Connell

Conan Fan/ /Gay and Nonbinary but exploring life/ /I love pikman/ /Fiber arts enthusiast/ /Passionate about acceptance and respect/ /Avid Noah Kahan lover/ /Chill guy/ /Prefer to go by they/them/

[ghostofconnell]

Hello girl. I can see you are on tumblr right now. That is all

Ikr. Embracing the culture of fanart

[crythartic]

we'll do it together, right?

[ghostofconnell]

First time making creme brulee and I dont wanna brag but it was immaculate. It was perfectly thick and creamy. It had such a nice flavor and it was honestly as perfect as it gets.

[con-the-kobold]

Me: godddddddddd I wish I lived closer to my mutuals I want to meet some of them fuckkkkkkkk

Also me: one of my moots literally lives like 10 minutes away from me and I see them every week, I live 17 hours from a ton of moots in one direction, and like 10 hours from more in the opposite direction.

Me: I could drive to you.

[ghostofconnell]

Why is it so hard to have arguments with some people. They take it from a simple debate into a personal attack just becuase your views dont align. Its not that simple either. They become so worried about distancing themselves from a certain group, that their argument loses all nuance. Theyre black and white thinking is impossible to deal with. The exact name for this is It goes from an argument to an attack on the person. You wouldnt expect something like that from a friend of 5 years, but I guess people change in the blink of an eye. Only one month prior we were singing conan in the guitar closet. Its almost baffling to see how fast someone can choose to go from a close friend into someone you wouldn't trust with a simple secret. //////////////////////////////// I think its important that people learn how to argue. Don't bother arguing if you have no interest in understanding the other side in the slightest. Furthermore, insulting someone's character, integrity, and views just because they arent the same as yours. You'd think the person in question would know that, being pro choice and pro inclusivity and all. I guess some people dont practice what they preach. ///////////////////////////////////////////////////// My problems with this person started a few weeks ago when my personal boundaries were thought of as an excuse to not do anything with them. Theyre sister also chimed in and was pretty harsh. They claimed that they still had strong feelings for me which I felt was super inappropriate given the context. It baffles me how a close friend could disregard chronic health issues THEY KNOW ABOUT. Guilting someone for After distancing for a few days they returned like nothing had happened. They struggled to take accountability for anything they were doing. They wouldn't reach out and then they'd wonder why people stopped being friends with them. I attempted to open theyre eyes but to no avail. /////////////////////////////////// A few days layer we were talking about ai, they escalated from 1 to 100, and thats where we are now. I called them out on their ad homenin and they havent talked to me since. They destroyed our duolingo friend streak of around 400 days. They clearly dont want to take a high road on this and look at their actions. If they want to lose friends then be my guest. If they wanna talk I MIGHT still be open to it. MAYBE. Honestly just fed up, annoyed, and a little bit hurt.

Moots, tell me what you'd do <3

[con-the-kobold]

Exactly one year ago today, I reluctantly agreed to be in a queer platonic relationship. I am no longer in that relationship and its safe to say that it was, um. Yeah it wasn't good.

They just wanted A partner, didnt care who (ohoho Last Year!Mag, baby, that was a red flag), and didnt understand that in order to have a functioning qpr you have to have lots of communication, so it was both completely free of boundaries AND boxed so tightly into this rigid definition of a queer platonic relationship...

Uh, this is all to say, im glad im single, im ngl kinda ashamed that both of the qprs ive had were like. Really bad, and most importantly, please communicate with your partner(s) and find someone who genuinely likes you!

[ghostofconnell]

I was going to get on Instagram to doomscroll until I went to bed but I saw some horrific news that no news outlets would cover. A trans woman was stabbed many times while doing her laundry in an apartment complex. No news outlets would comment on it, and it seemed that the police gave little care. It's scary. I opened the comments and saw mostly support, but plenty of comments that said something along the lines of "good riddance." Often I wonder how much better it could be for Queer people if we didn't have such a stupid president. If we lived in a society where trans is considered normal and acceptable (which it absolutely is) i probably would be way more expressive. Fear isn't something people should have to feel when they are just trying to be true to themselves. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I saw another post shortly after that was talking about suicide. The post was supposed to be supporting but it just felt judgemental. I dont judge anyone who has passed away or anyone who feels suicidal. It is incredibly relatable. Especially in relation to our current situation. I dont think I could ever bring myself to do it, but i know there are many people who feel that way and could. I see people calling it selfish and rude, but i see at as someone not being able to carry the weight of their own life anymore. That feeling can be overwhelming and strong. I dont think it's selfish at all, I think its devastating and sad. I would personally be there for anyone to talk to if they ever felt that way.

[ghostofconnell]

Guys I hate trump

[ghostofconnell]

Guys I hate trump

[moonlitkilljoy]

i finally finished making jason's shirt SO here's my miis of the entire falsettos (revival) cast ^w^

marvin and jason's shirts are custom designs and i drew charlotte's earrings + jason's mole on with facepaint but otherwise everything is "base game" :D i am incredibly and unreasonably proud of how they all look dgkjdflksjgfljk <3 personalities under the cut

[ghostofconnell]

This is so amazing!!!!! @con-the-kobold

[ghostofconnell]

UPDATE???? I THINK MY SHRIMP STARTED HAVING SEX????

[ghostofconnell]

Say hi to my new shrimpies and snailies. I love them so much they're so cute!

[iheartgaymusicals]

I love them

[ghostofconnell]

Does anybody like plants? I'll mass post my plants if someone does.

[were-lonely-dancers]

I’m convinced bass pro shop isn’t real bc wdym it has a giant fish tank in the center of the store

AND

a taxidermy grizzly bear suspended in the air on a bridge just in the middle of the aisle

I just needed a poncho man what is ts

[ghostofconnell]

Somehow I got the entire new avatar movie leak. It's fire it's honestly amazing.

[ghostofconnell]

It's 1:30 am and I have school tomorrow. I can't sleep and I feel like shit so im gonna stare at falsettos fanart until morning.