ghost girl

She/they | active oct 2022 | TW: Ed | MINOR

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

Hi there (: 

Welcome to my blog!

Here's what you should know before continuing 

!!THIS ACCOUNT MAY HAVE TRIGGERING CONTENT!! 

I am not pro-ana 

I fully support and encourage recovery! 

I will not post tips, thinspo, meanspo, or sweetspo 

This is purely a vent ac for me and I am not here to encourage ed’s  

Also if u ever need to vent please feel free to in my comments 

I will always read them and just lmk if you want advice, or just a response/someone to say something nice

I am a Taurus sun and Virgo moon

My pronouns are She/They

I am omni <3

Here are my current stats,

UGW: 95

CW: 106 

GW: 100

dni if you are pro ana, racist, homophobic, fatphobic, transphobic or have any other shitty opinions

Thanks for taking the time to read all this ily and have an nice day/night

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

gained way too much weight need some thinspo immediately please

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

no cause why am i actually a 2014 Tumblr girl in 2022

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

august will be our month guys!!! we can do this. U can reach ur gw all u have to do is stick to it and try hard <3

[hughjasz]

i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

[ilariaaudena]

I WILL BE SKINNY THIS YEAR

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PLEASE WORLD LET ME BE SKINNY THIS YEAR

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

a year later and I’m back

fat and hungry for a relapse

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

when you fall inlove with a guy in your spanish class, lose 5 pounds in a week, have a borderline manic episode over a boy with a gf, but then he starts talking to you abt how he wants to break up with her, then he called you pretty and skinny, and everything okay and horrible

[deathtobri]

i will forever be a hole girlie

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

august will be our month guys!!! we can do this. U can reach ur gw all u have to do is stick to it and try hard <3

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

feelin anti social but im gonna go out anyway i wanted to pick up those weird metabolism boosters from 7-11 so ig its fine

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

need some motivation 

so every like = 30 min added to my fast 

every reblog = 50 sit ups and 25 pushups

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

U r what you eat

dam i didn’t know I was nothing

[ofmilkhoneyandflowers]

TW: mentions of ed, and death

pls don't interact if this could be triggering if anything becomes inappropriate or pro-ana i will delete

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I can not stop wondering, 

do i deserve this?

This pit of shallowness supplies… boredom

I am sick not dying 

in other words, they disregard me, and I am left again crying in the bathroom stall

I have trained my own mind to define my worth by starving 

I am not sick enough because I will never be thin enough 

I will never look like the girl who didn't eat for three days 

I will never be lovely  

It seems my only talent is being sort of sick 

pining for a disorder that does not seem to want me

Rapidly my body enamored with the thought of being hungry loses all meaning

The grueling anxiety of being discovered and the lust to tell everyone combat 

It feels sometimes that there is another person in my body

someone whose only desire is to hurt me 

I plead for them to stay 

When did I start caring so much about numbers?

I am horrible at math, but I can tell you the caloric build-up of a smoothie 

Sometimes I wish that those numbers would just shut up because when did 20 become so much

I will bend the rules for today 

little do I know the outcome is a tear-stained pillowcase 

I once read a poem, 

"if you are not recovering you are dying"

Who knew death could be so close 

It waits in my driveway 

never knocking just waiting 

waiting for my restlessness to take over 

for my fighting body to finally give up 

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

POV: on your way to a bbq where you will eat nothing then go home and eat nothinv

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

I little bit of chubspo

[ghostgirlsarehungry]

re blog to give the person you rb from a hug and a cup of low kcal hot coco