different plans. 

she almost has this air of melancholy surrounding her ? like even when she’s happy and smiling , you can still sense it or see in her eyes that she’s not truly happy 

very charismatic , she’s a major people pleaser so she’ll put everyone else’s feelings before her own . she just wants everyone to be happy even if it means she ends up being miserable . 

georgia’s a selective oversharer . she’ll tell you all these useless little facts so you think she’s opening up when in reality you don’t truly know her because she refuses to talk about the things that matter . 

she’s trusting once she gets to know someone , but if you break that trust even once she’s not very quick to forgive. she’ll hear you out , but it’s unlikely that she’ll ever let you back in. 

she is completely unhinged. somehow picks the worst possible decision every time a problem arises. she’s not much of a logical thinker , and tends to let her heart make decisions for her. it’s gotten her into a world of trouble one too many times , and yet she’s never learnt her lesson. 

she’s also a serial dater. in her pea brain attention = love so she’ll flock to wherever she gets that. she likes the validation of relationships but hates the commitment , so pretty much all of her relationships end before they ever really start. 

don’t ever tell georgia she can’t do something. she’s a stubborn bitch and she’ll either do it immediately just to spite you or dedicate her entire life to proving you wrong and that’s not something anyone needs to deal with.

very opinionated and not afraid to make sure you know !! she will stand up for what she’s believes in without even a second of hesitation.

she would not be caught dead looking unpresentable .... she’ll do her hair and a full face of make up even if she’s waking up at 4am. and don’t even bother to ask her to go out after she’s done her skin care routine .... there’s no chance 

doesn’t really know how to handle her emotions ? so when she’s hurt she tends to just .... shut down & push everyone away 

she is a hardcore adrenaline junkie , she does so much stupid shit just for the thrill. making spontaneous and impulsive decisions is her favorite pass time.  she just holds a lot of emotion in , so anything that will release all of that or make her feel anything other than the things she’s avoiding are very much welcomed.

[wowthing]

“I got my mother’s insanity and her trust issues and my father’s temper and his secretive ways. They never were the most stable people. Imagine what I’m like when I’m the two of them together as one person…”

—

[1liv]

Benedetta Porcaroli as Chiara Altieri in Netflix’s “BABY”

[georgiasfm]

* 𝘴𝘰 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 .

[stephanieofrp]

Don’t,” She furiously wiped the tears from her eyes, “Don’t say that you won’t leave me. Everyone says they won’t leave,” She hiccuped, pressing her palms against her eyes before letting out a loud sigh, “But they always do.

“I won’t leave you,” he said. (via stephanieofrp)

[rivcrhqs]

closed starter for @georgiasfm​

           sitting outside georgia’s home in his range rover for about twenty minutes now, honking his horn over and over again and waiting for her to come out. he could’ve easily texted her, warning her it was him but this was seemed more 90s romance. “georgia!” he yells suddenly, hitting his head back against the leather seat.

[georgiasfm]

if  it  wasn’t  for  the  angry  neighbor  that  came  knocking  on  her  door  ,  georgia  never  would  have  heard  river  over  the  music  playing  in  her  airpods  .  venturing  down  to  the  street  before  her  neighbors  start  a  riot  and  find  some  way  to  kick  her  out  ,  georgia  walks  up  to  his  car  ,  looking  into  the  window  .  “  you  know  you  could  have  just  texted  me  ,  right  ?  instead  of  bothering  the  whole  street  ?”  

[georgiasfm]

📱 ― 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄  ╱   𝑔𝑖 𝟸  👯‍♀️

𝐆𝐈𝐆𝐈 : fancy getting together tonight for a catch up. i miss you .

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: i would love to but it might be a bit too far of a drive :/

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: unless you think you can make it to la by tonight ?i miss you too :)

[georgiasfm]

━━ TEXT 　 ; 　 roomie 　 ◢

ashanti: i feel like ....

ashanti: okay here me out

ashanti: i think we should have a cereal cabinet . just an ENTIRE cabinet for cereal alone . so yes or ill cry ty

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: this might just be the most genius idea you've ever had

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: what kind of cereal are we thinking tho ? bc if you say raisin bran i'll riot

[georgiasfm]

𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 ⟶ 𝘨𝘦𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘢

𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗: so i helped ashanti with escaping the modelling world for a bit

𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗: do u want my help too ?

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: maybe ....

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: i feel like there's a catch tho ... so what is it ?

[georgiasfm]

𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 ⟶ 𝘨𝘦𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘢 💖

𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗮: ok so there's one thing i don't understand

𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗮: why haven't i seen u yet 😢

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: hi livvy i miss you 🥺

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: but unfortunately you'll have to go a few more days without me bc i'm in la

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: do you think you'll be able to survive ?

[georgiasfm]

* 𝘴𝘰 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 .

[georgiasfm]

･ﾟ. *      ◞ 𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒔𝒈  ›  landon .

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: sos

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: my dad is trying to plan a family reunion . and idk about you but i don't wanna be around for that shit show .

𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒂: help me think of an excuse to get out of it pls . we can ditch and do something that won't make me wanna scream .

[antigonick]

She swallowed down the urge to say: I’m sorry, I don’t hate you, I just kind of hate myself right now. Instead, she coolly looked away, which was the opposite of an apology.

Tamsyn Muir, The Locked Tomb: Gideon the Ninth (via antigonick)

[jjvspr]

location: outside a bar for: @charlestonstarters​

“shit, take this, take this,” nora hisses, shoving the joint she’s holding into the hand of the person next to her and then stepping in front of them so that the cop who’d just materialized out of nowhere can’t see it. “yes, it does smell like marijuana,” she agrees with his threatening observation, “and to tell you the truth, i’ve been suspecting that group over there all night.” she points to a nerdy-looking bunch and after a long moment the cop snorts, rolls his eyes, and then (miraculously) moves on. letting out a breath of relief, nora turns a grin on her impromptu accomplice. “sorry,” she says, “had to be done. you want a hit?”

[georgiasfm]

eyes  widen  as  the  joint  is  shoved  into  her  hand  ,  but  she  doesn’t  waste  anytime  before  she’s  hiding  it  behind  her  back  .  georgia  holds  a  breath  as  the  girl  talks  to  the  cop  ,  trying  to  divert  him  away  from  them  ,  only  letting  it  out  once  he  walks  the  other  direction  .  “  it’s  okay  .  y’know  ,  you  just  got  really  lucky  ?”  the  blonde  jests  ,  laugh  escaping  her  lips  .  “  of  course  i  do  ,  you  owe  me  one  after  the  near  heart  attack  you  just  gave  me  .”  she  raises  the  joint  to  her  lips  ,  taking  a  hit  before  finally  handing  it  back  .  “  for  future  reference  ,  a  little  warning  would  be  nice  .”  

[wnq-writers]

She had that shade in her smile prancing somewhere every time her cheek dimpled, The look of someone used to rejection, but not quite used to it, Because you can never get used to being told you are not enough

Prerana Kumar , Let the Colours Out  (via wnq-writers)

[dejjavus]

[georgiasfm]

╰  ･ﾟ. *  ›  𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐲’𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 .

                                        see below for an in depth analysis .

𝟎𝟎𝟏 . 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝙙𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧 .

well , i have brittle bones it seems , i bite my tongue and torch my dreams . have a little voice to speak with , and a mind of thoughts and secrecy . 

𝟎𝟎𝟐 . 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛 𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 .

numb is how i feel deep inside my soul . need to feel that i am on the line , i’m sorry i dragged you down my way . 

pretty eyes now fill with pain , a young confusion , what a shame . 

𝟎𝟎𝟑 . 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙛𝙩 .

they told me all my cages were mental , so i got wasted like all my potential . and my words shoot to kill when i’m mad , i have a lot of regrets about that . 

𝟎𝟎𝟒 . 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙖 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙨 .

born with a void , hard to destroy with love or hope . built with a heart , broken from the start .

𝟎𝟎𝟓 . 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙 .

i keep mistaking loneliness for love , i’m trying to find myself inside someone . anything at all not to feel alone , anything at all just to feel whole . 

𝟎𝟎𝟔 . 𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙖 𝙙𝙚𝙡 𝙧𝙖𝙮  .

there’s things i want to say to you , but i’ll just let you live . like if you hold me without hurting me , you’ll be the first who ever did . 

𝟎𝟎𝟕 . 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝙢𝙖𝙭 𝙡𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 .

i thought i had it in my pocket , i close the door after i lock it 'cause lately i've been feeling cautious . and maybe that's why it's ironic , that nothing ever hurts me anymore 'cause i was sick of being miserable and now i never feel emotional . i'm too afraid to lose any control .

𝟎𝟎𝟖 . 𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙖𝙡𝙩 .

heart-shaped sunglasses on top of her head , she's blowin' me kisses on my best friend's bed . dread having to walk home 'cause i never ever ever got to let her know . she's such a kool girl , totally untouchable . kool girl, the kind your mother thinks are trouble . kool girl, glitter underneath her eyes . and she still looks put together even when she cries .

𝟎𝟎𝟗 . 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙛𝙩 .

i want you to know , i’m a mirrorball . i'll show you every version of yourself tonight , i'll get you out on the floor  , shimmering beautiful and when i break, it's in a million pieces .

i'm a mirrorball , i can change everything about me to fit in . you are not like the regulars , the masquerade revelers . drunk as they watch my shattered edges glisten .

𝟎𝟏𝟎 . 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 / 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝙙𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧 .

i hate sleeping alone , terrified with the lights out . i hate living alone , talking to myself is boring conversation . me and i are not friends , she is only an acquaintance . 

𝟎𝟏𝟏 . 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 .

who will save your soul , when it comes to the flower now ? who will save your soul , after all the lies that you told ? who will save your soul , if you won't save your own ?

𝟎𝟏𝟐 . 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝙡𝙪𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 .

there ain't no warning the first time , ain't no one to tell you "  run, boy, run like I should've done " . oh , when i can't fight the bloodline , living in the seams back home . how am i gonna know , if i'm never alone ? when i live in the numb , and all feeling is gone ?

𝟎𝟏𝟑 . 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙝𝙖𝙣 .

i wear all your old clothes , your polo sweater . i dream of another you , one who would never , never leave me alone to pick up the pieces .

tell me the truth did you ever love me ? 'cause these are the confessions of a broken heart .

𝟎𝟏𝟒 . 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝙙𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧 .

love , hunt me down . i can't stand to be so dead behind the eyes . and feed me, spark me up . a creature in my blood stream chews me up so i can feel something . give me touch , cause i've been missing it . i'm dreaming of strangers kissing me in the night just so i can feel something .