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I accidentally cut myself and now I’m Hhhh lol

#i caught sigjt of the nice fresh saw that weve like never used and i just Had to Had to try it and im.................. obsessed 🥴#im like sweating i Love Bleeding 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sometimes I think about the first time I ever cut myself and I wish I could remember what thoughts when into like I knew cutting was a thing but I really knew absolutely nothing about it not even like Where people cut themselves so I cut my knuckles for some reason lol and used the blade from a pencil sharpener that I took apart and I remember it hurt more than I thought it would and then felt So Much Better than I could’ve guessed

I think that if it was socially acceptable I’d cut myself whether or not I was like depressed or suicidal or anything

Someone in a group on rn has been posting pics of their ~homedone branding~ and I’m LMAo BITCH

I wanna live in the woods and dig holes and cut myself and looks for invisible things and disconnect from my brains and build a Cobb oven :^ (??? I hate this home

#im Real Broken these days jn a Real Manic and Steange way?

Mood of the day:

If K*te b*rnstein can cut herself for sexual reason why can’t I cut myself for Personal Reasons?

Idk how to tell my therapist that I’m depressed because I believe our world is cursed if not supernaturally than by chaotic coincidence tending towards entropy and that not only I, but all of us, have a whole lot of pain coming

But lol

Tfw you were gunna do something dumb when yr boyfriend went to sleep but they stay up late w you 💀💀

#thanks i guess lol

Hot take: autism is a fucking curse and ill offer myself up first to the eugenicidts

#dont @ me i love my autistic friends i just hate myself and want to die and im sick of being Like This ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'm Big Fcuking Useless but what's new

If I stand and press my knees together I have a thigh gap lmao

I'm really tired of obsessing over food and my body I feel like I'm on the edge of tears like 75% of the time lately lol but I really really don't wanna talk to my doctor or god forbid a dietitian lmaooooooooooooo

#im just tired lol #its so fucking silly and weird i like dont even understand why this is still such a Fucking Issue for me 💀💀💀💀#i literally cant even compute how much i weigh rn it seems unreal

My dad told me it looks like I've lost weight lol

I'm uh really not excited to have to talk to my doctor about this, she wants to switch up my meds again I think because she's afraid that Wellbutrin is messing with my appetite but I literally don't have an appetite anymore I feel no different hunger wise than I did two months ago and I'm not going to feel any different with them fucking around with my meds 💀💀💀

Iiiiim so bloated iiiiiiii wanna diiiiee

Omg I hate sounding like I'm Not Like Other Girls but my therapist yesterday was like "you've got such a concrete way of thinking I have to create a whole new toolbox of strategies for you" lmao

#aka youre so stubborn idek what to do

Things are going so well but are So Fucking Hard at the same time and the forecast is a sloooowwwww recovery

Only thing moving me rn is violent fantasies of killing myself I hate myself so Fucking Much

I wanna chew my tongue off I hate myself so much

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