Whit clenched his jaw as Goldie took his hand; it didn’t upset him to talk about his dad anymore, but he could tell that Goldie was hurt on his behalf. It was part of the reason he didn’t plan on telling her unless she asked, but it was going to happen sooner or later. She seemed contemplative as she considered whether or not meeting this woman was a good idea.
“I guess you’re right.” Whit closed his eyes and nodded. Yes, it was very unlikely that Eugenia would treat Goldie even half as poorly as his father treated him. If there was one thing rich people cared about, it was appearances. If Goldie wasn’t living up to her standards, he was sure she would simply leave her a stack of cash as a peace offering and jet back home. “No, you are right. I’ll be honest, even though my dad treated me poorly I always looked forward to him coming back. I craved learning more. I wanted to understand what I was– no, who I am. It wasn’t until he finally showed me how to travel to Hell that I was satisfied. You deserve your own ‘travel to Hell’ moment with your mom, er– well, I hope you don’t have to actually travel to Hell to do it, but you get what I mean.”
He had a forced smile on his face. Whit wasn’t completely onboard with the idea, but Goldie deserved a chance to meet her parents. He at least had his maman to help him out; Goldie had grown up with no one like that in her own life. “Alright, I guess we should come up with a response. Or, uh– you should come up with a response. I don’t want to intrude. It’s a very personal thing, facing your family members. If you want me here then I’ll be right by your side, but I dunno. It might be better to meet her alone.” He chewed the inside of his cheek. “Up to you I guess.”
Whit stood up and legged it to the kitchen to find a piece of scrap paper and a pen that still had ink. He carefully handed it to Goldie as he returned and shrugged. “Probably best to make a draft before writing something official. Gotta practice your nicest handwriting too.”
Goldie tilted her head slightly as Whit mentioned traveling to Hell, a subdued spark of curiosity lighting up her eyes, but ultimately decided that it was probably better to ask him about it some other time. As he stood up to look for some paper and a pen Goldie couldn’t help but smile to herself. Even though Whit didn’t agree with her decision he was still being so supportive.
It occurred to her for a moment that she had never really had a person like him to lean on in the past. Even the vast majority of the adults that had been in charge of her wellbeing only did the bare minimum of keeping her clothed and fed, but not much else. Having Whit beside her during such times, even when it wasn’t always convenient for him, gave Goldie a warm feeling.
Before she could dwell on her thoughts for too long Whit returned with a pen and some scrap paper he’d managed to find in the kitchen. Sliding down from the couch to sit on the floor, she placed the paper on the coffee table in front of her and tapped her chin thoughtfully with the end of the pen.
“You’re right, I guess technically this is going to be the first impression of me she’ll have.” Goldie mused, although in true Goldie fashion she didn’t seem too perturbed by the thought, and seemed to be taking the situation as a whole in stride. Touching the pen to the paper, she began to jot down a few preliminary sentences in her looping handwriting, crossing out a few words here and there and circling or underlining what she wanted to keep. After a minute or two she paused to look over at Whit.
“I would like you to be with me when I meet her, if you really don’t mind.” She sighed softly. “If things don’t turn out so well, like you said... It might not be so bad if you’re there. I always feel better when you’re around, so...” She drifted off, fidgeting with the pen in her hands for a moment, then her expression lit up with a smile. “But if you think it would make you uncomfortable I would understand.